Chapter 180 Evil Thoughts
"Really, really." Ran Fenqiang said, he felt dizzy, not sure if it was love rushing into his mind or for some other reason.
"Thank you, I'll treat you to a meal!" Xu Chuyue said, "What kind of dishes do you like to eat?"
“I cook all by myself.”
"You can still cook?"
"Um."
"Awesome, it's true that decathlon-I can only sing, lie down, and do nothing else." Xu Chuyue stared at him with enthusiastic eyes and said, "It seems that it's not enough to have a stone house at the foot of the mountain. There must be someone like you who are proficient in it."
Until now, Ran Fenqiang has not figured out the reason. Compared with Xu Chuyue, he felt like he was like a lump of cow dung - is God pitying himself? How could he let himself know such an angel-like girl?
So even though the two have been dating for a while, Ran Fenqiang is still sneaking. He is indeed a little inferior. He feels that everything is like a dream. He is afraid that because he says a wrong word and does something wrong, he will expose the colorful bubble, and then all the beauty will disappear.
Every time she gets along, he will remember every word and action of Xu Chuyue. He knows that Xu Chuyue is saving money, and she wants to find a quiet place with beautiful mountains and rivers in the future, enjoy the wind, bask in the sun, and write songs.
"Lao Ran, then you will be responsible for cleaning the house, cooking, and washing clothes." She giggled while lying on the bed.
"Okay." Ran Fenqiang was also lying on the bed, and the ceiling of the Express Hotel was pale, just like his empty life.
"What's wrong with you today? You're so in a bad mood? You can't keep up with your physical strength?" Xu Chuyue turned sideways and hugged his arm and said.
"Yesterday, I went to the hospital." Ran Fenqiang was silent for a while before muttering.
Recently, he became more and more dizzy, and sometimes his vision was blurred. At first, he thought he was overworked, but after two days of rest, his condition not only did not improve, but instead became more and more serious.
And he didn't know what happened, and his nose suddenly started to bleed. He didn't dare to tell his parents about this, nor did he tell Xu Chuyue, but he secretly went to the city hospital.
After listening to his narrative, the doctor frowned and said, "Just do an MRI."
The examination results came out a week later. Ran Fenqiang had a brain tumor. The hospital asked him to do a general examination and found that there were lesions in the lungs. In the end, it was confirmed that it was a malignant tumor, and the one in the skull was metastasized by the lungs.
"Come on the surgery now, there will be a bed this week." The doctor said with concern.
"I'll discuss it with my family first." Ran Fenqiang pretended to be calm and said to the doctor.
It takes a lot of money to perform an operation, and after the operation, I am actually useless. Not only can I not take care of my family and lover, but it will also become a burden to them.
Ran Fenqiang left the clinic silently, walked out of the hospital gate, and walked to the road. He looked at the traffic, and wanted to burst into tears.
At this moment, the cell phone in his pocket rang.
"Da Ran?"
“Ah—I am.”
"I am your Uncle Heng. I have time recently and I need to make a cabinet at home."
"Uncle Heng, I..." Ran Fenqiang's mind was still blank. He had not yet decided to agree to this matter, but Lu Xianheng had already hung up the phone.
Everyone in Yuntang Town is like this. Anyway, Ran Fenqiang always comes on call, just call to notify him, and there is no need to ask for his opinion.
In fact, everyone used to be like this, but at that moment, somehow, a nameless fire broke out in Ran Fenqiang's heart, but even so, he went to Lu Xianheng's house.
Although Lu Xianheng had divided the new house in the community, he was still more willing to live in another bungalow. Ran Fenqiang went up the door in a daze. Lu Xianheng didn't even pour him a glass of water, and just nagged for a long time. It turned out that he wanted to build a secret cabinet on the wall.
Although Lu Xianheng didn't say the purpose, Ran Fenqiang understood at a glance that this cabinet was used to put money - some elderly people were worried about depositing the money in the bank, especially gamblers like Lu Xianheng who often used cash, so he was too lazy to go to the bank to withdraw money every few days.
Ran Fenqiang knew that Lu Xianheng and others got a lot of money last time to demolish. He also looked forward to demolition at that time, but as soon as the plan came out, he found that he had no life - half of Yuntang Town was developed and half preserved, and his house was in the half preserved.
Lu Xianheng was still talking nonstop. The cigarette he smoked was choking, which made Ran Fenqiang feel a headache.
"Hey, Daran, are you listening?"
"Listen." Ran Fenqiang said. He watched Lu Xianhengbi's moves, and thoughts suddenly popped up in his heart.
——I worked hard to earn money to support my parents and work diligently, and I never slacked off for a day, so why did I live so hard? But you have no parents to serve and do not support your wife and children, and you are a waste who is addicted to gambling. Why do you have so much wealth?
——Anyway, I’m going to die. Before I die, I have to leave something for the people around me…
——I actually know a lot about who keeps the cash at home and where to hide it in the town!
——Some people die but no one cares, while others die and everyone is happier.
The evil thoughts in his heart grew like wild weeds. Ran Fenqiang felt more and more that he should do something, which could leave a way out for his parents and girlfriend, and also be considered to eliminate the "three evils" in the village. This is a good thing, and everyone will be grateful to him.
Gradually, he seemed to hypnotize himself, not only was he no longer afraid, but he felt that he was doing justice.
...
Ran Fenqiang told Xu Chuyue about his condition. After hearing this, Xu Chuyue lay there in a daze, unable to believe that this was the truth.
"Are you kidding me?" She questioned gently, as if she was afraid of exposing something.
Ran Fenqiang was silent for a moment, trying to speak more easily, but the sound made was a little hoarse. He cleared his throat and said with great energy: "I hope I can still joke."
Xu Chuyue didn't say anything for a long time, but she suddenly turned her body and left her smooth back to Ran Fenqiang.
But Ran Fenqiang felt even more uncomfortable. He had just seen a little hope in his life. With a fairy-like girlfriend, he might form a small home with him and have cute children in the future. That was something he had never dared to think about before! He wanted to live well!
Ran Fenqiang endured the sadness. He looked at Xu Chuyue's thin figure, and he leaned over and gently turned over her body, trying to take a good look at her, but found that this strong and free-spirited girl was wiping her tears silently.
Ran Fenqiang felt a huge pain in his heart, as if a knife was cut into his heart and twisted it again. He was filled with emotion, and hugged Xu Chuyue in his arms, constantly saying, "Stop crying, stop crying!"
Chapter completed!