Chapter 167 The First Time Hurts
At this moment, Zhan Ziyi put down her sexy legs. After hearing Wu Haotian's memories, she slowly turned her head and faced the window, and a strand of hair slipped to her forehead.
"The first time we met you was when we started school, you helped me carry my luggage. At that time, you were deceived into being my senior. The second time we met was at that romantic breakfast, but it was not because we were in the same class, but when you were not only the class monitor in the class, but also liked to study as much as I did.
At that time, maybe because of my good luck, I also ran to become the study committee member of the class. Later, I thought about it, maybe because I was the second place in the science department of Ocean City in the college entrance examination, anyway, no classmates in the class were my opponents. They quit early before they even took the stage. Moreover, you were elected as the leader of the class, haha. From that moment on, we often worked together..."
Zhan Ziyi's eyes became distant, and a little smile appeared on her face, a little smile, covered by another smile.
"Later, we worked together, and went to the library to read books, and often talked about various issues. In fact, you are very smart, and we also have many common hobbies and languages. One word is called "tacity". But I don't know why, sometimes you are always frowning and seem to have something to worry about. Of course, I only learned about your family later.
To be honest, I rarely meet a boy who has so many languages with me and can understand me so well with me. So, you were also quite mysterious at that time, which made me gradually feel good about you. Until that incident, I secretly fell in love with you! Of course. I not only appreciate your work ability, admire your academic performance, but also admire your handsome appearance. I think it is not only boys who like beautiful women, but girls are actually very fascinated by handsome men…”
Zhan Ziyi said, and as she said, her face turned red like a girl. The blush became bigger and bigger, hanging on the corner of her mouth. It looked like a bright peach blossom.
"Actually, what makes me most moved is your stubborn heart! Your stubbornness in professional studies, your stubbornness in school planning activities, especially your stubbornness in love! A long time ago, probably when we first entered college, I began to pay attention to some of your affairs, and of course I also learned a lot of rumors about you.
It was also from those rumors that I realized that you always like a girl, and I heard that she is very beautiful and good at singing and dancing. But gradually, as time goes by, it is said that the girl doesn't like you, but you will still listen to every song of her, watch every show of her, and encourage your beloved girl on the spot.
Moreover, I heard that you were very depressed during that period. Your boredom had deeply affected your normal class and study, and of course, it also affected your communication. You began to close yourself and you began to stay in the dormitory. From then on, there was no longer any more you studied seriously in the classroom, and there were no more people you were active in the class activities. In the end, your position as a class monitor was also replaced by the class teacher."
Zhan Ziyi's face began to climb up sad clouds, and those unhappy clouds were soon passed by a ray of sunshine. I could only sigh that the sunshine was really dazzling!
"From that incident, you began to deliberately be cold to all girls, and even say nothing to other girls! It seems that this idea actually arises in your mind: only boys can be their own friends, and from that moment on, you even began to fear all girls, including me, of course!
During that time, you began to stay away from all the girls, and you only played with boys, especially Zhao Hui and your roommates. However, maybe I was still very reserved at that time and did not show a strong desire for love for you. What's more, we are in the same class, so you did not alienate me very much. Until now, I feel very lucky!
Maybe, because you were in contact with me during that special period, you were greatly influenced by me. Of course, these may just be my narcissistic thoughts at that time, or you changed because of other things! Anyway, you slowly got rid of the troubles and began to date other girls except me slowly…”
The sunlight on Zhan Ziyi's face became more and more until it covered her whole face, and brightness, confidence and joy were written on her face.
"Just when everything was developing in a good direction, I thought you had fallen in love with me, because we were too close, too close, even closer than you and Zhao Hui! We were really too close at that time. We were so close that we could have dinner together every day, sit together every day in class, and take me back to the dormitory every night. We always had to soak in the phone porridge for more than half an hour before going to bed.
Maybe, I felt so happy, so happy at that time. I felt like I was surrounded by you and held in my palms all the time. It was such a wonderful feeling. So, I, who had been blinded by "love" at that time, finally couldn't help but feel ecstasy. On Valentine's Day in our first semester of junior high school, I finally - finally tore through our last "defense line". I - on that day, confessed to you, and confessed all my love for you since I went to college..."
Zhan Ziyi was very excited and became more and more excited, as if she had completely dissolved into the scene at that time. But now, her tone suddenly became much lower, and those sadness and those crystal tears filled her pretty face.
"But, on that day, on that most beautiful and romantic day, you rejected me and refused me harshly! Alas, your stubbornness that made me most moved me deeply and deeply hurt me at the most critical moment! Haotian, do you know? My heart fell from the Garden of Eden in heaven in an instant to the eighteenth floor of hell!
Oh, my heart - my heart that I thought was strong - began to become extremely fragile at that moment! Haotian, do you know why all this is? Because, I no longer believe in love! My heart - is bleeding, not only my blood, but also your blood. Maybe you didn't expect that we were close at that time, and we could already be in bed!
On that freshman Christmas night, you didn't know why you drank a lot of wine and looked very depressed. When I heard Zhao Hui talk about your situation, I immediately rushed to the off-campus hotel where you were. As soon as I entered the door, I saw you vomiting so much. My heart was sore at that time. Later, I took care of you and comforted you. You said a lot to me that night, but I didn't understand very well. Although I was confused, I would rather be the object of your confidant.
When I wanted to go back to my dormitory, the night was already very deep. I should have gone back, but I was still worried about you, and you also held my hand and hoped that I would continue to accompany you. It was that night, that night that made me unforgettable, I gave you my first time...
That night, we were in bed, and you kissed me almost all over my body. You held me tightly and said, "I love you" and said, "I love you so much, don't leave me, okay?" At that time, I said to you, "You can do whatever you want to do to me, because my heart already belongs to you, and everything I have existed for you."
In fact, a woman is easy to conquer. If you want to conquer her, you should conquer her ears first. Haotian, do you know? I felt really painful at that time, but when I saw your very satisfied look, my heart was full of happiness. In fact, it is not a happy thing to be able to dedicate my first time to the man I love the most...
However, our stupid behavior eventually made me pregnant with our child. On that day, on Valentine's Day, our first semester, I suddenly realized that I hadn't been there for almost two months, so I went to the hospital for a checkup that morning, and the result of the test was that I had been pregnant for more than a month!!!
When I came back at noon, I received a call from you, saying that you had something important to come to me. In fact, when you came downstairs of my dormitory, I saw you on the window. You were holding bright roses in your hand. Haotian, do you know how I felt at that time? Do you know how long I had been waiting for this moment? At that time, I put on my most beautiful clothes. I usually don’t wear makeup and dressed up for you before going downstairs!
But - all this is fake! Do you know how hurt my heart when you did it? Do you know why I stomped the roses hard? Do you know why I slowly tore Zhao Hui's love letter to me in front of you one by one? Maybe you thought I was reckless at that time? I told you! You were wrong! Because I was pregnant with your child at that time!!!”
Hearing this, Wu Haotian couldn't help but take a few steps back. He lowered his head and kept grabbing his hair with both hands. Suddenly, Wu Haotian felt that his legs were filled with lead, very heavy, until his legs could no longer support the weight of his body, causing him to fall stiffly on the floor.
His hands were trembling and he kept pulling his hair, and the soft hair jumped out from Wu Haotian's ten fingers! Wu Haotian's legs seemed to suddenly shrink, and he felt nothing at all. He wanted to stand up, he wanted to stand up as dignified as a man, he wanted to stand in front of Zhan Ziyi and hug the beauty who was injured by him tightly.
Chapter completed!