370. Understand the mind
Hearing Gu Cheng's inquiry, Ouyang Tang originally wanted to reply directly, but he hesitated as soon as the words came to his mouth. Scene after scene of getting along with Su Su these days flashed through his mind.
Ouyang Tang is a romantic poet. He leaves all poetry fans and the public with the impression that his words are gorgeous and he can summarize all the joys and sorrows about love in a short poem.
If you say how innocent this kind of person is, or how passive and simple he is emotionally, then he is not designated as such. After all, for writers like them, many sources of inspiration still lie in emotional experiences one after another.
, whether these emotional experiences are experienced by oneself, or obtained from hearsay or watching film and television works.
It all means that this poet and writer must have a deep understanding and mastery of emotions.
The same goes for Ouyang Tang. In order to find more inspiration, he tried to date many different romantic partners. Each relationship was like a beautiful memory in his heart, full of warmth and sadness.
Before Ouyang Tang's accident, the love he described was always full of beauty and longing. However, the longer he struggled in the literary world, the more tragic the poems he wrote became.
After experiencing several relationships, he discovered that if a man and a woman want to pursue true love, they will encounter various difficulties and struggles. This discovery makes him somewhat pessimistic about emotional matters, and he can even be clear about it.
is reflected in his works.
Ouyang Tang has always believed that if you want to pursue pure feelings, you may have to go back to ancient times. At that time, people did not face so many temptations, and the emotional needs of both men and women were easier to satisfy, unlike now.
They both have their own pursuits and clear opinions. There are no two people in the world who are completely consistent.
But this view was completely overturned after he came to Zhoushi. The most important thing was due to Su Su's influence. When the two were chatting, Su Su clearly expressed his thoughts and opinions.
Some concepts of love.
In Su Su's words, perhaps the ending of love may not be very happy, but in the process of first contact and rushing towards love, everyone is yearning and excited. Isn't this the most original and beautiful description of love?
And as a nurse who specializes in nursing, and more importantly in the maternal and child industry, Su Su has always had a kind, sincere and innocent character.
She will feel sad for the lonely wild dogs and cats on the roadside, she will also cry for joy for the innocent love in TV series and movies, she will chase the butterflies flying in the garden as the sun sets, and she will close her eyes when she sees the gurgling water.
Take a deep breath with your eyes and let your mind empty out.
Ouyang Tang felt that in front of this girl, he could be as comfortable as he wanted without having to put on any disguise. Moreover, during the days he spent with Su Su, he also felt that his mood was extremely peaceful and peaceful, as if he had just experienced a storm on the sea.
Later, I suddenly found a harbor where I could dock, just like that.
As a romantic poet, he felt that if nothing went wrong, he must have fallen in love with Su Su. Otherwise, with his arrogant character, he would not take the initiative to ask a girl to be his guide to visit nearby attractions.
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This discovery made him panic, a little embarrassed, and at the same time a little yearning. The reason for the panic was that before, he had always thought that he would die alone, like a wise man standing beside him, quietly.
I looked at the emotional experiences of the couples and couples around me.
The main reason for the embarrassment still comes from Gu Cheng. Although the two have known each other for a relatively short time, in Ouyang Tang's view, Gu Cheng has become his best friend in his circle of friends.
Not only because they are both young writers, but also because of the clique. More importantly, he felt that Gu Cheng's views were incomparably consistent with his own, and they could always find various topics to talk about when they communicated.
If the friendship between him and Gu Cheng was ruined because of Su Su, then he would feel very regretful. What's more important is that Su Su really likes Gu Cheng, and he feels like he has stepped in.
It made him feel like a mistress, as if he was stealing something that didn't belong to him.
The reason for yearning is naturally easier to understand. As young people, we naturally have our own expectations and yearnings for beautiful relationships. Fair ladies and gentlemen are the knowledge and customs that have been passed down for thousands of years. This is also derived from
It is not easy to resist the laws of nature.
Seeing that Ouyang Tang was choked for words, Gu Cheng immediately understood what he was thinking and patted the other party's shoulder comfortingly to express what he meant.
"I'm very optimistic that you two can get together. Su Su is a good girl. She has helped me a lot since my daughter was born. But feelings cannot be forced easily. I have tried many times.
But I feel like the two of us are really not that suitable, so that’s why we haven’t agreed to her request.”
"If the two of you really get together, then as a good friend, all I have is blessings, and I won't feel any grudge about it. You don't have to think too much. Of course, this is just my idea. As for Su Su's idea, I will
There is nothing I can do to help, you still need to work hard on your own."
After receiving Gu Cheng's reply, Ouyang Tang seemed much more relaxed. Ever since he discovered that he had a crush on Su Su, Gu Cheng's opinions and views had been swirling and worrying in his heart.
As for himself, he wanted to win Su Su's favor, but also didn't want to lose Gu Cheng, a very compatible good friend. This torture straddling the two made him feel very worried.
Now that Gu Cheng said he wouldn't care, Su Su is the only one who needs to be solved next. He still has full trust in his charm, and Ouyang Tang has always been idealistic.
He felt that there was nothing too difficult in the world. Take chasing a girl as an example. As long as he expressed his feelings completely and made Su Sulai feel his sincerity, the final outcome, even if it was not satisfactory.
, and it can also make him truly feel that he has no regrets.
Gu Cheng didn't express any opinions on Ouyang Tang's thoughts, and just patted him on the shoulder to express relief. As far as he knew, Su Su was a stubborn girl with her own ideas. She was independent and self-reliant, and she dared to love and hate.
Chapter completed!