"Yooner, I don't understand." Jessica looked at Yoona with a puzzled expression. She didn't know how Yoona could make such a decision. It's not the Joseon era now. It's the 21st century.

Is there such a thing as polygamy? Women are jealous. No matter how generous she is, she is not generous enough to share her boyfriend with others, unless she doesn't love this man at all.

"Unnie, I don't want to share Oppa." Yoona lowered her head, rubbed her eyes, and then raised her head again. Jessica felt distressed when she saw it. She knew that when Yoona lowered her head just now, she was wiping her tears.

.Jessica doesn’t understand, why would she do it if she doesn’t want to? If it makes her suffer like this, does that mean she is in love?

"I just want Oppa, me, and Unnies to stop being under so much pressure. We are so tired now, Unnie, I can't bear it anymore, I'm really tired." Yoona leaned against her

In Jessica's arms, she hugged her waist tightly, and tears flowed out silently. Jessica was the same, Yoona's words touched the bottom of her heart, she was really tired, really hard.

"I really miss the time when we were happy, and I really miss Ernie's eyes looking at me with relief. I want that kind of life, Ernie, I'm not wronged. Really, even if it means fulfilling my wish, I promise.

How am I?" Yoona looked up at Jessica, her eyes full of pleading.

"Yooner, you don't have to be like this? You really don't have to be like this." Jessica looked at Yoona who was covered in tears, her heart was flustered and confused, and she hugged her tightly, sobbing together.

…

"Huh... I can't breathe anymore. I can't do it anymore." Xiuying climbed down from Li Min's body, rested on his arm, and panted heavily. This was the result of being too proactive. In the moment just now, her heart felt like

It felt like it was about to pop out of her throat. After the passion, her physical strength disappeared quickly, and now she had no strength at all. Li Min was also a little weak. His physical strength was not at this level, but his body had not fully recovered after all, and his ribs were a little painful.

It has also had some impact on my waist, and I am now experiencing a dull pain.

"Are you comfortable?" After taking a deep breath, Xiuying hugged Li Min's waist tightly, as if she wanted to be praised, and asked shyly.

"You, you are getting more and more bold." How to answer such a question? Li Min moved Xiuying's hand around her waist to avoid the injured ribs.

"I'm asking you something. Are you comfortable? Comfortable means comfortable, uncomfortable means uncomfortable. What does it mean if you don't answer?" Xiuying lightly punched Li Min and pouted slightly, as if she was angry because of his lack of answer.

"Yes." Li Min agreed softly, the voice was so low that he could not hear it. Being asked this question at this time made him a little confused. In his mind, it seemed that a man should ask such a question, even if he was not a man.

Asked, but it shouldn't be a woman asking. Answering this kind of question makes me feel weak all of a sudden, as if I am being 'favored' by someone. It feels very subtle.

"That's good." Xiuying heard Li Min's answer and kissed him as a reward. She put her face against his chest and listened to his heartbeat. Li Min's heartbeat was still very fast. It was a little too intense just now, wasn't it?

So easy to calm down.

"I feel comfortable too, I like it." After a while, Xiuying said in a mosquito-like voice.

"You are stupid."

"I'm happy, you don't have to worry about it." Xiuying raised her head and said, seeing that Li Min didn't reply. Xiuying seemed to have won something, with a little bit of pride on her expression.

"You owe me." Xiuying said.

"Yes. I will be responsible." Li Min said softly, with a firm tone.

"Who asked you to take responsibility? Hold me tight." Xiuying murmured and slowly closed her eyes. She didn't want to move a finger now, she just wanted to sleep well.

Li Min sighed and hugged Xiuying a little tighter. His heart was full of guilt, both for Yoona and for Xiuying. He suddenly remembered what his father taught him when he was a child: 'Don't be anxious about disgust.

,Disgust itself shows yearning, you are on the way to becoming the person you hate'.

"I miss you, can you hear me?" Yoona's face seemed to appear on the ceiling, Li Min murmured, suddenly wanting to cry.

…

"I missed you, Oppa."

In the bedroom, Yoona leaned on the bed with her legs bent, with a laptop on her lap. On the computer screen was a photo of Li Min. As Yoona's fingers interacted with the touch pad, the photos kept switching. It was Li Min.

Different looks. Yoona looked at these photos, her eyes filled with longing, and the corners of her mouth turned up slightly, showing a little smile.

These photos were taken secretly by Yoona. Perhaps because they were taken with a mobile phone, the pixels are not enough, so they look a bit blurry when viewed on a computer.

"The only things that can be left behind are photos." This sentence is a line from "Blue Life and Death". No Korean knows this sentence. Yoona knew it when he was very young, but because he had never experienced it

What kind of separation, she has never understood the feeling in this sentence. But now she has a very real feeling, it turns out that it is really like this, and all she can leave are the photos.

Her vision became increasingly blurry, and Yoona sniffed, pulling out two tissues from the drawer on the bedside and wiping her eyes.

"Okay, stop thinking about it, Yoona, things will definitely turn around." Yoona clenched her fists and said like a self-hypnosis.

"Good night." Yoona put the computer next to her, hugged Li Min's pillow, and slowly closed her eyes.

It was late at night, and everything slowly became quiet. Yoona, who was sleeping, suddenly turned over and frowned. The expression on her face gradually became painful, as if she had difficulty breathing, and she gasped for breath.

.

"No!" Yoona suddenly shouted and sat up suddenly. She closed her eyes and was tearing something in the air with her hands, as if she was crazy.

"It's fake, it's all fake, it's all fake! How could he be terminally ill! It's impossible! You didn't want us to make it up together to lie to me! It was you who lied to me... ugh..." Yoona sobbed.

Weeping bitterly, tears rolled out.

…

Thirteen days ago, Li Shanya and Yoona talked alone for a long time in Professor Jin Zhongshu's office. She showed Yoona a medical certificate jointly signed by Star Hospital and Swiss Medical College and twelve follow-up blood test reports.

, told her an unacceptable fact.

After returning home, Yoona accepted Jessica's request to compete.

Ten days later, still in Professor Jin Zhongshu's office, Yoona saw Li Min's latest blood test report.

She suffered from insomnia for two nights.

"The reason why love is the greatest is because it is you who sacrifices yourself." - "Love Smartly. Preface"

PS: When writing this chapter, I suddenly felt very uncomfortable. Really, it seems that I wrote an uncomfortable story, but this is my deep love. You don’t need to understand the heart that loves you. The reason why love is great is that it sacrifices
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