The moonlight is like water, and the cool breeze blows gently.

In the mountains and the wilderness, frogs and insects are chirping.

A dirt road, three carriages.

The corpses were everywhere and no one was found.

Chen An bandaged the wound on the little girl's neck and put it in the carriage to rest. He took off his blood-stained clothes and felt a burning pain behind him. However, he silently wiped the blood on his body with his clothes. He threw it aside after the whole piece of clothes was dyed blood red.

After a moment, he began to collect the corpses and knives around him. After carefully searching for all the useful things on the corpses and stripping away a complete costume to protect the corpses, he piled the corpses into a small mountain of corpses, only the little girl's mother was not listed. Then, he threw a fire on the mountain of corpses.

Looking at the burning pile of corpses in front of him, Chen An's face had no expression. He turned around and returned to the carriage and found a medicine bag with the word "hemostatic" written in the pile of debris he had just found. He opened the medicine bag and poured out the powder inside, and then gritted his teeth and applied the knife wound on his back with his hands. There were a lot of medicine bags, and although it was wasted a lot, it at least covered Chen An's wound.

Finally, he found a piece of silk in the carriage, and tore it into strips and simply bandaged himself. After doing all this, he changed into the clothes he had taken, leaned against the wheel exhausted and finally stopped.

Looking up at the night sky, Chen An didn't feel sleepy at all.

He didn't know whether he should lament the impermanence of the world. The moment he was still thinking about his future life in front of the bed, the moment he turned into a murderous executioner.

Chen An never thought that he would become a crazy murderer. Look at the people he killed, several of them were bitten to death by his unreasonable madness. He was a human, not a wild beast, but at that time he could only use this extreme way to vent his collapsed anger.

When he saw the robber leader’s atrocities against the mother and daughter in the carriage, he didn’t know why he jumped out, but there seemed to be a voice in his heart saying, “Save them! Save them! Do you still want to be a coward for the rest of your life?

Chen An doesn't want to be a coward, but he doesn't want to die in vain!

However, the voice said, you clearly have the power to save them, but you are still a coward who can only escape!

Why? This is the first of the three whys he has issued?

Why did the killing of benevolence and sacrifice oneself for justice happen to me?

I have neither such noble sentiments nor do I want to be a hero. I just want to be an ordinary person!

Why do you have to force me to choose?

The voice said.

I did not force you to make a choice, but your conscience and morality in being a human being urged you to make a choice.

If you don't help you, you will feel deeply guilty for the rest of your life.

Living in a modern society where people's hearts are gradually becoming cold. When bravery will be blackmailed, slandered, and ridiculed, even if you can choose to stand by, when you encounter difficulties, I hope you will not shout in despair that someone will help me and who will save me.

If no one appears, it means that everyone around you has become you who once stood by and watched.

The heroes you pray for have already died in your indifference.

result--

Chen An stood up and stopped the robber leader's atrocities.

He was frightened inside because he knew that he might die next.

But at the critical moment of life and death, he awakened the memory of Rachel who had taught himself to fight and activated the body that the Soinlan people had helped him strengthen. He began to become more and more calm and confident in the battle. The next actions of the clinker robber leader directly defeated his reason!

Why? This is his second why?

If the robber leader was still alive, he would definitely say, "Little bald donkey, this is the real evil."

Violating human nature, trampling on human nature, and destroying human nature.

In fact, what is the difference between you and us who end up in a crazy situation?

The justice you uphold is nothing more than an excuse to indulge in killing.

After killing so many people, Chen An's psychology naturally changed.

From childhood to adulthood, he has been taught that killing people is illegal, forbidden, and wrong, but the cruel reality tells him that if you don’t kill people, you will be killed, and in the end you will not be able to save anyone.

People are selfish. If you are not an envoy to uphold justice, you can choose not to offend me and I will not offend others, or to fight for tooth and blood for blood.

Different positions and different concepts are naturally different.

Chen An gave his answer with the bloodiest means.

Although there was a big reason for his own emotional collapse, this aspect undoubtedly left a profound impact on his psychology.

He may no longer be able to go back to the past.

He may no longer be the Chen An he used to be.

"Ahemhem—"

At this time, the little girl's slight cough sounded in the carriage. Chen An, who had not yet fallen asleep, quickly got up and got into the carriage. The box was too dark and he could not see the little girl's face clearly, but when he reached out to touch the little girl's forehead, he felt the symptoms of fever and hotness. There was no doubt that the girl was sick! And she was seriously ill!

what to do?

He was anxiously thinking about countermeasures. Finally, he covered all the bedding in the carriage with the little girl, and after finding a water utensil, he immediately looked for the water source.

After a while, he returned to the carriage with a food box filled with water, and then used the remaining silk that had just been bandaged as a towel, wet the water and wrung it dry and applied it to the little girl's head.

But he understood that if he was not sent to the hospital in time, the little girl might still be in danger of her life. It was just that he was unfamiliar with the place. In addition, it was night and he could not rush to travel. He could only pray that the little girl could overcome the difficulties tonight.

All night, Chen An was taking good care of the little girl, and the little girl kept calling her mother. Only in the middle of the night did she fall asleep and calm down.

At some point, a trace of light penetrated the carriage and sprinkled on Chen An's face half lying beside the little girl. He slowly opened his sleepy eyes and hurriedly reached out to the girl's head.

The breathing was a little smoother and the fever was reduced a little.

It seems that I have successfully survived.

"Mother……"

Perhaps Chen An's movements woke the little girl up, she murmured and slowly opened her eyes.

“…”

The two of them had big eyes facing small eyes. The little girl first showed a look of fear, and then seemed to see Chen An clearly, recognizing that he seemed to be the one who had worked hard to rescue him and his mother.

"Uncle... Did you save me and my mother?"

She hesitated for a while before asking stutteringly.

"I saved you..."

After hearing the little girl's words, Chen An's heart twitched instantly. He looked at the little girl's innocent and cute appearance, but he couldn't tell the cruel truth about her mother's death for a moment.

"What about mom? I want mom..." the little girl coughed lightly.

"Your mom...is dead."

Chen An clenched his fist tightly, closed his eyes and took a deep breath. When he opened his eyes again, he slowly told this fact.

"No! Mom won't die! I want mom! I want mom..."

When the little girl heard this, her face changed drastically and burst into tears.

Chen An took out the girl and the bedding wrapped around her without saying a word, and walked into another carriage carriage regardless of the little girl's slap. He lifted the curtain of the carriage, revealing the little girl's mother lying peacefully inside.

"She is dead..."

After seeing her mother, the little girl broke free from Chen An's arms and rushed into the carriage. She held up her mother's face and kept crying and shouting, while Chen An stood in the carriage and watched quietly. She knew that the girl could not accept the fact that her mother died, so he could only use the coldest means to make her accept this reality.

I don’t know how long it took, the girl was tired and cried.

Chen An spoke.

"She has been protecting you before your mother died. I really want to save her, but I was one step slower..."

The little girl turned her head and looked at him, with a sense of hatred in her eyes, as if she was hating Chen An's failure to save her mother.

"Are you hating me?"

Similarly, Chen An noticed the little girl's eyes.

“…”

The little girl didn't say anything, just kept staring at him.

"It's dawn, and it's time for us to leave. Where is your home? I'll take you back."

Chen An turned around and stopped looking at the little girl.

“…”

The little girl still didn't say anything.

"You can't let go of hatred?" Chen Andu said after a long time.

“…”

This time, Chen An turned around and forced the little girl out. He walked straight to the pile of corpses that had been burned into a pile of mummies and emitted a strong smell.

"Most of your enemies are here, including the culprits who killed your mother."

The little girl was so scared that her face turned pale when she saw the scene in front of her, her teeth trembled, and the hatred in her eyes had long disappeared without a trace.

"Do you still hate it? If you hate it, you can continue to crush them!"

As he said that, Chen An put the little girl in front of the pile of corpses.

But the little girl hugged his thighs tightly, her round big eyes were filled with pitiful tears, and she looked up at Chen An with her head raised.

"uncle……"
To be continued...