"Let's not talk about your mental and psychological problems first. You can treat me as a friend you met by chance and just talk about what you are thinking now."

One morning on the weekend, Chen An, who received a call from Consultant Wang, immediately rushed to the agreed place to visit Professor Xu Lan.

The meeting place was in a park near Professor Xu Lan's community. When the two met each other, he was leisurely practicing Tai Chi with a group of old men and aunts.

Finally, the three of them sat down casually under a pavilion. After greeting each other and introducing each other, Professor Xu Lan said this in a gentle tone.

"Professor Xu, to be honest, I am very confused now. If I ignore the changes that have happened to me, I can basically live a dull life like a normal person. And I do this these days, but for some reason, every time I feel inseparable from the world when it is late at night... I don't know what I think, I have worked hard to live a normal dull life, and this has always been my mentality in the past, but since I had that dream, my mentality has changed quietly and seems to have become no longer willing to be dull..."

Chen An thought for a while, then thought about the language and confided to Professor Xu Lan.

"Do you like a plain life?" Professor Xu Lan asked with a smile.

"I like it, otherwise I wouldn't have returned to my hometown to work as soon as I graduated, instead of staying in the big city to fight hard. For this matter, I broke up with my original girlfriend." Chen An said truthfully.

"But why did you choose to come to Pengcheng to work hard?" Professor Xu Lan said.

"It turns out that when I was in my dream, someone once told me that I was a coward who dared not face life. At that time, I thought that some of the things she said made sense, so I decided to make a change. But after finally coming to Pengcheng and having that dream, I found that not all of her said were right. After all, everyone has the right to choose their own life. The point of fingers from others is just their thoughts, not your own... Unfortunately, it's too late." Chen An said in a low voice.

"You mean you have had the same dream before?" Wang Zaiqi, who was sitting next to Professor Xu Lan, lit his eyes.

"Yes." Chen An nodded.

"I want to ask, if you continue to stick to your original idea and stay in your hometown, will you still have the changes now?" Professor Xu Lan reached out to stop Wang Zaiqi's questioning, but continued to take Chen An's words and asked.

"I don't want to lie to myself, the answer is yes." Chen An said silent for a moment. "As long as the next dream still appears, I will definitely change. This is a fact that even I can't change."

"Tell me about your true mentality now, especially your thoughts about the social environment and personal thoughts around you." Professor Xu Lan said.

"...Do you really want to listen? Maybe my true mentality and thoughts will make people feel uncomfortable." Chen An hesitated.

"Haha, I am very old and have never seen any messy people or things. Besides, as a psychologist, we must accurately understand the patient's truest mentality to know what kind of problems are happening to his mental and psychological problems." Professor Xu Lan shook his head and smiled.

"Well, since that's the case, I'll tell the truth."

Chen An sighed at this, and his expression became solemn.

"Now my most real mindset is a bit like looking down on sentient beings. I am like a passerby in the world anytime and anywhere. For example, many people in modern society pursue the value of wealth, fame and fortune, but in my eyes, they are quite interesting... I know that people with power and wealth are very comfortable and happy. If I want, I can do it with a little effort. This is not me talking big, because I really have the ability..."

"Then why didn't you do this?" Professor Xu Lan said.

"Because I don't want to reveal too many secrets in myself, I'm involved in a lot of trouble, and I don't want to be plagued by mundane things and lose too much freedom. Now I'm starting to leave when I'm going to leave." Chen An said.

"Aren't you afraid that we will expose your secret?" Wang Zaiqi couldn't help but say.

"I asked you to solve my psychological problems, but if you have a great impact on my life, I'm sorry, I'm afraid I can't control myself and kill you." Chen An said indifferently. "After all, if a psychopath kills someone, you won't be sentenced to death."

Professor Xu and Wang Zaiqi were both stunned, as if they did not expect Chen An to threaten them.

"I heard from your words that you seem to be very indifferent to human life now, and you even have no psychological burden for killing people." Professor Xu Lan came back to her senses and calmed down.

"If you killed thousands of people with your own hands, maybe you will have the same mentality as me." Chen An said calmly. "It is precisely because there is something wrong with my mentality that I will find you."

"But it's a dream after all, not a reality..." Wang Zaiqi said speechlessly.

"Doctor Wang, do you seem to forget the fear I brought to you?" Chen An glanced at him.

After hearing this, Wang Zaiqi immediately closed his mouth. Instead, Professor Xu Lan said to Chen An thoughtfully. "Mr. Chen An, can you use your ability to stimulate Xiao Wang again?"

"Are you sure you need to try it? If you are not mentally strong enough, you will likely die." Chen An said cautiously.

"Haha, if you can become a doctor, don't worry, whoever is psychologically fragile." Professor Xu Lan waved his hand.

"Okay, I hope you don't regret it."

As soon as he finished speaking, Chen An released the murderous aura that had condensed into his body to the other party again.

In an instant, Wang Zaiqi's face turned pale and his whole body sat down on the ground with fear on his face. Professor Xu Lan closed his eyes tightly, as if he was holding back the influence Chen An exerted on him.

After a moment, the two of them slowly returned to normal, and it was obvious that Chen An had removed his murderous aura.

"Will you kill people again in the future?"

Professor Xu Lan asked Chen An directly after opening her eyes.

"I may still kill people in my dreams, but in reality I will not easily challenge the bottom line of the country and the law." Chen Anduo.

"To apply a novel vocabulary that you young people love to read, you are now possessed." Professor Xu Lan sighed. "You can control yourself now, which means you still retain your human nature, but your temperament has become very extreme. To put it bluntly, you are just a time bomb. Once you are stimulated, you may not be able to control yourself. Everything believes that violence can solve all problems and will not consider any consequences at all... If this continues, I worry that your reason will gradually deteriorate and eventually become a lawless murderer."

"Yes, I also realized the problem you said by Professor Xu. In terms of a person's normal three views, my existence is already a sin, but another voice came out of my heart and said to me, do I need a normal three views? Is it a different identification? If I can live well all the time, what is the use of a normal three views for me?" Chen An explained.

"That's why I said you were possessed." Professor Xu Lan couldn't help but say seriously. "If it were the past, would you think about these questions? No! Because only when you feel guilty will you find reasons for yourself. You have to convince yourself, I'm right, I'm right, but did you expect that the more you think so, the more you will pull you into an invisible abyss, sooner or later you will regret it."

"What should I do?" Chen An said in a depressed mood. "Sometimes I don't know who I am anymore. Usually it's okay, but once I get sick, I will follow my own happy way to solve the problem. Even if I know it's not right, I can't control myself."

"Do you think you are still alone?" Professor Xu said.

"...I am still a human, but I gradually feel that I am out of the human category." Chen An gave an ambiguous answer.

"If you think you are still alone, if you still want to be a normal person and live a normal life, then you forget all kinds of things, especially forgetting your past self and starting from a new beginning, thinking about your family, your friends, and your lover, you have the ability to do all this." Professor Xu said seriously with a stern face. "But if you no longer regard yourself as a person, or you are involuntarily separated from the scope of human beings, then you might as well stop being human..."

"Professor Xu, what do you mean?" Chen An said in confusion.

"Far away from the world, do not be happy with things, do not be sad with yourself, and from then on, the Supreme One forgets his feelings."

Is this really something a professor should say?

Chen An thought to himself, listening to the other party's meaning, as if he was going to advise himself to believe in Taoist ideas.

Or, Professor Xu’s subtext means that you are worried that you can’t control yourself? Then just become a monk, just be pure.

"I don't have the idea of ​​being a Taoist monk."

So Chen An said directly.

"No one wants you to be a Taoist monk. I just want to tell you to calm your mindset as calm as possible." Professor Xu said. "Do I still need to teach you the specific method?"

"I will try it slowly." Chen An Ming realized.

"There are countless troubles in the world, and it is difficult for everyone to avoid being affected by emotions. Unless it is absolutely necessary, you should always maintain the mentality of being out of the situation." Professor Xu said.

"But if I encounter someone who kills and robs on the road, I will not help but stand up and try to uphold justice." Chen An thought.

"You can uphold justice, this is a good mentality, but you must always remember one thing: Justice is upholding justice, but you cannot forget the original pure thoughts just because of upholding justice." Professor Xu said.

"I don't understand what you mean." Chen Anduo.

"After the matter, I will leave, hide my life and reputation, do you understand?" Professor Xu suddenly recited a poem and explained.

"I roughly understand."

Chen An nodded as if he understood.

"So that's it, I'll leave you a phone number. If your strange emotions can't figure it out, call me."

As he said that, Professor Xu told Chen An about his private phone number.

"That's really thank you Professor Xu."

Chen An thanked him after taking the phone call.

"You young man, aren't you pretty good now?" Professor Xu stood up and smiled. "It may not be a bad thing to keep it in its original state. OK, let's not talk about it anymore. I have something to leave first."

"Sorry, Mr. Chen, I have something to do with the teacher, so you can go back first." Wang Zaiqi, who apologized to Chen An and immediately followed his teacher.

After the two left the park, Wang Zaiqi, who had rarely spoken before, finally couldn't bear it and said to Professor Xu Lan. "I said, teacher, you have talked too much of arguing with the other party, right? In my opinion, that guy's mental problems are really wrong. A typical antisocial personality disorder. If he hadn't had the magical ability to affect the will of others, this kind of person would have been imprisoned in a mental hospital long ago."

"Xiao Wang, do you believe what he said?" Professor Xu Lan said with a calm face.

"What do you mean?" Wang Zaiqi said.

"The impact of dreams on him," Professor Xu Lan pointed out.

"Half-believing and half-doubting." Wang Zaiqi frowned. "Before this, I have been ignoring a guess. What if he had a split personality? Then everything might be explained clearly."

"Give up him." Professor Xu Lan said. "Your suspicion is correct."

"Ah..." Wang Zaiqi looked at his teacher in disbelief.

"Think about it carefully, who did he look like just now?" Professor Xu Lan said.

"...a mentally ill person who talks nonsense." Wang Zaiqi said silently.

"Since you all have this idea, why bother with it?" Professor Xu Lan said. "That's why I'm talking about things that cater to his problems later."

"But how do you explain his magical ability that affects other people's senses?" Wang Zaiqi was still unwilling to say.

"The product of the combination of aura and hypnosis is a very clever technique," said Professor Xu Lan. "I admit that this technique is very attractive to me, but I don't want to deal with a schizophrenia again, especially those with antisocial personality."

"Then do you call him?"

"The phone is fake."
Chapter completed!