After getting off the high-speed rail station and taking the subway to the neighborhood, Ren Suo felt like he was home for a long time.

Miraculously, this may be the first time in the past two years that he has gone home in a regular way.

He went home for the first time this year and was transferred from Lianjiang City to Baiyun City in the ambulance, completely unconscious.

The second time I went home, I was sitting in Qiao Muyi's car. I was harassed many times by the female driver like a spoiled pretty girl. Along the way, I was petting the cat and staring at Qiao Muyi. How could I still want to go home?

The third time I went home, right now, I took public transportation honestly and enjoyed the convenience of city facilities, the speeding high-speed train, the security check of the subway, the slightly crowded flow of people, and the slightly shaking carriage, making Ren Suo taste the feeling of 'waiting'

'The taste of happiness.

Ren Suo doesn't like traveling. One of the important reasons is that he doesn't like to spend time in traffic. Ren Suo, who has had symptoms of motion sickness since he was a child, has experienced many unexpected incidents of being vomited by buses during spring and autumn outings.

I am becoming more and more resistant, after all, there is not a subway everywhere.

And even if he could take a taxi, Ren Suo would still have to talk to people with different accents and watch the unfamiliar map move before arriving at his destination, which undoubtedly made Ren Suo feel very troublesome.

But going home is different.

Going home is returning to a familiar place from a strange place. You can plan the route without a map. There are already expected queues of people, you are accustomed to the station announcements, and even the chatting voices are full of familiar swear words... It makes people feel at ease.

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However, when Ren Suo and his sister were changing subway lines, his sister suddenly grabbed him.

"Can... go home?"

Ren Suo was stunned for a moment: "We are just going home."

"I mean, go back to Lianjiang," Ren Xingmei said with a hint of pleading in her voice: "I will call my mother later to explain. Can I go back to see them after a while? We don't need to be in such a hurry."

As she got closer and closer to her familiar home, Ren Xingmei became more and more frightened.

She thought she was strong enough to face whatever happened, she thought she was ready to fly into a flame, and she thought the determination she made in junior high school would crush all gossip.

But no.

Moths fly to the fire because there is nothing in the darkness, so even if there is just a glimmer of light, the moth is willing to burn the whole world, just to keep itself warm.

But Ren Xingmei's world is not all dark. She was born to be guarded by the warm sun and cared for by the naughty moon.

If Dong Chengling knew her sincerity and Qiao Muyi guessed her wrong love, it only made Ren Xingmei a little embarrassed, then facing her parents directly, Ren Xingmei suspected that her sanity would collapse.

Ren Xingmei loves her parents more than anyone else. No matter in terms of deeds or heart, Ren Suo can't compare to her. 60% of the elopement fund prepared by Ren Xingmei is pension for her parents, which is enough for them to live in the future.

Before your blood pressure gets too high to get on a plane, you can travel around the world at the highest level. If you are still not satisfied, you can even go back a few more times.

The plan she had made for several years was very detailed, including how to tell her parents when the time came, what to do if they broke up, how to prepare heart-saving pills, how often to return home after elopement...

However, now that Ren Suo hasn't even given a reply, Ren Xingmei doesn't even dare to see her parents.

She was not only afraid that Ren Suo would give an answer that she didn't want to hear, but she was even more afraid that Ren Suo would give an answer that would disappoint her parents.

Ren Xingmei, who has always hated escaping and believed that a happy future must be earned through hard work, subconsciously wanted to drag Ren Suo back to Lianjiang to escape reality.

In fact, as long as they don't say anything, their parents will know nothing; even if Ren Suo doesn't reply, Ren Xingmei thinks it doesn't matter.

If the status quo can be maintained, it will be the best for Ren Xingmei.

Perhaps Ren Xingmei was escaping from the beginning: save enough money before starting, go to college before thinking about it, graduate before taking action... After dragging and dragging, Dongcheng Ling Qiao Mu Yi Gu Yueyan appeared one by one.

She could only watch everything happen, using Ah Q's spiritual method to draw circles and curse them for hating her brother.

She had the closest relationship with Ren Suo from the beginning, so she was so hesitant, like a child with a perfect cake. She wanted to taste the deliciousness but didn't want to ruin the perfect appearance. Of course, the most important thing was that she didn't

I thought someone actually came to share the cake.

Last night when others were discussing the issue of 'who comes first and who comes last', Ren Xingmei was a little disdainful and a little superior - she is Ren Suo's only childhood sweetheart. When they played in the mud together, you must have been less naive!

Therefore, Ren Xingmei would rather Ren Suo didn't reply to her than to have their family relationship undergo drastic changes now.

She now also found out that she had been deceived by Loliface, who encouraged her by saying things like, "Why don't you delay him?" and "Are you willing?" However, Loliface was completely different from her -

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First, Loliface and Ross are not siblings!

Second, Loliface is an orphan!

She envied Loliface, but she couldn't be Loliface.

Feeling the fear in his sister's voice, Ren Suo breathed out, held her hand and smiled: "Don't worry, nothing will happen. Has your brother ever lied to you?"

Even with your IQ, you can’t deceive me!

Ren Xingmei no longer even thought about complaining, and walked into the subway like a puppy as she was led by Ren Suo.

Ren Suo did not let go of her, as if he was afraid that the sister would escape and slip back to Lianjiang. He held her while playing with his mobile phone.

When there was still one stop left from home, Ren Xingmei suddenly tried to break away from Ren Suo's hand, and Ren Suo subconsciously increased his strength. He was now a fourth-level monk, and his physical enhancement after being promoted to cyclone was gradually revealed. With his physical strength, he could easily suppress his sister.

This is a second-level monk.

He saw his sister looking anxiously at the door, and when he stood up, he saw a girl standing behind them.

"Little Xingxing!" the girl greeted, "Long time no see. I heard you went to Tianlian Academy? Hey? Did you bring your boyfriend home?"

Ren Xingmei: "He is my brother."

The girl looked at Ren Suo with little stars in her eyes: "Oh...wait a minute, speaking of little stars, your brother is the Holy Fist who ranks at the top of the third-turn monk rankings..."

"That's right, that person is me, Ren Suo, the Heaven-Mending Tribulation Hand!" Ren Suo said confidently.

The girl was stunned for a moment, and all the little stars in her eyes were shattered. After greeting Ren Xingmei for a few words, she walked to the other side of her own accord and did not disturb them again.

After the acquaintance left, Ren Xingmei complained: "Why didn't you let go of my hand just now?"

"Why let go?"

"Avoid suspicion! It's not good to be seen by others. Fortunately, that person is my high school classmate. He usually has a tight tongue, so he shouldn't talk nonsense."

Ren Suo scratched his head: "But you don't call this avoidance of suspicion, right? To avoid suspicion is to act upright, stand up straight, and have a clear conscience. You look like you have a guilty conscience..."

Ren Xingmei's face turned red and she asked, "What about you?"

"I?"

Without waiting for Ren Suo to answer, the subway arrived. It was the closest subway station to their hometown community.

Ren Xingmei breathed out softly and waited for Ren Suo to take her home. However, Ren Suo did not lead her away until the screen door closed.

Noticing his sister's confused look, Ren Suo smiled and said, "Before you go home for dinner, please accompany me to a place first."

After two stops, Ren Suo took his sister out. Without looking at the signs or map, Ren Suo took his sister and took Exit F to leave.

As soon as she left the station, Ren Xingmei turned around and saw several familiar white buildings: "Southern Second Hospital?"

The Second Affiliated Hospital of Southern Medical University is the hospital where Ren Suo lived when he was in coma. It is also the hospital where Ren Xingmei lived for the longest time.

Ren Suo took his sister and walked to the atrium of the hospital. Although there was no flower garden fountain like the big hospitals in TV series, there were some patches of grass and green plants and a few benches.

Patients come to sit in the atrium when they have time. After all, the green grass looks very comfortable, without any traces of garbage or trampling. In the garden of the hospital, the warning "Today you step on my head, tomorrow I will grow on your grave"

The slogans all appear to be particularly powerful and effective.

Ren Suo pulled his sister to sit down and looked at the crowded corridors and familiar buildings. He suddenly pointed to the road by the creek not far away and said, "Wasn't that a cobblestone road before?"

"Not only is it not a cobblestone road, there is no stream either." Ren Xingmei said, "I don't know where the running water is."

"I wonder if the chubby head nurse is still there."

"It's been more than ten years. I remember that the head nurse was already quite old. If she were still here, it would be even worse."

"Maybe. I used to be a handsome doctor who often gave me sweets. Now his bald photo is hanging in the chief physician column at the door. Time is really a butcher's knife."

Talking about the hospital, Ren Suo and his sister started talking, from doctors and nurses to architectural styles. People who didn't know heard their conversation and might have thought that the two of them were interns without white coats.

While chatting, Ren Suo suddenly raised his forehead and sighed: "This hospital actually occupied such a large share of my childhood memories..."

Ren Xingmei smiled and said, "After all, you used to stay with me in the hospital."

"It's not just the hospital," Ren Suo raised his head and looked at the white clouds above his head and said: "There are also communities, homes, squares, shopping malls... When we were young, we almost all acted together. You have me in your memories, and my memories

You are inside."

Ren Suo said seriously: "I have always had very few friends, so I have always been lucky to have you as my sister."

Ren Xingmei seemed to feel something, she closed her lips tightly and listened to Ren Suo's trial of her.

"Meeting new friends is very troublesome. You have to introduce yourself and adjust your views. However, you will still hurt others unintentionally, or be hurt by others... So Xingmei, you are the most special existence to me."

"The adventures of Little Tigers that I watched with the fan blowing in the summer, the fun games that I spent time with you in the hospital to play through, the joy of being a child that I enjoyed during the Spring Festival firecrackers, and many, many more, you participated in everything

in."

"In my past life, I ate with you, played with you, drank with you, and had fun with you... Xingmei, you made up my life. Without you,

I definitely can only make friends with loneliness."

Ren Suo turned his head and looked at her and said: "And to you, I am equivalent to a similar existence."

"So, you will have some kind of illusion, some kind of wrong love. Secret love is the easiest way to move yourself and hypnotize yourself. The world in your eyes will put on a thick filter, making you mistakenly think that it is reality.

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To be continued...