Chapter 76 Doubt, Conjecture
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The Four Ring Mountains, as the name suggests, form a ring and is linked together. There is also a small lake. There are hundreds of fruit trees beside the small lake. The four mountains are close to each other, forming a natural shelter. After the baptism of time, nature feeds some gaps in these mountains. Over time, it becomes a cave that can hide from heavy rain, keep warm inside, and sleep.
Gao Yan and the other two came here this time to find gifts from nature and caves that could hide from heavy snow.
The Four Ring Road Mountain is neither big nor small, enough to cover a thousand people, and it is very comfortable to live in Gao Yan and the other two. If it were before the end of the world, such a life would not be enjoyed by billionaires. Such good conditions are not available everywhere, and even if you have money, you can't buy it.
However, it is the end of the world, and the food problem is very serious. In Gusen, you have to worry about mutant creatures every day. Life is not enjoyable at all, but it may not be said to be torment. However, compared with before the end of the world, Gao Yan did not like the current situation, which is a transit station similar to the journey of escape.
In the Four Ring Road Mountain, there are no mutated creatures snoring here, and there are no big trees covering the sky covering the road. The heavy black clouds can be seen with their heads raised, and the cold and charming snowflakes are floating in the world. The picture is so beautiful, but Gao Yan has no intention of appreciating it.
After rushing all night, working hard and running around, and a series of battles, my body and spirit were greatly affected. Gao Yan's condition was a bit poor, and he had not found a suitable residence, so he was in the mood to appreciate the beautiful scenery.
Lin Hai, like Gao Yan, was in a slightly worse mood, while Xiao Ran was different. Women would spend some time observing and appreciating beautiful things no matter when they were at any time.
The three of them walked on the snow, their moods were different. The heavy snow had not stopped and the road had not stopped. They didn't know that there was no suitable residence ahead. However, there was no right to choose now. Apart from finding a suitable residence in the Fourth Ring Road Mountain, Gao Yan couldn't think of where to live.
The road was difficult to walk on heavy snow, and the cold slowed down the speed of the three of them. The Four Ring Road Mountain was not big or small, and the three of them could not look for it separately. After searching for an hour, they did not find any of them. The only progress was that one of the Four Ring Road Mountains had already been traveling all over.
There was no cave in a mountain. Gao Yan was very sad about this answer. In other words, there was a high probability that there were no caves in the remaining three mountains. Or, the first mountain before was a strange mountain. Rumor told Gao Yan that the former was right, but Gao Yan always fantasized about the latter.
Because once there are no caves in the four mountains, Gao Yan and the other two have the only choice to freeze to death.
Walking on the mountain, every step is accompanied by the massage of snow and the struggle of the soul. Gao Yan never thought that there were too many things beyond his expectations. He never thought that he would have so many helplessness. He was not born again. He had memories of his previous life and had special bloodlines. There should not be bugs everywhere. Things don’t need to be so complicated. You can do whatever you want.
However, the facts gave him a heavy blow. It was not that he had special treatment when he was reborn, nor that he became the protagonist in the book. Xiao Ran awakened the memories of his previous life, but why did he always feel that he was reborn instead of awakening the memories, just because he was an evolver, or he was unwilling to admit it and wanted to give himself confidence.
Now, everything is not as expected, there is no bug that the reborn should have. He is just a supporting role. His life is not controlled by himself. Gao Yan also wants to shout, "My life is up to me, but God wants me to die, I will go against the will of heaven." Such bold words, however, it seems that all his routes and experiences are merciless from God, and there is no strong component of his own strength at all.
When a person doubts himself, he will open the window of history. He began to think about his past mistakes and experiences. Gao Yan discovered that the so-called rebirth is more absurd than the end of the world. It was not because of the arrival of the end of the world. He did not believe that there would be such incredible things as rebirth. He was a little confused, not knowing whether to believe in rebirth or tell himself that everything was like this.
Walking on the snow, Gao Yan suddenly shuddered, and seemed to know something at once, and couldn't help but look at Xiao Ran and rebirth? No, this is not rebirth at all. The bug I thought was just a coincidence. If it was really rebirth, then I shouldn't be in Gusen at this moment, but I should have reached the end.
If it is rebirth, then the world order should not change, and it should not exist for its own existence, so that the whole world will change. The mutated creatures will change several months faster than the "previous life", and their bloodlines are also very different in "previous life". Boldly imagine that if all this is just a game, the dead will start over, and the so-called awakened one is to get stuck in the bug in this world and have the so-called "previous life" memory. Otherwise, the arrival of the end of the world is so absurd that Gao Yan would not believe anything.
A heavy rain changes a world, which is simply impossible. Gao Yan even doubts whether he is a character in the book. As a loser, he lives harder than others. After living for so long, he just wants to take a look at the existence of the protagonist. The protagonist quietly goes away. He doesn't even know who the protagonist is, and he still has to play the role of a supporting role in this world.
This is not like the end of the world, but more like a game system or a novel story. And his own existence is the inconspicuous supporting role in it, rebirth? It is absolutely impossible, Gao Yan instantly denied this idea.
Gao Yan thought more and more thoroughly. After analyzing layer by layer, Gao Yan found that his existence seemed to have no meaning, so why should he be alive? Looking at his companions around him, Gao Yan suddenly understood why he was still alive. It was because of his companions and the existence of his companions laying the foundation for his reason to survive. He could not die and had to be responsible for Lin Hai and Xiao Ran. He even thought Lin Hai and Xiao Ran were NPCs for a second, which was a very ridiculous idea. But since they existed in the end of the world, why could I not have such thoughts? I have my own subjective consciousness, so I can think on my own.
The more I think about it, the more ridiculous it becomes. The matter is not solved. Gao Yan is already worried that he is in a bad mood. For a moment, he feels that he is mentally ill. The long-term fatigue and heavy snow have caused unimaginable damage to himself?
Gao Yan's expression was like a man with constipation for many days. He seemed to be suppressed for a long time. He wanted to release it but couldn't. Lin Hai and Xiao Ran had never seen Gao Yan with this expression. His face under the heavy snow did not turn red, but instead became a little blue. The two of them, who didn't know the situation, mistakenly thought that he had suffered internal injuries and were suffering. In fact, Gao Yan was indeed suffering, but he was not injured.
Walking on the snow that is getting thicker and thicker, his heart is getting heavier and heavier. Gao Yan even doubts for a few seconds whether he is still alive. Everything is so ridiculous and how helpless it is.
It was already noon after another mountain. Gao Yan and the other two walked all morning. Gao Yan also considered it all morning. Finally, his idea was that no matter what the ending or the process, the only thing he had to do now was to survive. The only thing he had to do was to survive in the end of the world. No matter whether it was true or false, his pain was true and his feelings were true. Why not cherish it? Why not believe it? If it was really false, I would also regard it as real and never wake up. Because I have experienced too much here, I can't bear it anymore. I don't want to die, I am not ready yet.
Chapter completed!