Neither my father taught us how to be a man, we can only explore ourselves.

——Yuan Ze.

Yun Mu never expected that Yuan Ze, a woman-minded guy, could say such profound words.

High spirituality brings high enlightenment. At this moment, Yun Mu realized that he was actually very similar to Yuan Ze, or sometimes he was influenced by Yuan Ze unknowingly. In my impression, Yuan Ze would express his feelings every time he bid farewell to a girl. Of course, his feelings at that time were not very literary. For example: If God gives me another chance, I would definitely break up with her anus and break up...

At that time, everyone thought that Yuan Ze was very vulgar, and his words and deeds were always mixed with vulgarity and vulgarity. From the current perspective, behind the vulgarity, Yuan Ze was also reflecting.

Through this sentence just now, Yun Mu could feel Yuan Ze’s inner feelings.

Yuan Ze's father was a soldier, and it was rare to see his father and son once a year. During the flood control and rescue in 1998, Yuan's father died gloriously. That year, Yuan Ze was ten years old. When his father was not around when he was a child, he couldn't teach him. When he became a little sensible, his father left forever, and no one taught him how to be a man again.

Yuan Ze did not blame his father, but praised his father very much. In his childhood, many little boys had the dream of becoming a People's Liberation Army, and Yuan Ze also had such a dream. He was proud of his father as a soldier. Whether alive or dead, his father would always be a hero in his mind.

The pain of losing his father was not too difficult for Yuan Ze to accept. Adults thought that Yuan Ze was only in his teens at that time and did not understand the pain. Yun Mu understood Yuan Ze's thoughts. Yuan Ze's true feelings can be described in one lyrics: the most glorious sacrifice is the fate of a hero.

So, Yuan Ze was not too sad.

Later something happened enough to make Yuan Ze sad for many years.

Yuan Ze was naughty since childhood. There was no big problem. Even after experiencing the disaster of losing his father, Yuan Ze did not change much. The time when he really changed him was two thousand years.

This year, Yuan Ze's mother remarried.

Yuan Ze couldn't understand, how could the hero's wife remarry someone else?

Take a step back and say that even if a hero’s wife remarries, she should marry a hero. How can she marry Zhu Dachang?

Zhu Dachang turned out to be the director of a private cement factory in the suburbs of Lanjiang. The factory was about to go bankrupt. When the 1998 flood was flooded, the Lanjiang River was flooding. Zhu Dachang made a big profit by selling river sand and cement, and since then he entered the ranks of Kuanye.

Almost every successful person in the newspaper has to repay the society after he gets rich. Zhu Dachang made a post-disaster donation and personally sent warmth to the family members of the martyrs from house to house. How could this person give warmth to other martyrs' families Yuan Ze had no time to care about it? He only knew that after Zhu Dachang arrived at his home, he stared at his mother and refused to blink.

At that time, Yuan Ze was very angry. People like Zhu Dachang, who were suspected of making money from the country, formed a sharp contrast with his father. He did not understand why the hero died while the villain lived so well.

At that time, Yuan Ze was also very calm. He witnessed with his own eyes how sad his mother was after his father's death. He firmly believed that his mother had unswerving feelings for his father. He believed that men like Zhu Dachang would definitely not be able to catch his mother's eyes.

But the fact is that two years later, Yuan’s mother married Zhu Dachang.

On the day when my mother discussed the marriage with him, Yuan Ze felt dark.

At that time, Yuan Ze had nothing to say. He didn't know whether his views would be too naive in the eyes of adults. He didn't know whether his suggestions could change his mother's choice, and he didn't know why his mother was moved by Zhu Dachang. In short, he could not accept that the hero's wife married a philandering man.

At that time, Yuan Ze had watched a lot of soap operas. He knew that everyone had the right to choose happiness. From childhood to adulthood, his mother almost raised him alone. Yuan Ze knew that this was not easy. He was not sure if he strongly opposed the marriage, he would hurt his mother's heart.

In the end, Yuan Ze told Yun Mu what he was thinking, but did not tell his biological mother.

Yun Mu still remembers that the first time Yuan Ze drank and smoked was in that year.

After Yuan’s mother remarried, Yun Mu thought that Yuan Ze would be even more rebellious, and even never talked to her stepfather like she did on TV. In fact, Yuan Ze’s performance at home was normal later, and nothing that Yun Mu was worried about happened.

Yun Mu is now extremely spiritual and now he has figured out all the problems he felt confused back then.

Since that year, Yuan Ze's hairstyle has become more and more sexy, and his dress has become more and more sexy. The most overwhelming thing is that his behavior has become more and more sexy... Yuan Ze has just changed a way of venting.

He knew that he could not hate his mother, and he had another resentment in his heart that he had nowhere to vent.

In the end, this resentment was vented on girls of the same age.

Yun Mu began to understand what Yuan Ze did. The inducement of many ridiculous things in the past was due to disappointment and resentment towards the women group. Perhaps from the day his mother remarried, Yuan Ze no longer trusted his biological mother. He once firmly believed that his mother would be loyal to her deceased husband, and in the end he was disappointed.

When the scene was touched, Yun Mu remembered himself and Liu Ya once asked inadvertently: "Why do you always distrust women?"

It turns out that I am the same as Yuan Ze.

However, Yun Mu can observe the question about Yuan Ze.

But it is about himself, and it is often lost in the authorities.

Today, when Yun Mu heard the news of Liu Ya leaving, he found that he could not do anything. What could he do? Since the day he separated, he had no relationship with Liu Ya. What qualifications did he have to do something?

At this time, no matter how high the spirituality is, it is useless.

Feelings not only cause a woman’s IQ to drop rapidly, but also cause men to lose their judgment.

Two big boys were lying on the grass, speechless for a long time.

No, Yun Mu's feeling is not like this. He feels that now he is more like a young man and a little boy. The difference is that Yuan Ze is already thinking about how to be a man, but he has never thought about this problem.

Some people always think that boys become men after the first night. This view is similar to becoming gentlemen when wearing a famous brand, which is ridiculous. If there is no change within, then it will essentially never be separated from the category of nouveau riche.

Turning his head and looking at his childhood best friend who returned to peace after returning to his sadness, Yun Mu felt that this guy was thinking too deeply and had already distanced himself from him. At least, in terms of women, Yuan Ze is more experienced than him. In terms of life positioning, Yuan Ze is more long-term than he thinks.

This caused a great impact on Yun Mu and also inspired him.

He was thinking, maybe he had been thinking too much in the past, and the issues he considered were too complicated, which led to the scrambling of the matter. Yun Mu suddenly felt that Yuan Zezhen was a fucking genius, and this guy found the key point.

Yuan Ze only thought about one question: How to explore becoming a man?

For a male creature, as long as you figure this problem out, the remaining problems will not be a problem.

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