01 Two years ago and two years later
There are four beauties in other classes, and our class has four ugly pussy. My deskmate is one of the four ugly pussy. He has special bangs and very rustic clothes. He doesn’t like to talk much. His classmates bully her a little, and I don’t like to talk to her very much.
However, as a deskmate, she is quite dedicated and often lends me homework to copy and reminds me that there is a class teacher outside the window, so I try my best to take care of her.
I remember one time, I was sleeping in a daze and saw my deskmate's shoulders moving as if I was crying.
I stood up in confusion and saw her holding a note with seven crooked words on it:
You look so fucking ugly!
Not to mention my deskmate, I was so angry that I was so angry. Is there anyone bullying people like this?
I stood up and scolded: Wang Baocheng, are you fucking sick, right?
You don’t have to think about this kind of thing, but Wang Baocheng did it. He is the only one in our class who is so shameless and dirty.
Sure enough, Wang Baocheng also stood up: Zuo Fei, it’s nothing to do with you. Don’t you think there is Binzi covering you?
The teacher was also angry: You two sit down for me!
So Wang Bao and I sat down in Chengdu. My deskmate was still crying, so I said: Cry and I will deal with him later.
Then I quickly sent a text message to Binzi and asked him to come to our class after class. I guess I can't beat Wang Baocheng.
As soon as get out of class, our class's door was kicked open.
"Zuo Fei, what's the matter?" Binzi remained domineering.
Before I could speak, Wang Baocheng stood up and said, "Lin Keer and I were joking. I don't know why Zuo Feizhi was anxious and scolded me like crazy."
I also stood up and scolded: "What's wrong with me just scolding you? Why are you bullying others?"
Binzi said directly: "Wang Baocheng, come out with me!"
Wang Baocheng became depressed and had to go out with Binzi.
I said to my deskmate, "Okay, don't cry, no one will bully you in the future." Then I ran out.
Needless to say, Binzi certainly helped me vent his anger and beat Wang Baocheng up. Wang Baocheng apologized to Lin Keer when he came back.
This was a pretty ordinary thing, but after that, I didn't expect there was any more.
A few days later, Binzi and I were smoking in the bathroom. He asked me, "Zuo Fei, I heard that you have a partner with Lin Keer?"
I was stunned: "How is that possible?"
"It's spreading everywhere, saying you two are having sex."
"Damn, will I fall in love with that ugly pussy?"
"Then you pay attention. It's best to make it clear to Lin Keer, and the outside world keeps spreading."
When I returned to class, I looked at Lin Keer guiltily. Lin Keer was not bad, it was the same as usual.
But soon, I realized something was wrong.
First, Lin Ke'er looked at me wrongly. She suddenly looked at me affectionately during class; secondly, when she went to buy snacks, she would buy me one, and instant noodles, ham sausages and other things never broke; finally, wherever I went to play, she would come quietly, for example, if I played basketball, she would cheer on the sidelines!
Through all the signs, I found that Lin Keer seemed to be pestering me!
I feel very embarrassed. No wonder others say that we are getting along. It turns out that we are already so ambiguous before we know it!
I thought about it and decided to make it clear to her, but I was afraid of hurting her heart, so I took the suggestive approach. For example, when she looked at me, I didn’t look at her, if she bought me food, I didn’t want it, if she went there, I would immediately avoid it.
But I gradually realized that these did not work at all. I found that we were already recognized couples. During breaks, during blackboard newspapers, and on duty Zhou Qin would arrange for us to be together. Even the class teacher seemed to have made a promise, and he did not let us separate after several changes of seats. My life seemed to be tied to this ugly man.
It is no exaggeration to say that during that period, I was very depressed every day. I was originally ambiguous with a girl in the next class, but because of this, I was very upset. I felt a little angry and felt that I would blow it up at any time.
The incident happened on my birthday. I called Binzi and the others to have dinner together. In the hotel room, everyone sang and danced, and they were very happy. When they were about to cut the cake, the door of the room was suddenly pushed open, and Lin Ke'er actually walked in!
"Happy birthday to Zuo Fei!"
Lin Ke'er said loudly, spreading her palms and handed over a sterling silver tail ring.
Everyone laughed, applauded, and asked us to kiss.
And Lin Ke'er really lowered her head, as if she was waiting for me to kiss her.
The anger that had been accumulated over the past few days erupted at this moment, and this incident became the last straw that broke the camel's back.
I made a very scumbag move and roared and threw the sterling silver tail ring into Lin Keer's face.
"Get out, I won't be with an ugly guy!"
Lin Ke'er was stunned for a long time before picking up the ring and turning around and running away in a panic.
I was also stunned and sat down, like an elderly dog, full of guilt and uneasiness.
"Brother, it's over." Binzi patted my shoulder.
"Apologize to her tomorrow." Binzi said again.
I nodded, and I had to do this.
Early the next morning, I made an apology to come to school, but Lin Ke'er's seat was empty. Then the third day, the fourth day, the fifth day... it was all like this, and even the teacher didn't know where she was going.
I was very nervous and always thought that something had happened to Lin Ke'er. If that was the case, I would regret it for the rest of my life.
A week later, the head teacher said that Lin Ke'er had transferred to school, and I felt a little relieved.
I have never seen Lin Keer again in my entire junior high school career, but I know that I owe her an apology. If I can see her again one day, I will definitely stand in front of her and say sorry!
After graduating from junior high school, my father was transferred to work and the whole family moved to another city to live.
There, I met Lin Keer again, but at that time she had undergone earth-shaking changes.
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Before moving, Binzi told me that you must stay in a new school and don’t look down on me. I said I know, I won’t embarrass you, and maybe I can become a boss. Of course I am joking, but I don’t like to cause trouble.
But after moving away, I received an anonymous text message: Idiot, I won’t have any bananas in the future? I’ll see if you’re not going to be killed by others.
I don’t know who posted this. I beat Binzi a lot of people in junior high school, so I couldn’t take revenge on them.
But I know that there are many people waiting to see me laugh at me because the two cities are not far apart. I just thought, look at it, I don’t believe that I can’t make a living in a new school, and even if I can’t make a boss, I won’t get beaten all day long.
I didn't expect that I really said it was too early.
On the day of school, I was quite happy. Because the school is far away from home, I finally could live a living accommodation. Children who have never lived in the accommodation should know that they were very excited at this time.
I was divided into classes and dormitories, and then the freshman meeting was held. It was very boring, just because the school leaders were whispering, and I was drowsy when I heard it. But when I closed my eyes and had already entered a half-sleep state, and was about to date Mr. Zhou's daughter, a sudden voice rang out.
The sound was as big as the nonsense I had before, but in my ears, it was like a thunder coming from afar, which was particularly loud and exploded in my mind!
"Now welcome to the new representative, Lin Keer will come on stage to speak!"
The moment I heard this, my whole mind buzzed, and it was blank for a moment. Then I forced myself to suppress the agitation in my heart, and immediately looked up at the stage, and saw a young girl walking up.
It was a beauty, and there was a commotion immediately in the audience. Someone said directly: "This girl is so fucking smart!"
My heart continued to pound, and I already recognized it. This is my former deskmate Lin Keer! After not seeing her for two years, she has changed so much now. She is tall, has a good figure, and is dressed very fashionable. She is full of confidence. Her hair is draped behind her head, and a pink hairpin is pinned on her head. She is so pure and cute.
It is said that women change every time they grow up, but I saw it with my own eyes today!
I was stunned and buzzing in my mind, so that Lin Ke'er didn't hear anything clearly. I didn't realize until the meeting ended. Didn't I still owe Lin Ke'er an apology? Now, isn't the opportunity right in front of me?
So I rushed into the crowd and looked for it, but I couldn't find it anymore. I had to comfort myself, anyway, I was in the same school and there were more opportunities to meet in the future.
Then I went to the class for a small meeting. The head teacher asked everyone to introduce themselves. I didn’t remember too many people clearly, so I remembered two of them, one was Ma Jie, because he recommended himself to be the class monitor; the other was Liu Yina, because she was very beautiful and could sing and dance.
After the introduction, the teacher talked about the military training and said that the military training will start in the afternoon, which lasted for fifteen days. I had the most trouble with this, but I had no choice. During the break, a group of boys surrounded Liu Yina and asked for WeChat ID. I also went over and asked for it. In fact, it was just a joke. Maybe it was a bit too big, so I accidentally touched her arm. Liu Yina stood up and said, "Are you sick?"
I was stunned for a moment, but I didn't react at that time, because no one dared to talk to me like this when I was in junior high school.
After saying that, Liu Yina sat down and continued to play with other boys as if nothing had happened. No one paid attention to me. I was so sad at that time. Compared to the scenery of junior high school, this gap really made me feel uncomfortable.
I went out to see if I could meet Lin Keer, and after apologizing, I could reminisce about the past. Because there were only seven or eight classrooms in one grade, I looked over one by one. When I was in Class 6, several people happened to come out, three men and one woman, and the woman was Lin Keer. She was more beautiful when she saw her up close. I was very happy: "Lin Keer!"
Lin Ke'er was obviously stunned when she saw me, and followed a boy with long hair next to her and said, "Who the hell are you? Get out of here if you have nothing to do."
I was stunned again. This was the second time that someone had spoken to me. I suddenly remembered the anonymous text message I received before moving, and I was so excited that I was unwilling to admit defeat.
Lin Ke'er and they had already walked away. I chased after him angrily, and saw that they had already pushed Lin Ke'er into the corner. The long-haired boy who had just scolded me and used his fingers to hook Lin Ke'er's chin. Lin Ke'er looked reluctant, and I seemed to know what was going on, so I rushed over and scolded: "What the hell did you say just now?"
The three boys were stunned, and Lin Keer said, "What's your business? Get out of here."
Chapter completed!