180 The Confused First Time
I was completely paralyzed and I had no idea what was going on. Ma Xiaoru lay in my arms, her eyes closed, obviously still asleep. We were covered with quilts, but I could feel that we were all naked, and her whole body was leaning against me. I could feel that her skin was as smooth as silk, which was indeed the best among women. My mind was drowsy, thinking about what was going on, but I could not escape the four words: disorderly sex after drinking. Now there is one question: Have I done it with her?
My eyes were shifting, and Ma Xiaoru and me were throwing my clothes, her underwear, underwear, short skirt, and mixed with my clothes, pants, and leather shoes on the floor. This static scene reminded me of how crazy it was when I took off my clothes. I don’t know what time it is now, and my phone is not next to me. I guess it is still in my pocket of clothes, and the curtains are tightly tidy, so I can’t tell how the weather is outside. How long have I slept, an hour, or a few hours?
Now I have a split headache. In addition to the sequelae of alcohol, there is also such a mess. My instinct is to escape. Ma Xiaoru may have drunk too much, just like me, but she still doesn't know about it. As long as I leave quietly, I can't know it without anyone noticing...
Ma Xiaoru was still pillowing my arm, and I gently pulled out my arm; Ma Xiaoru was still clamping my legs, and I gently pulled out my legs. I slowly moved to the bed. Just when I was about to succeed, Ma Xiaoru suddenly opened her sleepy eyes. She hugged me with a "moan" and said coquettishly: "Brother Fei, are you awake? You were so awesome last night, and they still want it." Then she kissed my lips and crawled onto me. The quilt slid from her body, and a pair of big breasts were exposed in front of me.
My mind exploded. Although my heart was repelled, my body was very obedient, and a certain part suddenly became a pillar.
Ma Xiaoru smiled sweetly, moved her butt back and was about to penetrate it. As a virgin, I have been looking forward to this moment for a long time, but it is definitely not with her, no! At the critical moment, reason defeated instinct. I pushed Ma Xiaoru's face, but I used too much force, and she turned over from me, fell under the bed in a mess, let out a "Ouch" scream, and fell all over and over.
I didn't care about mercy on the sacrificial side, and immediately jumped out of the bed, took out my own clothes from the pile of clothes, and hurriedly put them on myself. Ma Xiaoru stood up on the bed, looked at me hatefully and said, "Zuo Fei, if you put on your pants, don't recognize anyone?"
"Stop talking nonsense, I don't know what you and Xie Nan sell in the gourd, but I tell you, I'm not that easy to seduce."
"Zuo Fei, you are talking about righteousness now. Why didn't you say it when you fuck me last night?"
I was putting on my trouser legs when I heard this sentence and suddenly stopped moving and said incredibly: "We... are that?"
"Nonsense, I did it three times, and you said you love me and would marry me in the future." Ma Xiaoru walked over as she said, reaching out to hug my back, "Brother Fei, I took your words seriously and I was happy for the whole night."
I pushed her away impatiently, and the force I used was greater than last time, and I threw her on the bed, as if I was venting something. I didn't know whether what Ma Xiaoru said was true or not. Anyway, I couldn't believe that I would say that and do something like that! But, after getting drunk, who knew what happened?
I put on my pants, went to wear my own clothes, and put my sweatshirt on my head.
Ma Xiaoru stood up again, tears in her eyes: "Brother Fei, what do you mean? Are you not going to ask me?"
I put on my clothes and went to wear shoes. Because I was in a bad mood, I stomped my shoes on the bed and said while tying my shoelaces: "I forgot everything about last night, so I don't know if what you said is true or false. Let's just listen as real, but I tell you, you'd better pretend that nothing has happened, don't think that it's up to me or threaten me because of this. There are not a hundred or eighty women I have fucked, and at least half of them want to ask me to be responsible, but I've used this to dispose of them."
I put on my shoes and shine my fists: "I never show mercy when hitting a woman, so you ask for blessings. Don't wander in front of my eyes. The woman I fucked once will not want to fuck her again!"
Ma Xiaoru's face turned blue.
I snorted, took out a cigarette and held it in my mouth, trying my best to look like a prodigal son in love. I took out my wallet and drew five hundred yuan to throw it on the bed, "Don't mind, I didn't think you were selling it, I'm just used to doing this. Some women give more money, while others give less money. You are worth it in my eyes. Let's clear up." I also deliberately scum, bastard, disgusted, making Ma Xiaoru hate me and hate me. In short, don't bother me.
This is the most decisive and fastest solution I can think of.
I don't want to destroy the relationship between me and Wang Yao.
After throwing the money, I walked out of the room without looking back. From beginning to end, Ma Xiaoru didn't say a word.
After going downstairs, it was bright outside. I took out my cell phone and found that it was powered off automatically. I asked the front desk and found that it was the second day. I disappeared all day and knew that Wang Yao must have come to me, so I quickly went out and took a taxi back to school, went back to the dormitory to charge the power, and called Wang Yao as soon as possible.
Wang Yao was indeed crazy and even swearing: "Where the hell are you?"
Wang Yao is very good at speaking swearing in front of outsiders. She is trying to create her own image, but she has basically never said it in front of me.
I had already thought of an excuse: "I drank too much with Xie Nan yesterday, and I slept at his house until now."
Even if I hold my neck with my knife, I will never tell you about Ma Xiaoru!
Wang Yao trusted me very much, and had no doubt at all, and breathed a sigh of relief: "I'm so scared that I thought you were dead outside."
I chatted with her for a while before hanging up the phone. I breathed a sigh of relief and fell on the bed. After passing Wang Yao, I had time to analyze what happened yesterday. I really couldn't remember it. The last impression was to drink in a restaurant. After thinking about it, I always felt like I was putting on a trap. Xie Nan and Ma Xiaoru must have been cooperating with me, but what was the purpose? It was to let me and Ma Xiaoru go to bed? It's so unreasonable. Why do they have to do this kind of thing that is only beneficial to me? Could it be... Is Ma Xiaoru liked me and used such extreme methods to get me? Oh my God, I think it's unlikely.
But then again, I really explained my first time? As Ma Xiaoru said, I had sex with Ma Xiaoru three times in one night. I really had no impression of it. My first time was so confused!
I still want to give it to Wang Yao, I want to give it to Wang Yao, I want to give it to Wang Yao...
I lay on the bed and felt very helpless. Although I had nothing to lose when I was with Ma Xiaoru, I was still a little unhappy. As I thought about it, I was a little bit surprised that Wang Yao had come. If she hadn't given me the first time, I wouldn't have fallen to the point where I would have given Ma Xiaoru the first time. But I also knew that this idea was wrong, so I quickly interrupted it. It would be better to blame myself.
After resting in the dormitory for a while, changing out his clothes before going to class. It was already the second class in the afternoon. Shangguan Ting was very surprised by my sudden arrival. We chatted for a while, of course I still said she wrote it. I still said I had drunk too much and slept at Xienan's house for a day. Shangguan Ting asked me, did you tell Wang Yao? I nodded and said that I had said it. Then I asked her about her situation and found out that she had dated Zhang Yu with Zhu Jianqiu these two days. I felt deeply helpless for Zhang Yu.
After the second class, I went to the art studio to chat with Ah Hu and the others for a while. Everyone asked about what Gao Lei and I had decided, but I secretly said that I was not good enough. I forgot about it, and then discussed it with everyone. Finally, I set the time for this weekend, the location was still a playground, and the number of people was the better. All of them were on the table, and they were killed without leaving any other sports.
I called Gao Lei on the spot and notified him of the time, place, and number of people. He agreed and made another request to me, saying that he could not bring a knife. Last time, it almost caused a life. It was too dangerous. I couldn't bring a machete, a sharp knife, a dagger, and a dagger. I also agreed. Anyway, my targets are Gao Lei and Yu Xing. It doesn't matter whether they carry a knife or not. They fuck them with bare hands and fists.
After finishing this business, I almost forgot Ma Xiaoru - if she hadn't sent me another text message.
During evening self-study, I received a text message from Ma Xiaoru: Brother Fei, I miss you.
My scalp was numb, and now I felt a headache when I saw Ma Xiaoru. I didn't reply to her text message, hoping that she would just be on a whim and stop looking for me if I hit a cold nail. In the middle of the evening self-study, I went to the bathroom to smoke. There were still many people in the bathroom. I unexpectedly found that Xie Nan was also there. Xie Nan squeezed at me, handed me a cigarette, and whispered: "How is it, it's great to have Ma Xiaoru?"
As soon as I heard this name, my fire rushed up. One of them couldn't control it and suddenly pushed Xie Nan against the wall. The sudden action scared everyone in the toilet. Everyone looked at us blankly. I roared in a low voice: "Get out for me!"
Everyone immediately went out, and only Xie Nan and I were left in the toilet.
Xie Nan frowned and said, "Zuo Fei, what do you mean?"
"Say, what are your purpose and Ma Xiaoru?" I pinched Xie Nan's neck with my hands.
"God, what purpose can we have!" Xie Nan screamed: "Didn't you say you want to play with Ma Xiaoru, that I created this opportunity for you!" My mind "buzzed", as if I did say so, it was for the sake of the man's face!
"Fuck." I whispered.
"Zuo Fei, what's wrong with you? I'm not happy to have a beautiful girl?" Xie Nan looked at me in confusion.
At this moment, I realized that Ma Xiaoru was indeed a gift from Xie Nan. He wanted to improve his relationship with me, and he thought I would be happy!
Chapter completed!