I was out of shape. I wrote the second update for two hours and produced 1,200 words. It was my own problem and poor mentality.

The cruelest thing in the world is to admit your own limitations and that you really don’t have the talent to write novels.

Even a great author can't be good at all subjects, let alone me, who is obsessed with Western modern times, war, novels, Cthulhu-themed American dramas, the Three Kingdoms, and now the Tang Dynasty...

I keep trying new themes and connecting them with the main line. In fact, it has not collapsed until now. At least I think so. It’s just that some copies are not liked by some readers.

Frankly speaking, my mentality was a bit broken when I was writing the Three Kingdoms volume. There was no positive feedback from readers who followed it at that time, and the few comments were: boring, when will it end.

And then the subscription keeps dropping. In fact, this is normal. Every author will experience it, and there are many reasons: buying books, abandoning books, reading pirated copies. After all, in this era, you can just search it casually.

During this period, I have been stabilizing myself. You can see it from the book review section of that period. Starting from Chapter 20, readers asked when it would end. I promised to write as soon as possible while writing in an orderly manner. In the end, it really happened.

I couldn't hold myself any longer, and it also gave me a highly completed ending...

Then, the positive feedback I always wanted came, and there was quite a lot of it. Unfortunately, it was a little late, but I was very happy...

Then I understand a truth: don’t care about all opinions.

I don’t know how to express myself, I feel tired.

It’s the first time I’ve written such a long book. People say that newcomers will have a bottleneck when they write a million words. I’m probably ahead of schedule.

Uh...it doesn't seem right to say that.

It was pretty good during the day. I played games for a while and was full of energy in typing. Then I looked at the background and found that I was saving and re-subscribing.

It's okay to resubscribe, unlimited streaming is what it is, and I also believe that there are only a few people who watch pirated copies.

It's just a bit unusual to drop the collection. I took a look and intelligently deduced——

This is a divine recommendation.

I generated 310,000 words and put them on the shelves. At that time, I only had more than 3,000 collected. After more than three months of running naked, the number increased to 18,000.

all in all.

My grades were not ideal, and the copy was difficult to write. I realized the reality. I was really not suitable for writing books. My abilities were limited. I could only write a thousand words in an hour, and I was tired.

Take a long vacation.

The remaining few days of this month are guaranteed to be updated every day. The rest will depend on the status. If the ten thousand rewards are not updated, you can bring screenshots to the group and the full amount will be refunded to you. The leader will also be refunded when the contribution fee is paid.

Finally, some readers reported that the setting for speaking is not friendly and requires 200 points to speak. I know it is not friendly, but it will only improve in the future, not decrease. I am really afraid of being scolded.

I still remember that before it was put on the shelves, I spent several months writing in vain. I recommended two web pages, that is, the computer version. I entered the category page and scrolled to the bottom where I could see a small picture. The results were particularly impressive.

I write very hard every day, and then I can't sleep in the middle of the night. I look at the backstage with great expectation, thinking that maybe I have added a few favorites, but it turns out that the favorites can't be moved, and I have a few more comments. When I click on them, the readers use the most vicious words.

Greeting me, it's quite uncomfortable.

At that time, I felt that writing a book was not suitable.

Of course, the first time I was scolded by a reader, I scolded him back, but I still felt uncomfortable, couldn't sleep, and had to go to class during the day. Moreover, I really didn't make any money at that time, and I still don't make money now.

I started the book in January, and it’s been six months now, and I’m still a first-class author, so there’s no need to say more about what that means.

My family also said that studying is important and should not be eaten as a meal, but writing a book is still very happy and it can be recognized, and the readers in the group are also very cute.

Wow, that's just hypocritical.

I managed to survive even though it was so miserable at the beginning, but now the situation is much better, but it is easier to collapse.

In fact, since I wrote the book and realized how difficult it is, I have never scolded other authors. In fact, I have never scolded other authors before. If you don’t like it, don’t read it. Why scold others? Especially after setting up the speaking permission for the author who loves to generate electricity.

, the trolls are gone and the world is quiet.

Finally, from the 3,400 collected to the shelves, to the current 24,000 collected, the average is 950. Although it is still low, I feel a sense of accomplishment. I am glad that I persevered. Compared with those who wrote.

So if you don't know how to be a eunuch, you are just being pretentious and scumbag for a while.

sorry.

(Actually, writing this thing affects the perception, but "leaving without saying goodbye" is a bit inappropriate, so I will just say it so that those who follow me will know, and it will be deleted tomorrow)
Chapter completed!