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On the high-end sickbed, a noble young woman who was still somewhat weak after giving birth took her son who had just finished the rescue from the nurse with anticipation. Her slender arms were trembling violently due to the mixture of weakness and excitement.
Finally, she also had her own son and was successfully born before those little bitches. Although she was born prematurely and had just been rescued. Although she was a son born without inheritance because of her own reasons, she was confident that she would turn her son into the new ruler of the family with her own training and methods.
The origins and other things can be ignored as long as there are methods. The more these so-called nobles from the old era, the more they believe in their strength. There is no comparison between a useless eldest son and a talented concubine, especially when the eldest wife's family is almost the same as her own. Whoever has the best son can laugh to the end!
A cruel smile appeared on her face, which was mixed with indescribable expectations.
She fantasized with expectation, fantasizing that her mother is noble by her son, fantasizing that she trampled her eldest wife under her feet, and fantasizing that she could gain greater power.
But when she took the baby from the nurse tremblingly, she suddenly felt disappointed. The baby was too light to feel the weight.
An unknown premonition flashed through her heart. She quickly took the baby into her arms, and her right hand trembled and lifted the blanket wrapped around the baby.
"Oh my God!" She screamed and threw the baby in her arms aside.
How could she give birth to such a fetus that was so thin that it looked like a deformed fetus! She felt surprisingly angry, annoyed and unwilling. She roared, scolding the doctor, the nurse, and the baby who had just been rescued.
Suddenly, the baby who had been very quiet started to cry. Whether it was because of the pain of falling on the bed or because of his mother's hysteria, the baby who had not cried much during the rescue process began to cry loudly.
The baby's unpleasant cry made the woman even more angry. She turned her head and stared at the baby fiercely, without any concealing her emotions. Then her ferocity suddenly turned into fear, because she saw the baby's eyes, the eyes with four pupils.
"Monster! Monster!" The woman lifted up the baby's swaddle and threw him out. She roared with her throat, disgust appeared on her face.
Fortunately, the nurses around him hugged him in time to avoid the tragedy, but the baby cried even louder.
The woman hugged her head in pain and her head turned rapidly.
We must never let the husband know that he has given birth to such a freak! They will not believe that double pupils are a phenomenon of atlasing rebirth and a genetic disease. They will only regard this baby as an evil sign, and then regard the self who gave birth to such a child as unknown! We must never let this child live!! We must never ruin everything about me!
She looked viciously at the baby she had just given birth, wishing she could strangle him to death with her own hands.
The hideous and distorted beautiful face is the last memory...
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Still in this ward.
The bedridden woman was whispering to a handsome middle-aged man, with obvious gloom on their faces.
The topic they discussed added to this gloomy: how to deal with the crystallization of their "love?", whether to throw it away, kill it, bury it or...
Suddenly, a gray-haired doctor walked in.
He condescendingly sentenced: congenital deafness, congenital amblyopia caused by double pupils, congenital organ insufficiency caused by premature birth, and limb dysplasia caused by premature birth... After a list of various diseases, he announced regretfully that this child might have to spend his whole life in the hospital.
Upon hearing this, both men and women showed huge surprises.
A good excuse from God, an excellent way to get rid of problems was delivered to the door by yourself. How can men and women not be surprised and how can they not be secretly happy?
They hurriedly completed the hospitalization procedures for the baby. After throwing a handful of money, they patted their butt and headed away without looking back. They seemed to get rid of trouble and throw away the baby in a pile of cold instruments like throwing away garbage.
The cold white light is the last memory...
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Cold needles, roaring instruments, rude treatment.
What was leaping in the pupils was purple, the lights began to flicker, objects began to shake, float, and twist...
Screams came one after another.
No nurse, no doctor dared to approach the baby anymore.
So the hospital in horror contacted the baby's mother, and refused to take the child in the other party's roar, refused to treat the child again, and strongly asked the woman to take the baby away, but the woman would rather the child die in the hospital...
Unexpectedly, the next day, an old man came to the hospital and took the sick baby away as his grandfather.
The old man's kind smile is the last memory...
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The fierce quarrels and endless disputes all revolve around this baby who was "picked up".
The father and son turn against each other, and the father-in-law and daughter-in-law become enemies. This baby seems to be a dirty thing that everyone avoids, and it causes eyebrow and despise.
With two pairs of pupils with purple luster and expressionless faces, this baby who cannot cry has become the most terrifying existence in the mansion and cannot be avoided by everyone.
The voices of ridicule, insulting words, slandering words, humiliating words, the secret abuse of the biological mother, the hands and feet of the instructed servants... The threat of death enveloped the baby.
The old man finally couldn't resist the planning around him at any time, and he left the mansion with his baby.
The old man's old and tired face is the last memory...
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Seeking medical treatment everywhere, the body gradually recovers, and the uncontrolled power goes wild and the controllable force gradually becomes controllable.
The old man decided to return to the mansion with his grown children.
When the hopeful little boy was looking forward to his mother's arms, he could only stand in the distance and watch the kind and loving expression on his mother's face when he hugged another boy...
Emotions are out of control again, and strength is rushing again.
The mother was shocked and disgusted. Her eyes were like a knife piercing the child's heart... The panic and screams of everyone were addicted to the child like poison...
"Stop." The simple three words stopped the gushing of strength, and the child calmed down, "You don't belong here." The old man's thin big hand held the child's equally thin little hand and left here again.
Turning back, my mother's expression of disgust and gratitude was forever engraved into her heart...
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A vast sea of books, complicated words, and complex graphics.
For the first time, the child knew what ways he could stop being addicted to those memories.
An egg with vitality and a voice that seems to be there and there has become the greatest expectation in the child's heart...
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"Vitzel!" Merlin, immersed in the fragments of memories, suddenly shouted, and the long-dissipated purple superpower power condensed again and gushed out in a stronger and more condensed form.
Merlin, who had withdrawn from the entangled memories of the past, suddenly realized that the power that he could not control was so tame and obedient at this moment. For the first time, he could perceive his own power so freely and call his own power.
He gathered all his strength effortlessly, but his heart was calm. With a look of relief, he actually wanted to burn his life to fight Nazi to the end.
"Vitzel..." Merlin turned his gaze to Vitzel, who had completely turned into a stone statue, and his tone was quite sad.
However, Vizel, who should have completely turned into a stone statue, is now...
"Visil! Why are you drinking tea?" Merlin shouted violently, "Who is she!".
At this time, Vyzl was drinking tea comfortably with a woman with long, soft and bright dark green drooping hair and a delicate face.
The sudden ups and downs made Meilin feel dizzy and weak in his limbs. He collapsed straight on the hard ground, staring blankly at the darkness above his head, and said in a cold tone: "I need an explanation."
"I can give you all the explanations you want." Nazi's emotional voice floated again, "Ask."
Merlin didn't respond at all, and soon he made a uniform and gentle breathing sound.
"I actually fell asleep." Nazi continued to say coldly, "I will take you to rest." As he spoke, Nazi herself, Vyzel, who was drinking tea, and Merlin, who fell asleep, instantly disappeared from the huge temple.
All the past is rolling rapidly in front of me like movies. The images that once made Merlin feel heartbroken now seem less difficult to accept. The memories that he once regarded as humiliation and as hurt now seem less difficult to accept. They seem to have become ordinary scenes.
Merlin knew that it was not because his memory was wrong, but because his heart had changed. Although it couldn't be said, his body was filled with strength, and the feeling of full power in his spirit made Merlin less likely to be tired by emotions.
"When you wake up, open your eyes quickly." Nazi's cold voice suddenly sounded in Meilin's ears, scaring Meilin so much that she sat up and opened her eyes suddenly.
He seems to be sitting on the warm bed in a single dormitory with simple decoration but a little warm.
He tilted his head and happened to see Nazi sitting by the bed with expressionless faces, and Vyzel, who was smiling very unfairly behind her.
"I need an explanation." Looking at Nazi, Merlin said firmly. I don't know if it was because he became stronger or because Nazi restrained his strength, but at this time, Merlin actually felt that he and Nazi were equal.
"I foreseeed your arrival and read the purpose of your arrival." Nazi seemed to be telling things that had nothing to do with her, and she had no feelings at all. "You want to ask me to help you untie your heart and break your inner demons, and let me teach you how to tame your own power and how to use your own power."
As Nazi said, Merlin nodded.
"So, I did it for you." Nazi continued to say calmly, "I inspire your power to go wild and force you to tame your own power. Because no one else can do this for you except yourself. If you want to tame your own power, you can only rely on yourself."
Merlin was stunned.
"For the first time, you didn't do a good job. This fool Hu Di and a Jiu Tai, a Keda Duck and a Sulip are all helping you suppress your thunderous power, so I can only solve these obstacles for you." As she said the obstacle, Vyzel obviously blushed, "Then, your strength has been increased or upgraded, but you still haven't tamed it, you handed yourself to the strength. This is bad and dangerous." She looked at Merlin straight away until he felt his head dropping down.
"So I directly defeated your power and then invaded the depths of your mind. I wanted to see what caused you to morbidly suppress your own power for so long, and what caused your own obstacles. So I began to look through the memories you deliberately protected, and soon I had the answer." Nazi looked at Merlin straight, "You were deceived by your own memory. Memory is indeed very reliable, but it is also the least reliable. Because the brain can deceive people."
She raised her right hand and poked Meilin's forehead with her index finger. "The scenes you witnessed in childhood are deeply imprinted in your memory, but at that time you only understand fear but not why. As you grow up, you begin to add your experience and understanding to your memory. Your brain begins to process your memory to make it more terrifying and make it more in line with your own speculation." Nazi squinted her eyes and looked at Meilin, "This is also the reason why many superpowers have been deeply hurt by the shadows of childhood, because these shadows will continue to expand and gradually erode their hearts."
"However, I am quite surprised that you were born in a noble family and had such an experience." She said astonished, but there was no expression on her face. "I thought that a family like this ancient inheritance would not be as ignorant as ordinary civilians. But it is obvious that people's fear of power and unknown is innate, and will not change due to changes in status, experience, or knowledge."
"You mean," Merlin sorted out her thoughts, "I have been scaring myself all the time?" He asked in disbelief. After asking, he felt something was right.
"Not all, but partly. The damage suffered in childhood is a shadow, and your own experience and processing only expands and deepens this shadow. These real or illusory memories bind you, intimidate you and even control you. They become your nightmare and also become drugs that addictive to you." Nazi continued to say lightly, "The more you are afraid of using power, the more you desire to be released. Each release will be more violent than the last time, and will cause more terrible consequences but at the same time give you greater sense of speed. But every time you use power, you will accumulate more fear, guilt and negative emotions, which will lead to you suppressing your own power more... This is a vicious cycle, and you will sooner or later explode because you can't control the gradually expanding power. Or worse, you will be addicted to the sensory stimulation and pleasure brought by using power, and eventually become a slave to power."
Merlin shivered, and the feeling of giving himself to the power of tyranny appeared again, which made him very scared.
"But now, I think you should know how to deal with your emotions and strength." Nazi continued to look straight at Meilin, "It is not advisable to suppress blindly, and it is even more stupid to indulge blindly. Find a reasonable way to guide your strength, regulate the relationship between emotions and thinking, and let reason and desire interact with each other. These three are perfect and the most powerful only when forming a balanced triangle."
Meilin breathed a sigh of relief and nodded, but then shook his head again.
"I can indeed distinguish the illusions of self-fiction that are mixed in past memories," he said in a daze. "But I also distinguish the truths more. But now I really don't feel as resentful as I did in the past. Now I really figured out a lot of issues I have been struggling with and caring about before..." He gritted his teeth, and then let go. "My power has never been so conscientious, but I am a little worried that this balance will be broken again."
"This is indeed a new issue that you need to worry about next, and it is also a problem that all superpowers need to worry about for life." Nazi suddenly stood up, "Building and maintaining her own triangle is the homework that every superpowers never stops throughout his life."
"What should I do?" Merlin asked anxiously.
"You," Nazi suddenly narrowed her eyes hard and looked at Meilin with a dangerous gaze, "It is necessary to train special."
Hearing this sentence, Meilin couldn't help but swallow hard. This time he suddenly understood why the little guys were swallowing when they said the same words in a similar tone, because it was really scary.
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Well, the introduction and training of superpowers will be officially started~
Answer to the question in the last issue: In the TV version, the golden badge is the fourth gym badge obtained by Xiaozhi.
The question in this issue is still about the Golden Gymnasium. May I ask: How did Xiaozhi in the TV version "defeat" Nazi~~
Chapter completed!