"Are you praising me or mocking me?"

As soon as Jiang Junhe finished speaking, Cai Xiubin asked speechlessly.

You are simple, I am complex and profound. Do you have any misunderstandings about "maturity"?

Jiang Junhe laughed and said, "It's all over the place. Don't you start from the beginning, shouldn't you suspect that I'm making up for it again?"

Cai Xiubin said silently: "Okay. Keep going."

Jiang Junhe smiled and continued, "You know, people like me who have a direct personality do not mean one or two, with clear black and white, without any mistakes. But they prefer to spread out what they say and don't like to cover up."

Cai Xiubin said: "So you were going to visit the set at that time. I didn't let you go, so you think I'm not sincere?"

Jiang Junhe smiled and said, "To be honest, it was a little bit." He paused, "Actually, before dating you, I just ended a relationship and broke up, what did I say? It was a bit embarrassing. Her personality is different from yours, she has a strong possessiveness, and if it is possible, she doesn't want to give me some private space, but her personality is very direct. Like it means you, not procrastinating, and not a little tactful test."

Cai Xiubin said: "So after I rejected you, you subconsciously compared me to her. I think I am not as simple as her?"

Jiang Junhe laughed: "There is comparison, but how can you say it so seriously? I didn't say that you are not simple. To be honest, I did think too much at that time, and understanding is only understanding, but people are afraid of comparison. What's more, they compare her advantages with you, so they will inevitably feel that you are far less sincere to me than she is to me. People are like this, they are lenient and strict with others. Once they get stuck, they will think more and more, and I will be unable to avoid vulgarity."

Cai Xiubin said: "Then you are so frank now, are you thinking it through?"

Kang Junhyuk said: "It's not a question of what it means to think about it. I can only say that after experiencing it, I look back at it. Just like when a person grows up and looks back at his childhood, he will find a lot of naivety and innocence. There is a kind of... how to say it, it makes people feel ridiculous and ridiculous."

Cai Xiubin was silent for a while before saying for a while: "Everyone is different."

Jiang Junhe smiled and said, "Yes. Everyone is different. Compared to you, I was really naive at that time and had many immature aspects. Actually, when I think back now, I understand your choice at that time. We have only been dating for a while, and we don't have many opportunities to meet except for text messages and phone calls. In addition, you are filming a TV series and have just debuted. I am worried that after I go to visit the set and have a scandal, it will affect you and me. In fact, this is a very normal psychology."

Cai Xiubin was silent again: "In fact, it's not just this reason."

Jiang Junhe was surprised: "There are other factors?"

Cai Xiubin said: "Do you remember when you celebrate your birthday?"

Jiang Junhe responded, and Cai Xiubin said: "Before that day, I actually knew you had a good impression of me, and I also had a good impression of you. As long as you confess to me, I will definitely agree to date you. But that day... I didn't expect you to say that I was a girlfriend in front of so many people. To be honest, this is a bit compulsive. If I denied it at that time, it would make you feel embarrassed, and there might be no possibility between us again. But admitting it in person makes me feel that you were deliberately using other people to put pressure on me and feel like you were forced."

He paused, "Especially, after you made it clear that I was my girlfriend, Park Soo-young turned his back, which made me feel that the reason you said that at that time was that it was possible that you were just using me to politely rejecting Park Soo-young. It was also because of this that I was worried. I don't know whether you like me or because of the situation and rejecting Park Soo-young, so I barely chose me."

With a wry smile, Cai Xiubin said: "I can't really let you integrate into my life before I figure out whether you really like me. If I am just your spare tire and it's just an excuse for you to reject Park Soo-young, then when I give my sincerity, when I introduce you to my friend, you break up with me in a blink of an eye, I will become very passive and sad. This is why I didn't really accept you at that time."

Jiang Junhe was stunned and asked, "Then you..."

Cai Xiubin said: "Why didn't you tell me at that time?"

Jiang Junhe was speechless.

Cai Xiubin said: "You have proposed to break up with me, so I just said what's the use of this? What's more, I didn't expect that just because I didn't let you visit the set, you broke up with me because of this. I just thought that I was really not wrong. I am your spare tire. You don't really like me. You just want to find a superficial 'girlfriend'."

With a wry smile, Cai Xiubin said, "If you hadn't just told you how you felt at that time and the real reason for your breakup with me, I would never have told you these things."

Kang Junhyuk was speechless for a while and said for a while: "So I like to simplify everything and make it clear. Because if many things are hidden in my heart, they will never be able to get the answer. Just like us, if you told me all your concerns at that time, we would not have been able to get that step at that time."

Cai Soobin said: "Everyone wants to be honest, but who can be honest? You said I didn't tell you this, were you absolutely honest to me at that time? Do you dare to say that you directly claimed that I was your girlfriend on your birthday, and there was no Park Soo-young at all?"

Kang Junhyuk was speechless again. After a while, he smiled bitterly: "Okay. I don't deny this. To be honest, I really didn't plan to date you at that time."

Cai Xiubin sneered: "So I am indeed a spare tire?"

Having said this, Jiang Junhyuk felt that there was no need to hide it anymore, and it was not worth hiding it. He denied: "You are not a spare tire, but... I didn't plan to fall in love again." He paused, "I just told you that my last girlfriend was very possessive, and even if I had a little contact with other girls, she couldn't stand it. So I didn't think about falling in love at the time, at least I didn't have this plan in the short term.

It is also because of this reason that when I first pursued you, I wanted to find a love relationship with you. It is also because of this reason that I knew that Xiurong liked me, but I didn’t plan to accept her. I would use you as a shield on my birthday.

But I have to clarify.

I did think so before I decided on your relationship. I never thought about falling in love with you. I just wanted to find a bed partner, and your appearance is the type I like.

But after I decided on my relationship with you, my thoughts have changed.

I don’t care if I didn’t claim that you are my girlfriend. But since I made it public that you are my girlfriend, I will truly accept you.
Chapter completed!