"In addition to love, there is also the awakening of the killer's self-awareness."

Xing Yan chewed the rice slowly and said with drooped eyelids: "One is an external cause, and the other is an internal cause. It can even be said that if there are internal causes first, then there will be external causes."

Guan Chen folded his hands on the dining table, as respectfully as a primary school student in class.

Even if Xing Yan takes a bite of rice and can leak a few grains of rice on his clothes, even if his chopsticks are shaking and unable to pick up the leeks in the leek scrambled eggs, Guan Chen feels that Xing Yan, who only has a high school diploma in the information at this time, exudes strong energy.

The person's aura, knowledge and wisdom have transcended academic qualifications and are difficult to define. Over seventy years old, his life is really not in vain.

Guan Chen respectfully served Xing Yan half a bowl full of leeks: "Without awakening of self-awareness, there will be no love?"

"...It's not that there won't be love, it's just that even if you encounter it, it will be difficult to identify and maintain it."

Xing Yan looked at the leeks in the bowl with a depressed look on his face, and then said:

"When a person has nothing and no support in his heart, this person will regard any feedback as [love] feedback. This kind of feedback mixed with various noises will make it difficult for people to make correct judgments. Many people

Worrying about gains and losses in love, being too humble, compromising blindly, pulling back and forth, the final result is just exhausting yourself. The reason is the lack of fullness of personality and lack of self-understanding. No matter how many such people you meet,

Love should be screwed up or screwed up."

Guan Chen pursed his lips tightly and clenched his fists.

Full personality and so on, this is what Pan Xu talked about last time I went to [Blue Whale]. But due to time constraints, Pan Xu didn't explain it thoroughly last time, and there were a lot of undergraduate-level grammar and vocabulary, which made it difficult to understand.

Chen Yunli couldn't understand what he was hearing in the fog.

Now that Xing Yan's words were easier to understand, Guan Chen suddenly became enlightened and felt that when he was buying fruits downstairs just now, he should have bought better varieties.

Guan Chen looked at the fruits packed casually in a plastic bag, then turned around and continued to pick leeks for Xing Yan.

Xing Yan picked up the bowl and started to stir-fry the rice. He blocked Guan Chen's enthusiasm with his face and ignored the rice falling on his clothes. Xing Yan spoke faster:

"So what made the killer abandon darkness and turn to light was not only because of the love of the heroine, but also because during those days, the killer was respected as a human being. He made choices on his own, and he realized that he

The feeling of controlling destiny and deciding destiny... The killer rebels against his agent. This method of symbolizing 'patriricide' and overthrowing patriarchy should be familiar to you as a student of literature. I won't say more about this." Xing Yan put down his bowl.

, concluded, "That's pretty much it. After you sort it out and set [big goals] and [small goals] for the character, it shouldn't be difficult to achieve the level and depth of the performance."

Guan Chen really wanted to grab Xing Yan by the collar and ask him to explain clearly to him the "patriricide" and "overthrow of paternal authority" that Lao Shizi had done. But this was very risky, so he could only reluctantly write it down first and look back.

Check the information online yourself, or ask other smart people later.

However, Guan Chen had just made up his mind. Xing Yun, who was standing beside him, finally spoke after listening for a long time.

"What about the ending?" Xing Yun asked: "The killer has awakened his self-awareness and wants to go out and mix on his own and go his own way. What does the agent think? Is it ridicule or something else?"

Xing Yan suddenly fell silent.

Guan Chen thought Xing Yan was thinking, but when he put all the leeks into Xing Yan's bowl, he found that Xing Yan looked preoccupied. After each mouthful of rice, it would take a long time before he took another bite.

Seeing that his grandfather had not spoken for a long time, Xing Yun suggested: "The role of [Agent] is quite suitable for you, why don't you give it a try?"

I don't know if it was Guan Chen's misunderstanding, but there was a sense of teasing and sarcasm in Xing Yun's tone.

Xing Yan put down the bowl and chopsticks, got up and hid in the room, not eating.

Guan Chen looked at Xing Yun in confusion, not understanding what happened, [Hey, why did you drive Teacher Xing away? I haven’t finished asking the question yet!]

Xing Yun started to use the dishes calmly, as if knowing that his grandfather would not come out to eat again: "The 'awakening of self-awareness' is just a nice thing to say. If such a thing really happened, it would only be called rebellion.

Ignorant, coward, and evasive. Just like my dad..." Xing Yun said lightly, as if he had many stories to tell.

But Guan Chen was not interested in other people's housework at all. He interrupted Xing Yun's narrative: "It's almost time, I should leave."

Xing Yun: "...?" My emotions are brewing. You didn't even finish listening to the story, so you just left?

"886, today's food tastes good." Guan Chen picked up the script and took an apple he bought before leaving.

Xing Yun shouted: "Even if you have to leave, at least add a hand to help clean up the dishes!"

Guan Chen waved to Xing Yun casually, opened the door and fled.

When he got downstairs, Guan Chen gnawed on an apple and blew in the lukewarm evening breeze. He felt comfortable all over and felt that a serious problem in his heart had been relieved.

Previously, he was questioned one after another by Pan Xu and the dean, which almost made him lose his confidence in life. Fortunately, today Teacher Xing pointed him in a new direction to understand himself and understand himself.

Although Guan Chen couldn't figure out what kind of cognitive method self-awareness was, he had ready-made answers that he could copy.

In the movie "How to Steal the Key", the fake killer faces a completely new life after losing his memory. He neither understands himself nor has any direction for the future. So he records all the information about himself and what he likes in a booklet.

, hate something.

Although Guan Chen has no amnesia, if you ask him what he knows about himself, the most he can say is that he likes fighting, knives, and watching movies, nothing more.

Guan Chen bought a brochure at a convenience store on the roadside. Without waiting to go home, he couldn't wait to sit at the counter next to the window and sit with a few people who were hastily finishing dinner.

Guan Chen began to write:

【Likes to fight.】

【Like knives.】

【like to watch movie.】

Think again, and:

[I like to eat strawberry mille-feuille. Little Bear’s homemade desserts taste the best.] And it doesn’t cost any money.

[I like playing football.] Guan Chen thought about it after writing it and felt something was wrong.

He has been playing football for half a year, and his level is still very poor, but he has no intention of giving up or training secretly and surprising everyone. Thinking about it carefully, what he likes is the feeling of playing football with Wu Yan.

Guan Chen crossed out the previous sentence about "I like football" and changed it to "I like playing with my little brother."

[I like sleeping in the passenger seat of my senior brother’s car.]

I don’t know if it was a psychological effect, but after writing it down one by one, Guan Chen felt that he really understood a little more about himself.

When Guan Chen wrote "I like reading" in the booklet, he felt a little guilty and even made the font size smaller. In order to enhance his persuasion, Guan Chen immediately decided to go to the bookstore.

I asked the boss about the nearby bookstore.

When he walked into the bookstore, he first picked out a recently best-selling suspense mystery book. When he was about to check out, he returned to the bookcases and searched for book recommendations with the keywords "patriricide" and "patriarchy" on his mobile phone.

Although the audition script and the final script may not be the same, Guan Chen doesn't care so much because his performance is always just for his own pleasure.

After searching for books, Guan Chen didn't feel intimidated at all when looking at the titles that sounded very literate at first glance.

He also discovered this himself and couldn't help but laugh proudly.

Ho ho ho, it turns out that before I knew it, I was already in high school.

…

…

In early May, there is a seven-day holiday Golden Week.

Many foreigners who come to travel talk about holiday breaks, short vacations and other things that are incomprehensible, and they are full of envy.

The crew of "Key to Destiny" are in good shape after a good seven-day rest. It's the weekend again in three days, so everyone is very motivated to work. Although they talk a little too much, at least there is no post-holiday depression.

symptom.

When Director Tian walked into the restaurant, the producers and supervisors were already there. They were calm and composed, and always looked as tired as if they had never had a vacation because once the project started, rest was non-existent for them.

Today is the audition location for "Key to Destiny", and we chose a restaurant.

Usually the production team would choose to stay in a hotel, but for those who came to audition for the main roles in "Key to Destiny", the production team did not invite many people, so there was no need to create such a big pomp.

Moreover, the arrangement in the restaurant has a special purpose.

"I heard that Guan Chen is good," the producer gathered several actor cards in his hand, picked out the one with the least resume, and said, "Chen Bin and Zhang Jingsheng from "Police Story" seem to be very promising.

he."

Guan Chen only has one film in his resume, "Police Story", and it hasn't been released yet. If it hadn't been for internal recommendation, his actor card would not have appeared here.

"It is said that the film "Police Story" has expanded its distribution scale. It seems that it is very confident in the quality." The producer stood at the door after arranging the security issues for the audition later, returned to the room and sat down, casually talking about what he learned.

Industry news: "If our side is also selected, it will be two top-notch productions in a row. Oops, if I didn't know the inside story, I would have guessed whether someone was behind him."

"I've seen him. He's a very simple young man. He doesn't have as many twists and turns as we do." After finishing speaking, Director Tian seemed to think of something. He stroked his belly and smiled and said, "There is a faint sense of being out of place in him.

It feels like I can’t blend in, but I’m not alienated at the same time, which is quite interesting.”

"You have raised our expectations. If he doesn't perform so well, my impression score will be lower." The producer joked.

"Just increase it. If it's not amazing, there's no point in choosing a newcomer like him." Director Tian spread out the actor card and stared at the resumes of other actors. If Guan Chen's advantage lies in being close to the role, then these

The advantage of an actor with a rich resume is that he knows everything, has good communication skills, has guaranteed acting skills, and has a certain psychological endurance.

At this time, the person in charge of the restaurant came over and told the producer that the ingredients were ready.

Director Tian looked at the time and said, "It's almost time."

The producers, supervisors, and senior executives sent by the company finished chatting and prepared to start work.
Chapter completed!