Chapter 222 I am more afraid of losing you than anyone else!(1/3)
Ji Baijian knew who was behind her family?
She looked straight at him.
Want to get the answer from him.
but.
Ji Baijian said, "I don't have that 20% sure, I won't tell you for the time being."
Song Zhizhi bites his lip.
Sometimes, she really hates Ji Baijian.
She didn't know why, he always kept it from her.
And she felt a little uncomfortable.
Even a little heartbroken.
Ji Baijian said again, "Song Zhizhi."
He called her name seriously.
"But I can tell you with certainty that our enemies are consistent." Ji Baijian said it clearly.
It seems to be saying that we are on the same front.
So, don't be afraid of him.
Therefore, you can trust him unconditionally.
After all, is Ji Baijian too confident or is she really too suspicious?
It seemed that it was difficult for her to reach an agreement with him.
Wei Ziming said that Ji Bai's room was not simple, and Wei Ziming said that Ji Bai's room was suspicious.
She admitted that Wei Ziming was right.
Just because she likes Ji Baijian, and because Ji Baijian has saved her life many times, she chose to stand on Ji Baijian's side.
But everything seemed so wonderful. Ji Baijian, a man, was always on the verge of good and bad, and she couldn't tell the difference.
Some quiet space suddenly became extremely quiet at that moment.
It is clearly a couple.
They should be the two closest people in the world, but now they have become a little strange because of their own ambitions and interests.
Song Zhizhi didn't know if one day he would become a stranger.
They were silent for a long time.
Ji Baijian said, "Madam."
Song Zhizhi's throat moved slightly.
Once, he called her "Ms. Song".
Just now, under such a serious situation, he called her "Song Zhizhi".
This moment.
He called her "Madam".
Her heart swayed.
She seemed to be easily infected by Ji Baijian's emotions.
She raised her eyes.
"Come here." He called her.
The sound is always magnetic and low.
Song Zhizhi looked at him tightly.
"If you don't come, I'll come." Ji Baijian's tone was very light, but he didn't seem to be joking.
Song Zhizhi's thoughts.
She probably will be controlled by Ji Baijian for a long time, and will become obedient because of his every frown, smile, words and deeds.
She got up, walked towards Ji Baijian, and walked to his bedside.
He reached out and took her hand.
Each other's hands were covered with scars.
Ji Baijian suddenly put the back of her hand on his lips.
She could feel the touch of his lips, inexplicably gentleness and inexplicably warmth.
Her heartbeat will still be turbulent.
But she became very cold, and she said, "Ji Baijian, are you afraid of losing me?"
Ji Baijian's body seemed a little stiff.
Song Zhizhi said, "When I know you are suspicious, I still keep telling myself that you love me, that you will never hurt me, that you will protect my family! And what kind of person are you, good people, bad people, I always tell myself that it doesn't matter. I always excuse you, no matter how I can't see through you, no matter what the people around me say, I make myself believe in your good deeds to me, you will not plot against me, use me, or harm me."
Ji Baijian held the palm of her hand and gradually exerted force.
"After all the things are because I'm afraid of losing you, I'm afraid." Song Zhizhi's eyes were a little red because his heart was really hurt.
And Ji Baijian seemed to feel her contradiction, her sadness, her despair.
She said, "I have never concealed everything about you and me, including my life for a lifetime, including my family being framed, and my purpose at the beginning, and what kind of person you are, I can see is what you are willing to show me, and I don't know anything about those you are unwilling to show me."
"I was once hurt by Yi Wenhan, and I don't want to repeat the same mistakes." Song Zhizhi said, his eyes became redder and redder as he said, "I thought it would be difficult for me to fall in love with someone again after I was reborn, and it would be difficult for me to trust someone so unconditionally! I admit that my trust in you is not so pure, but I have been working hard! I want to be with you and work hard to overcome my past experiences to you wholeheartedly. I even thought that one day if you are like Yi Wenhan, it would be my own fault. God gave me a chance, but I just won't learn my lesson! It's my own retribution and I don't blame anyone!"
Song Zhizhi choked up.
She didn't expect that after experiencing so much, she would still love a man so much that she lost herself.
She said, "I don't know why I like you so much. When I knew something happened in your country, I firmly believe that this love has become very profound, so deep that I may never be able to like another person in this life, and now..."
Song Zhizhi kept saying.
Keep saying it.
Ji Baijian has been silent all the time.
"But now, I have to learn to restrain myself and not like you so much!"
"No need to restrain." Ji Baijian suddenly hugged her tightly in his arms.
He pulled her with great strength and let her crash directly into it.
There should be injuries on my chest, but at that moment I hugged her very tightly, just as I was afraid that she would leave me.
"I won't let you leave me, I won't in this life!" Ji Baijian was very sure.
But.
How do you tell me to believe you?
How do you believe in you? You are in love like me.
"All the things I did..." Ji Baijian said, in her ear, "It's all because I'm afraid of losing you!"
Song Zhizhi closed his eyes and tears just fell.
"You can't believe me, you can't love me so much now, you can doubt me, but... don't leave me." Ji Baijian hugged her very tightly, "No one is more afraid of losing you than me."
She grabbed his clothes.
"It's hard for me to fall in love with someone, and I like you for a long time." Ji Baijian's murmur sound was like a spell, playing in her ear looping.
What does it mean to like me for a long time.
In such a ward.
It seems like there is a kind of sadness flowing, or it seems like there is a kind of happiness mixed with it.
Lu Xiaolang can't understand it.
She doesn't quite understand the relationship between men and women, and she can't understand it either.
I probably won't understand this life.
She got up and walked out of the ward.
I don’t know when I started, but gradually I started to have some subtle feelings. I gradually felt that I seemed to be a little redundant in such an environment and gradually I would care about other people’s feelings.
She was wondering if she would become a more different self after spending time.
Ward door.
Lu Xiaolang saw Wei Ziming.
Wei Ziming came with Song Shan.
It's already past 11 o'clock in the evening.
To be continued...