Chapter 603, Love and hate are like songs!

Fang Yan took up a rabbit's leg from the pot and took a bite and found that the meat was too salty.

Originally, the hunter applied salt when he dried the rabbit, and Fang Yan just threw a handful of salt in it, which caused the pot of "Ten-side Ambush" to become very heavy.

Fang Yan glanced at Fenghuang and saw that she was feasting as if she was completely unaware of it.

"It's salty." Fang Yan said.

The meat is salty, and the tears are salty.

Therefore, the Phoenix has not yet been able to tell whether it is salty or the tears that are dripping on the meat.

After hearing Fang Yan's words, Fenghuang smeared her eyes with her sleeves and said, "Drink a little wine to suppress it."

While speaking, he handed the wine barrel in his hand to Fang Yan.

Without a cup, they could only drink with their mouths at the mouth of the barrel. They often did this when they were in Yanziwu, but still did this now. Of course, this seems to be no different from indirect kissing to outsiders.

Fang Yan took the wine barrel and took a big mouthful, and said with a smile: "I have eaten all kinds of dishes outside. What I want to eat the most is this dish that we created with ten-sided ambush."

Phoenix nodded and said, "Yes. I'm afraid I won't be able to eat it in the future-"

"How could that happen?" Fang Yan said with a smile: "Whenever you want to eat, I will make it for you-"

"What if you and Ye Wenrou got married?"

"Then I'll do it for you secretly." Fang Yan said.

Puff—

Fenghuang narrowed her eyes and smiled, saying, "If other men answered this question, they would brag about how high their status at home. They would say whatever they said, and their wife had no right to speak at all--"

"Only married men dare to do this. Anyway, their wife has been tricked home by them." Fang Yan said with a smile: "If someone who is not married dares to say this, which woman is willing to marry? She must look at the long-term."

Phoenix looked at Fang Yan with gentle eyes and said, "You always think differently from others."

"No. Besides being more handsome than Li Xiaotian and others, I am also similar to them in other aspects - drinking big buckets of wine and eating meat and bragging loudly. You know the nature of men."

"Are they all okay?" Phoenix asked.

"It's okay." Fang Yan said with a smile. "They are all pretty good. Zhu Zidan is in Beihai special training. It is said that the family tradition of "Wanxiang Fist" that has been stagnant has shown signs of breaking through again. If it breaks through again, it will become the second candidate for the younger generation of the Zhu family to enter the "Wanxiang Formation". Li Xiaotian is in Yanjing and is in business with Maple Leaf Club, and his business is booming. Ruan Qian's work is the hardest, and he is following Ye Daoling's side as a confidential secretary. Although this kid keeps complaining, his personality has become much more mature and stable-"

It is natural for friends to meet and talk about each other's friends.

Zhu Zidan, Li Xiaotian, Ruan Qian and others are all friends of Fang Yan and Fenghuang, and they have many common memories. Fang Yan launched an attack on Fenghuang with the help or cover of these friends.

The offensive was fierce, but in the end, the phoenix was taken down by Bai Xiu, the lone hero. This made everyone feel a little sad and disappointed. Later, everyone went to the back mountain together to drink more than ten pounds of knives and eat a pot of ten sides. The ambushed was hugging his head and crying for a while. Then he watched Fang Yan blow the bull that he had been slapped for several hours. The pain in his heart was slightly relieved.

"I haven't seen them for a long time, I really miss them-" Phoenix said with a smile. "If they knew that I was a nun, would they be shocked?"

"An Xiaoxiao--" Fang Yan shouted angrily. He didn't like to hear Phoenix discuss this topic.

"They will definitely be shocked. Especially Ruan Qian, who has the softest personality and likes to cry - if he knew that I was a nun, he might cry."

“No one wants to hear this news—”

"Fang Yan, you said when you were in Lianhua Temple just now that you owe me a confession in person, and I owe you a confession in person - now, can you confess to me again?" Phoenix looked at Fang Yan with anticipation, holding the rabbit's leg tightly with his right hand, for fear that Fang Yan would refuse his rude request.

Fang Yan looked at Fenghuang with a serious face and said, "I like you, I like you for many years - for a long time, I feel that my life cannot be without you. I always like you until I see you being held in Bai Xiu's arms and enjoying the snow in the village - after seeing that scene, I decided not to like you anymore. But when I was thinking about this, I like you for many years."

Phoenix's eyes were filled with tears again, and she cried and said, "I really don't want to refuse--"

Then, she shook her head desperately, threw the ripples in her heart away, and said, "But, I still want to refuse - Fang Yan, I'm sorry. I can't accept you. I couldn't accept you before, and I can't accept you in the future."

Fang Yan smiled bitterly and said, "You are so cruel. You rejected me twice in a moment - I will stop doing such a thing in the future."

Fenghuang was once again amused by Fang Yan, wiped the tears from her eyes, and said, "I will never let you do such a thing again in the future."

She reached out to grab the wine barrel from Fang Yan's hand, then took a big mouthful of it, and said, "When did you start to dislike me? Until you meet Ye Wenrou?"

Fang Yan shook his head and said, "You should know that at that time, I only saw you, and I felt that a hundred Ye Wenrou was not as good as you - I even did stupid things like writing love letters to Ye Wenrou in the name of Bai Xiu. I think that if that happens, you will be my own-"

“What about now?”

"Now, Ye Wenrou has replaced you back then." Fang Yan said frankly without hiding it.

He would not hurt another woman in order to comfort one woman, as that would be unfair to Ye Wenrou.

"Is she good to you?"

"good."

"I know she is very good to you." Fenghuang said with red eyes: "To be honest, I don't care about all the women in Yanziwu, but I was naturally hostile to Ye Wenrou - although you didn't like her at that time, and you always said bad things about her in front of me. But the more you say, the more I worry. I worry that you will fall in love with her, and that she will replace me in your heart."

"So, every time I see you walking with her, I get very angry. Whenever I'm going to pretend to meet you by chance, deliberately showing how intimate we are, and saying things that deliberately make her angry - I know it's stupid and naive to do it, but I can't help but do it like that-"

"Fang Yan, I am not a smart woman, nor am I a sure woman. I am far less clear than Ye Wenrou's many things - I was tied up in a cocoon and was wrapped tightly by one silk mesh after another. I couldn't move, and even breathing felt extremely difficult - I used to think of such questions, it would be great if I could do nothing. I used to like reading romance novels, and the wealthy ladies in it all elope with their beloved person in a decisive manner - I thought at the time, how good it would be if I could do this. But I just couldn't make such a decision-"

"Wait day after day, year after year. When the relationship between the two sides needs to make a choice, when the conflict is about to break out - I did such a stupid thing again - Fang Yan, you don't know how ashamed and ashamed I was when you pulled off the veil from my face. At that time, I really wanted to stab myself to death with a sword - all my choices were wrong choices, and all my steps were on the wrong drum beats. I am the stupidest and cowardly woman in the world."

"An Xiaoxiao——"

"Fang Yan, do you remember the question I asked you on Yijian Peak?"

"Remember." Fang Yan nodded. "You ask me if I know why your name is Phoenix."

"The name of the Phoenix is ​​my own choice—" said Phoenix. "When I was a child, I read a novel about Phoenix. It said that the Phoenix is ​​the messenger of happiness in the world. Every five hundred years, it has to bear all the unhappiness and hatred accumulated in the world, throw itself into a raging fire, and exchange life and beauty for peace and happiness in the world. It can only be reborn with a better body after the body has suffered great pain and tempering."

"Fang Yan, I can't wait for five hundred years, I can't hold on for even five days. I want to burn myself in the raging fire with the unhappiness and hatred that I have been carrying on my body - I want happiness, I want Nirvana rebirth." Phoenix reached out and held Fang Yan's hand and said, "This time, let me follow my inner choices, let me make a decision by myself - I know I was wrong for the first half of my life, let me choose this time by myself -"

Phoenix stood up, and he walked to Fang Yan's face, reached out and gently stroked Fang Yan's hair, and said, "I will burn incense and pray for you in front of the Buddha every day, and bless you with happiness for life."

The Phoenix is ​​gone!

The firewood is strong, the broth is fragrant. Three pounds of strong wine are drunk completely.

Fang Yan held the empty barrel, poured out the last wine, and threw it away.

Bang-

The plastic wine barrel hit the stone and bounced back, landing in the stream and flowing downstream, not knowing where it will eventually be taken.

At first I only believed

Great is love

Finally, I couldn't see clearly

What is strong is fate-

Love is like a song, and hatred is like a song.

Goodbye, An Xiaoxiao!

Goodbye, my first love!
Chapter completed!