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She was already calm, but the arrival of her family made her mood turbulent again.

Master Jinghui was right, because she had resentment and hatred, she couldn't sleep all night. If some problems were not solved, I'm afraid that those messy emotions would make her go crazy.

But how can such a thing be done clearly?

Can that hurt heart and that dark world be restored to its original state?

I returned to the room with a lot of grievance and strong sorrow, but found that there was an extra man in the room where I lived.

The Lotus Temple is not incense, so there are few nuns left here. In addition, there are only seven people including Phoenix, and each of them can have a separate room. If you want, you can have two or even three-

The man knelt on the phoenix and knelt on the statue of Guanyin in the room where she recited scriptures and prayed every day.

His body was straight, making his waist look particularly slender and strong.

With a bee-waisted and ape's back and long hair shawls, even if you can't see your face, you can still make people feel that he is a handsome and passionate handsome man.

He muttered something in his mouth, his voice was fast, but it was blurry. It was difficult for people to tell what he was saying in his mouth.

Focusing on it, it seems that I didn't notice that there was a woman watching behind me.

When Phoenix saw the man's back, his body was stiff and his face was ashamed.

Her body wanted to retreat, but she stood there without moving.

"Aren't you afraid that I will kill you?" the man said with a gentle voice and a hoarse magnetic.

He was just praying to Guanyin Bodhisattva, but in a blink of an eye he asked such a cruel and ruthless question.

He was like a gentleman robber, and also like an elegant pervert.

"Not afraid."

The moment he heard the man's voice, the phoenix suddenly became quiet.

She looked at the man and said, "If you kill me, all the karma will disappear in an instant. The body is liberated and the mind reaches the other side. Although this solution is not perfect, maybe I can truly sleep well at that time."

"Go to the other side?" The man's voice was calm, but the Phoenix could still hear a hint of mockery. "There is no so-called pure land of heaven in this world? Is there a world? If all the monks and great masters are as pure as they promote, why should they enjoy the incense of believers and add golden bodies? That world is even more dirty than in the world, right?"

"You have hatred for this world," said Phoenix.

"Where are you?" the man stood up, turned around and looked at the phoenix wearing a patchwork robe, and said, "How are you doing?"

"Not good." Phoenix shook her head. "I have hatred for myself."

"Well, I can understand your mood at this moment." The man grinned and smiled, but did not make any sound when he smiled. It was shallow and fleeting. "You have two hatreds and two shames. You hate your family and they destroyed your life. You hate yourself and you hate yourself without the courage to change your destiny. You feel guilty about Fang Yan, you love him deeply, since you were very young - but you ended up hurting him. You also feel guilty about me, you don't like me, but you use me all the time. I am reluctant to kill you, but they kill me with this-"

Phoenix's face was pale. This man really understood him. It was much deeper than she thought.

One of her hands was still holding the door frame, and the hand holding the door frame was pinching on the fragile door panel.

"I'm sorry to Fang Yan, and I'm sorry to you-" Fenghuang said. "I don't know if I'm sorry to you or Fang Yan. The more I can't understand this problem, the more I hate my family and the more I hate myself--I have never been able to sleep well since that incident. I regret it to the bone, and the poisonous snake eats the heart."

The man sighed softly and said, "Do you know what I did when I was kneeling in front of Guanyin Bodhisattva just now?"

Phoenix shook his head and said, "I don't know. I heard you say a long time ago that you don't respect gods and Buddhas, and you don't believe in ghosts--"

"Yes. I don't respect gods and Buddhas and don't believe in ghosts. But maybe they really exist in this world?" The man said softly. He looked at the Phoenix's eyes with pity and said, "The An family wants to pick you up, I can understand this kind of thing. Your uncles and uncles are all very respectful people. How could they allow their women to become monks and nuns? I also heard the conversation between you and the old nun. I know you haven't had a good sleep for a long time. Your appearance looks very tired. I knelt in front of the Buddha and recited the "Medicine Master's Lilac Light Tathagata Initiation Mantra" to you, hoping that the Bodhisattva can bless you with no illness, no disaster, and a sweet sleep."

Phoenix's eyes were moist and she said, "Why do you have to do it?"

The man grinned and smiled, saying, "If I were in the novel and movie, a person like me would be the number one bad guy in the world - but bad guys also have feelings. Bad guys will also like a woman, and they start to like her from the first time they see her, day after day, year after year. Even if you know that she likes other men, even if you know that she is just a show--it's still happy."

"Why do you still come out?" Phoenix said in a choked voice. "Everyone thinks you are dead - I also think you are dead -"

"I thought I was dead, too." The man squinted his eyes and smiled, saying, "So I came back alive again. When I opened my eyes, even I was shocked-"

"Bai Xiu, you go. Go far away, don't come back." Phoenix pulled the man's arm and wanted to drive her out, to a place where no one could find him.

"I will leave." Bai Xiu looked at Fenghuang and said, "I'm here to take you away."

Phoenix shook his head and said, "I won't leave. I won't go anywhere. I just live here, with mountains, waters, and Buddhist scriptures--"

"The attitude towards life is too negative." The man said. "You should have a more colorful life. I can give you such a life. Fang Yan doesn't have such courage."

"Bai Xiu——"

The man's figure spread out and cut it on the phoenix's neck with a hand knife.

Phoenix was already weak, and she fainted directly after being hit.

The man picked up the Phoenix's body that was about to fall, looked at her flawless face, and said, "Look, you are also beautiful like this--"

After saying that, he held the phoenix and pushed the door open and wanted to leave.

"Let go." A clear man's voice came over.

The sound was extremely abrupt, but so clear, as if someone was shouting in his ears.

The man's steps stopped and looked at the tall man standing in the corner of the Hechi Pond in front of the yard.

The man sat on a large stone with a small flower in his mouth, and his posture was lazy, as if he had just woken up.

"Baililu-—" the man said in a deep voice. His voice was still calm. Baililu's miraculous appearance did not make him feel so ridiculous. He was a person who died once, so what else could make him feel novel?

"Let go. The Buddha said he wanted to let go." Bai Lilu was still sitting on the big stone, picking the small flowers in his mouth and putting them in his hands to play with it.

"You want to stop me?" Bai Xiu asked with a cold look at Baililu.

"Bai Xiu, you are not dead yet, tsk-" Bai Lilu said, "Bai Xiu was still alive and made him feel very regretful. "You said you died well, why do you want to survive again? Do you know that you are not talking about the morality of the world? Life and death are a very serious matter. You are born and died sometimes. Isn't this a deceptive feeling? After you know that you are dead, we people in Yanziwu don't know how long we have been happy. Now that you are alive again, aren't we happy in vain?"

"Swallowwood--" Bai Xiu smiled coldly and said, "One day, I will make those proud and arrogant people pay the price."

"It's a bit too much to say this. How could you scold yourself like this?" Baililu laughed and said, "The whole Yanziwu knows that before you reveal your human face and beastly heart, the most proud and arrogant guy in Yanziwu is you - of course, we never treat you as a Yanziwu person. You are just a little bastard who is hiding in Yanziwu."

Bai Xiu's murderous intent flashed in his eyes, staring at Baililu and asked, "Is it Fang Yan who asked you to come?"

"What do you think?" Baililu said angrily. "I'm not interested in the girl in your arms. I just happened to go back and do something, drank a few bowls of wine, and then he threw it into this deep mountain temple to wait for the rabbit - I know you're very upset when you see me, but can you understand my mood?"

Bai Xiu was shocked, but his face remained silent, and he asked, "Fang Yan knows I'm still alive?"

"How could he know you're alive? He told me with certainty that he stabbed you to death with one sword. For this, he ran to his father's grave with a large bucket of wine and was drunk-"

"So--"

"You feel very strange in your heart? I also feel very strange. He has killed you, why do you ask me to come and protect this little girl?" Baililu shook his thick head and said, "Although I don't want to admit it, Fang Yan is indeed the smartest guy among our group of people-many times, I don't know what he is thinking. He invited me over and I'll come."

Baililu looked at the phoenix in Bai Xiu's arms and said, "Let her down. You can leave or stay—I don't care."
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