Chapter two hundred and thirteenth really parting
Li Tianyu didn't know that when he made step by step concessions for the girls, some people were worried and sad for him. He was still immersed in the simple happiness of his past, and then happily played with his daughter. But at this moment, Ling'er suddenly put down the toy in her hand and shouted "Mom, Mom".
When Taeyeon reached out and hugged Ling'er in her arms and sat beside Li Tianyu, Li Tianyu raised her head and saw Taeyeon. At that moment, Li Tianyu almost blurted out, "Romang Round, you are back, let's have a meal." However, when the words were about to come, he swallowed it because he suddenly realized that this was no longer a memory.
Taeyeon looked at Li Tianyu and suddenly said, "Oppa, what are you doing today? I really want oppa cooking." Such a simple sentence is better than a thousand words. In the last life, Li Tianyu and Taeyeon's life was so simple that others could not imagine, so that since Li Tianyu and Taeyeon lived together, Taeyeon's conversations with each other never changed every day.
When such a conversation appeared again in the conversation between the two people, when he saw Taeyeon holding Ling'er again, he looked like he was missing her, Li Tianyu really seemed to be in a dream. Unfortunately, Taeyeon's clothes and the cakes on her body made Li Tianyu know that the conversation had been changed a long time ago. "Why are you here? Don't you relax while you are today?" Li Tianyu said with a smile.
Looking at Li Tianyu's appearance, Taeyeon did not answer, but sat next to Li Tianyu and leaned against Li Tianyu's body, then stretched out her legs and put Ling'er on the legs of the two people. Ling'er immediately crawled around on the legs of the two people, pinching the toes of the two people from time to time. "Oppa. Is it like I'm back in the past?" Taeyeon asked softly.
Li Tianyu, who was also in deep thought again, smiled and said, "It's a pity that this place is not a balcony, we live in that home, and you haven't sang "honey" for me for a long time."
"Oppa, do you want to go back to the past?" Taeyeon's words seemed to be heard into Li Tianyu's ears. But such a sentence made Li Tianyu tremble all over.
Li Tianyu turned around and looked at Taeyeon leaning against him, but he saw Taeyeon with his eyes closed. This kind of Taeyeon made Li Tianyu even more confirm Li Tianyu’s idea. In fact, Li Tianyu and Taeyeon really want to think about it very much. They are both gentle on the outside and strong on the inside. In Li Tianyu’s memory, she has never seen Taeyeon discuss something with him with her eyes closed.
Because although Taeyeon is delicate, she never escapes anything. No matter how difficult that thing is, no matter how slim the hope in front is, Taeyeon will always come forward firmly. When Taeyeon closed her eyes, it means that Taeyeon had completely given up and was completely disappointed. Now the only person who can make Taeyeon like this is Li Tianyu, looking at the girls playing in the distance.
"No, actually I feel that it's pretty good now. We have a healthy Ling'er, we can live happily together every day. I have become an artist like you, and our lives are richer. Xika and the others don't have to be single for us. I am very satisfied with my current life and can live my current life. I am really satisfied," Li Tianyu said casually.
"Oppa, do you know that when you try your best to force yourself to prevent me from being sad, that is the time when I am the saddest time?" Taeyeon said softly, "Oppa, I know you are afraid that I will not be able to face my sisters, afraid that I will hurt our relationship. You have been making concessions. But oppa, if you have to let me choose one between you and your sisters, I will choose oppa you without hesitation."
"And I was wrong from the beginning. From the beginning, I asked Oppa to date my sisters, right? But I didn't expect that although people are still the same, the love is gone. Now, it is actually just like Oppa you think. If you choose to leave your sisters, then I will be sad, and even have a crack in the relationship with my sisters. But let me watch Oppa that keeps forcing myself every day, I am also sad."
"Oppa, I really want to know what Oppa is thinking. Can Oppa tell me OK?" Taeyeon opened her eyes and looked at Li Tianyu.
Li Tianyu knew that Taeyeon had made up her mind, "I don't know why things turned out like this." Li Tianyu finally revealed his thoughts. "I have fallen in love with Xika and the others since I was reborn. After you let me pursue Xika and the others. Although I refused, I was very happy in my heart, because I have treated them as my women since a long time ago."
"It was obviously good at the beginning. Although Xika and I experienced some things, we got together, right? We lived happily after we got together, right? But why can't we be with them? I clearly remember that in my last life, Pani would chat with me when I was worried, Sunny would buy me a lot of delicious food, Yoona and Sooyoung would learn cooking with me, Yuri and Hyoyeon would invite me to do exercise together, Xika would seduce and lure me, and Xiaoxian would always be with me quietly."
"Every one of them is so worth cherishing. I thought at that time that if I could, I would be willing to repay them with my lifelong love. Now God has given me this opportunity, but why did they become like this? It is no longer them comforting me, but I keep comforting them. They never do anything with me. Whenever I call me, I am either hungry, or I ask me to do this and that."
"Taeyeon, are you really retribution? I owe them in my previous life, and I will give them all bit by bit in this life." Li Tianyu slowly buried his head in the middle of his arms. "But I am really tired like this, I really don't know if I can persist. I have always lived alone. Even if I enter the underground dynasty, as long as you have the ability, don't worry about anyone's feelings, don't look at anyone's face, becoming stronger is the only purpose, and that kind of life is so simple."
"But now facing them, I can't kill them or let them disappear from my world if they don't like them. I never thought that pleasing people would be such a difficult thing, even ten times more difficult than creating a life and death gate. Sorry Taeyeon, I really don't want to tell you this, but I'm really scared, I'm afraid that I will not be able to persevere one day."
Taeyeon looked at the pain in Li Tianyu and was also thinking about why they were all their sisters, and the changes from the previous life would be so great. The reason why girls in the previous life fell in love with Li Tianyu was because they saw Li Tianyu's kindness to Taeyeon. They witnessed Li Tianyu's lifestyle with their own eyes. When they decided to be with Li Tianyu, it meant that they were willing to live that kind of ordinary life with Li Tianyu.
But in this life, Li Tianyu took the initiative to pursue them, and Li Tianyu's blind compromise made the girls psychologically think that they were in an active position from the very beginning. In addition, the girls had never seen Li Tianyu's lifestyle, so naturally everyone yearned for their ideal lifestyle, so there was such a change.
Although he didn't understand this truth, Taeyeon, who had made a decision, said firmly, "Oppa, let go of them, just as you said, the girls you love, or the girls you deserve to love are not them, but the girls who silently contributed for you in the previous life. Oppa, even for the sake of atonement, I think it's enough. Our lives do not exist for atonement, right?"
"Romang, you, do you really want me to let go?" Li Tianyu suddenly raised his head and looked at Taeyeon.
"Oppa, look at them. Are they really the people you love?" Taeyeon said.
Li Tianyu listened to Taeyeon's words and looked at the group of girls who were joking and fighting in the distance. Pani, who was silently listening to her talk on the balcony, Sunny, who forced herself to wear the clothes she just bought in the bedroom, Yoona and Sooyoung, who criticized each other with a garlic in the kitchen, Yuri and Hyoyeon, who looked at their fitness with admiration in the gym. When washing clothes, they threw their underwear at Shika who was washing themselves. In the musical instrument room, they quietly looked at Seo Hyun who was playing the piano.
As the figures and pictures floated past their eyes, Li Tianyu was stunned. After a while, he slowly shook his head and said in a hoarse voice, "No, no, they are not them, Ruan Ruo, I think, I want to move."
Just as Li Tianyu said these words, Taeyeon was relaxed, as if she had tried all her strength. “Oppa, no matter what decision you make, I will support you.” Then Taeyeon seemed to think of something and said, “Oppa, maybe your vision should not be just on them, right? There is another person in their hearts, right?”
It seemed like I felt something. Just as Taeyeon finished her last sentence, Li Tianyu suddenly looked into a dim corner on the other side. There, Lee Hyori was holding a drink and looking at this side from time to time. The worries and heartache in her eyes were so obvious. "It turns out that when they ignored me, I also ignored another person who loved me."
Looking at Lee Hyo-ri and Lee Tianyu slowly laughed, and this smile made Lee Hyo-ri cry instantly fall. She knew that he already knew his love, and that was enough for her. Just as Lee Hyo-ri said herself, she would not ask Lee Tianyu to spoil her so much. As long as Lee Tianyu still remembers that there is a woman behind him who is silently giving for him, that is enough.
Now, Lee Hyo-ri knew that Lee Tianyu had already known his heart. (The biggest pit in the second volume has been dug, and next is the storylines of the individual girls. Of course, there will be other characters in the middle, so please look forward to it).
Chapter completed!