"Bang!" Li Tianyu slapped himself hard. Because he knew that only by doing this and Pani who felt sorry for him would be willing to come out of the quilt. Although this forced Pani, Li Tianyu had no choice but to do so.

He is a person who is not good at speaking. At this time, he doesn't know what he should say to comfort Pani and relieve Pani from this sadness. Even if you tell him that you have a way to make Pani happy again, but if he needs to kill two of his own, he will immediately kill four of his own without hesitation.

But Li Tianyu knew that using this self-harm method would make Pani come out, but it would make Pani even more sad. In fact, he hoped that the slap was made by Pani, at least for Pani to be a little happier. Unfortunately, Pani, who loves him deeply, will never do such a thing.

But seeing Pani's sadness because of his own fault, Li Tianyu had to force Pani out in this way, because compared to making Pani even more sad now, Li Tianyu was unwilling to leave a permanent shadow in Pani's heart. As a boyfriend, he needed to force his girlfriend in this way, and Li Tianyu really felt his failure.

Seeing Li Tianyu suddenly slapped himself, Xu Xian on the side immediately shouted "Ah". Xu Xian has always witnessed all the love process between Li Tianyu and Ou Ni, from Li Tianyu's mouth at the beginning to Li Tianyu solving problems again and again for the girls, from knowing that Li Tianyu wanted all his anger, to Li Tianyu's shock to show his ambition to death.

In just one year, the emotional ups and downs between the Oni and Tianyu Oppa made Xu Xian feel and move countless times. Xu Xian doesn't like boys crying at any time, and even about the fact that boys can die for girls. Even if they do it, Xu Xian will not be moved and crying, or even disgusted.

Because in Xu Xian's opinion, boys must have the responsibility of boys, and they cry at any time, or death to force or threaten girls. This is definitely not a sign of love. However, every time Li Tianyu cries, that suicide always touches and moves Xu Xian.

Because Li Tianyu's crying was not forced by life, nor was it to retain feelings. Or to keep his lover like this, every time Li Tianyu cried, he was simply sad and wanted to cry.

The first time I saw Tianyu Oppa crying was when he and others showed that he wanted everyone. Sunny Ou Ni, including his own discomfort, made Oppa cry. At that time, Oppa cried not to make himself soft-hearted, not to keep himself and the Ou Ni, because Oppa was sad. Because Oppa saw Sunny Ou Ni's sadness, Pani Ou Ni's despair, and other Ou Ni's cold eyes.

Xu Xian can't forget the eyes of Oppa, those eyes full of sadness, but they are just filled with sadness. Then Oppa committed suicide, and Xu Xian still saw that Li Tianyu was not escaping. He was not forcing the girls, just because he felt that he had hurt the girls, just to tell himself that although he was a little greedy, he really loved you. Such a simple reason.

Xu Xian doesn't know what it is like to be in love, but he gives his life. It's not because of the momentary aura, it's not because of the sadness of the other party abandonment, it's not to force the other party to return to his side, it's just to let the other party know that he loves them, and for love, he is willing to use his life to prove that such love is recognized by Xu Xian.

Then when she was Xiu Ying and Oni, she heard Taeyeon crying again. Although she didn't see it, it was strange that Seo Hyun could feel the woman she loved leaving and lying on the cold floor, her empty eyes unconsciously shed tears. It was a kind of tears called despair.

That feeling shocked Xu Xian again. The most awe-inspiring thing is to die of heart. Because of that feeling, Xu Xian felt that at that moment, Oppa's heart died, as if the whole world had collapsed. That kind of despair and that kind of devotion to love made Xu Xian unable to disagree with Tianyu Oppa's feelings.

But there is one thing that Xu Xian doesn't understand. She doesn't understand why Tianyu Oppa can do this for herself and for the Onis. Xu Xian has also been to the underground dynasty, where there are more beautiful women than her, and it is definitely within reach of Oppa, but why is Oppa so good to her?

Xu Xian knew clearly that among all the Ou Ni, even himself, no one except Taeyeon Ou Ni, paid one tenth of the Ou Ni. So for Li Tianyu's breakup this time, Xu Xian understood Li Tianyu's behavior from the very beginning.

That's right, Xu Xian actually understood Li Tianyu's behavior from the beginning. Even Yoona and Xika resolved this incident with Li Tianyu before slowly understanding Li Tianyu's so-called disagreement in character, but Xu Xian understood it from the beginning.

This is because Xu Xian and Li Tianyu have always played the role of taking care of their sisters, and Xu Xian himself, like Li Tianyu, has a personality that likes quietness. So Xu Xian can fully feel the concessions Li Tianyu made for the Ou Ni. So Xu Xian did not complain about the breakup proposed by Li Tianyu, and even felt that Ou Ni was too much.

However, it was not long before Li Tianyu returned to the lives of girls again. Li Tianyu was so tired here, but he was still willing to accept it. Although Xu Xian didn't know why, she could imagine that this was probably the love that Oppa often talked about the most.

Just now, Li Tianyu slapped himself again. This time it was different from before, because this time Xu Xian could clearly feel that Li Tianyu was using this method to force Panioni to come out and talk to him.

Although he knew it was purposeful, Xu Xian still had no choice but to blame Li Tianyu, because from Li Tianyu's eyes, Xu Xian saw that Li Tianyu was unwilling to slap this. Xu Xian believed that if there were any other methods, Li Tianyu would not use this method to talk to Pani. When slapping this time, Xu Xian saw the pain in Li Tianyu's eyes.

It does not come from the pain of the body, but from the inner shame and sadness of the behavior of force oneself to force one's lover in such a nearly despicable way, and helpless self-blame.

It is hard for Li Tianyu to imagine that the one who knows him best is not the delicate Pani, but a girl like Xu Xian who has always been called an angel by him. But perhaps it is precisely because of Xu Xian's angel-like personality that makes her understand all this about Li Tianyu. After all, only angels will consider everything from the other party's perspective and understand that person without any prejudice.

But after understanding that person, it also means completely putting that person in his heart. Xu Xian didn't realize what love is and what love is. When one day she suddenly realized that this is love, she would find that she had been in love for a long time ago.

"Pa" slap again and slapped Li Tianyu in the face, and the pain in Li Tianyu's eyes became more complicated. Xu Xian's eyes looked at Li Tianyu were even more complicated.

"Oppa, don't." As Li Tianyu and Xu Xian thought, Pani couldn't listen to the hurt her lover to him so calmly, because although the slap hit Li Tianyu in the face, her heart would also hurt, because that was her favorite man.

Pani came out of the quilt and saw the deep finger marks on Li Tianyu's face. Her tears fell again. She stroked Li Tianyu's cheek with her hand, "oppa, why are you so stupid? Me, I, oppa." Pani hugged Li Tianyu and lay in Li Tianyu's arms and cried.

"Mei-ying is sorry, sorry." Li Tianyu didn't know whether he was apologizing for Pani's forced efforts just now or for his forced efforts to Pani, or both. In short, he hugged Pani while whispering, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

"Oppa, I don't blame you." Xu Xian was actually even more sad when he understood Li Tianyu's behavior. How could Pani, who knew Li Tianyu's heart best, not understand?

"I, I'm not a good boyfriend. Sure enough, I'm not a man who can give you happiness. Sorry Pani, I really don't want to do this, but now it's summer, and covering yourself in the quilt will make you uncomfortable. I don't know how to comfort you. I know you're sad, I know you're uncomfortable, but I don't know what to do. I'm really a failure, me," Li Tianyu murmured to himself.

Every word and every word of Li Tianyu was deeply imprinted in Pani's heart. From each word and every word, Pani could feel that Li Tianyu loved him and blamed him for himself. "I am a sensitive person, and this is always in my heart, but why did I forget that Oppa is even more sensitive person?"

"Even though I know that I don't care about oppa like this, oppa will definitely blame myself. Oppa will not comfort people, I will definitely feel sad and feel more incompetent. Oppa is such a sensitive person. Why do I forget this, or why I never remember this? Oppa has always remembered that I am sensitive and does not force myself, but why do I squander the love of oppa so much."

Listening to Li Tianyu's self-blame words, Pani's heart was completely replaced by another self-blame. As for the previous things, it was no longer important at this moment. Compared with Oppa's love, what is the shame of his own?

I figured out this and Pani looked at Li Tianyu who was watching him and kissed Li Tianyu's lips. "Oppa, I finally knew that Oppa would break up with us because we all squandered Oppa's love too freely. Oppa, you are the greatest happiness in my life, you are my most perfect husband."
Chapter completed!