Chapter 85: The owner of the flower shop and the young monster(2/3)
After entering the ancestral hall, except for the meager sunlight, there was only a touch of black left inside.
The smell of moldy wood came from the air, but it was not serious. Yu Xing shrugged his nose and smelled a faint smell of wax again.
He can actually see everything in the darkness clearly, because the darkness here is truly derived from the darkness brought by light and shadow, without any supernatural powers.
But he still walked to the place with the strongest wax smell, pretending to reach out and fumble to touch the candlestick on the table, and then touched it again, and successfully picked up the matchbox next to the candlestick.
I don’t know how many years this box of matches has been here, and the wood in the house has become moldy, so I guess the matches have been unable to use them for a long time.
——For normal people.
Yu Xing pulled out one from the matchbox, slid it to the side of the box, and let out a "puff".
The beating bright yellow light gathered on the tiny firewood in his hand.
He used a match to light the candlesticks, and he did the same thing. Soon, the dark room lit up little by little.
Yu Xing suddenly felt that he was doing this a little familiar with it, as if he had done exactly the same thing in a small ancestral hall outside Guancun.
This is also a habit. When entering a building like a ancestral hall, he is always used to making the space look bright, otherwise it would be like being wrapped in the cold feeling emitted from the ancestral hall.
Perhaps because he suddenly entered the normal space from the cold space, his body was unintentionally relaxed, and his brain felt a sense of security. Therefore, Yu Xing's eyes fell on the candlelight in front of him and he actually left his mind.
He remembered something that happened a long time ago.
There was a time when he was very afraid of the feeling of sitting alone in the dark, but there seemed to be many people watching him around him.
That happened when he experienced a fire from an actor, a lab escape, a circle of things, and a few years later when he returned to his hometown.
Many of his own things were burned down, and all the valuable things that remained were taken away by the museums in the city.
There is nothing I can do about this. The whole family has no living except him, and he is missing again. Basically, the whole house has become a homeless thing.
Mr. Yu's best old friend, who restrained his corpse for the tragic death of his family, placed the ashes in a property under the old friend's name, and even erected a tablet.
Yu Xing didn't have the courage to visit the old things in his home in the museum, but quietly went to see the ashes of his family with an unknown mood.
In order not to be discovered, he went there at night. His inhuman agility made his infiltration extremely easy. He quickly stood in the room that left the ashes, tablets, and incense burners in the house.
That old friend was a classmate of Mr. Yu when he was a teenager and he had taken good care of him in the business world. The two of them were indeed one of the few and rare true friends.
The room was directly decorated as a small ancestral hall, and he never treated anyone in the urn for no reason.
At that time, Yu Xing's night vision ability was not outstanding. The influence of the actor on his transformation was mainly his brain, thinking and body strength. Although the five senses were strengthened, night vision was not the direction of change.
So Yu Xing stood in the room and could only see the general outlines of the urns and spirit cards. I don’t know who came to worship before. There was still a little tail left in the three incense burners, and the small light spots flickered and dark.
He stared at the tablet for a while and sat down again without any sleepiness. So he opened his eyes and stared at the tablet until the incense burned out and turned into ashes.
There was no last light in the darkness.
He and these family members who are separated from each other by yin and yang have not seen each other for several years.
It's so funny. The actor came to him, all his family members were dead, and he was still alive.
He was alive, but he was not the one who collected the body for his family, but an outsider who had no blood relationship.
What's the use of him?
Yu Xing in the dark began to feel that the surroundings were slowly getting colder. He also had to suppress the pain of slowly collapse from inside his body and prevent himself from killing people because of this pain.
The more this happens, the more he can feel the difference between himself and the past.
Can't go back anymore.
The most terrifying thing is that just a few years have passed, and his mind is clearly printed with the sad, angry and desperate feeling when the actor was grabbed by the hair and watched the firelights all over the sky, but he can no longer remember the little happiness he had when he was with his family.
The shadow of the family is slowly fading away, but the hatred is gradually becoming clearer.
Yu Xing knew that he would become a very bad monster.
It is because of him that his family dies so miserably, but he is shameless and wants to forget their relationship.
There were ashes in front of him and spirit cards, but there seemed to be a few invisible people behind him, staring at his back and his back with resentful eyes.
Those shadows would point fingers at him, spit on him wildly, and even let him get out in anger and don't defile it.
There seemed to be countless pairs of eyes in the darkness, and the eyes stared at him with various emotions, some were angry, some were calm, some were disappointed, and some were ridiculed.
Gradually, there seemed to be many whispers in Yu Xing's ears. He could not hear anything clearly. He only felt that the darkness was terrifying, more terrifying than any night he had spent alone.
Yu Xing was shocked by his own hallucination and sweated coldly. He stood up in a panic and escaped from the small ancestral hall almost in a panic. He never came again.
After leaving, he did not leave for the time being, but wandered around the city.
Speaking of which, it was at this time that he and Hua Subai first met - although it seems that this is his first one-sided first now.
Therefore, when recalling the incident of the ancestral hall, he inevitably thought of Hua Subai.
Yu Xing still remembered that he was a very autistic and gloomy personality at that time, with thorns all over his body, often falling into self-doubt, self-sentence, and instinctive resistance to humans.
Because all kinds of violent thinking in my mind cannot suppress it at all, the monster's frenzy and human rationality are constantly tugging, and he is not only fierce to others, but also to himself.
This chapter is not over, please click on the next page to continue reading! Hua Subai was the only "passerby" who dared to approach him at that time. At first, he didn't take this person seriously, but who knew that the other party always appeared in front of him and could only get his cold face every time.
But Hua Subai seemed to be very idle. No matter how many times he was attacked by him, he still smiled very gently next time he came to see him, as if he had infinite tolerance.
Even if he is alone and doesn't care about the people and things around him, being met by the same person every day still makes Yu Xing have an impression of Hua Subai. He is very alert and guessed that Hua Subai did it on purpose and has no good face.
Especially, he really hated such a guy who usually had a smile on his face but didn't know what he was thinking about. Such a difference in appearance would only remind him of actors. Every time he thought of it, the hatred would add a point.
This is the case for a day or two, and a week or two. By the third month, Yu Xing still did not feel malice from Hua Subai, who continued to meet him by chance. Moreover, the other party seemed to be really idle. He was very well-educated in his behavior and conversation, but when he was pestering him, he was really even more silly than the little rascal on the street.
He remembered Hua Subai smiling and said, "It would be a pity to meet someone as unique as you. If you don't make friends or know more about it, just let it go."
"Do you want to know me?" After so long, the entanglement still worked. Yu Xing couldn't help it and took his words for the first time.
Hua Subai nodded gently and gently: "Yes, in the vast crowd, I noticed you at a glance, and felt that you were in line with my eyes and the strange temperament in you... made me feel very curious."
Then he was scolded by Yu Xing.
Yu Xing scolded him very dirty, mainly because he was full and had a trick on his mind. He had to disturb his quiet life every day. If he was really idle and had nothing to do, he would kill himself.
Hua Subai was not angry at all. He looked at Yu Xing with the gaze of an immature child from his elder brother, and said gently: "But I don't think you like this kind of tranquility. That's what your eyes say."
It was this sentence that made Yu Xing, who was still in an extremely unstable state, agree that Hua Subai would chatter beside him.
Who knows that I feel that I am no longer a human being, and I am used to being alone, but occasionally I will look at the desperate little monsters who are stunned by the people on the road. After abandoning all my doubts because of a person's words, I will willingly accept the other party's kindness.
It was like being wronged and carrying the person who didn't cry in the accusations and abuses of others. He was suddenly comforted and couldn't stop his tears.
The darkness of the whole world can be resisted by a cold and hard heart, but that little bit of ordinary light can penetrate the defense line.
For some time afterwards, Yu Xing restrained his temper and the tyrannical feeling that made him dizzy. No matter how cold he spoke, he did not really hurt Hua Subai.
He learned from time to time that Hua Subai was the owner of a flower shop in the city. However, because of the boss's random operation, the opening time of the flower shop was also very casual.
No wonder there is so much time to come to him.
However, after a while, Yu Xing still couldn't wait for Hua Subai to quarrel with him. He felt that sometimes his temper was so bad that it was hard to bear it, but Hua Subai endured it all.
Yu Xing said, "What game are you playing to influence the dark people? I feel that with your gentleness and patience, can I feel warmth and become a cheerful person?"
He really puts a gun and a stick in every sentence: "Are you just like this feeling of being regarded as an exception, people who don't dare to approach, people who dare or others are afraid of, but you can touch your hands and feet. This special thing can satisfy your vanity."
"Or, if you have masochism, you will feel very happy if you are scolded by me?"
If someone else was insulted by him like this, even if he had a very good impression of his face, he would have to leave in anger.
But Hua Subai is still smiling, and she is holding a bag of scallion pancakes that she just bought for Yu Xing... but was rejected.
Yu Xing: "If this is not the case, I really can't think of any reason you have to come and be friends with me."
He was just very scared, the more he was, the more ruthless he spoke.
A monster like him is not even considered a human, so how dare he ask for "friends"?
He was afraid that when he was really used to Hua Subai, he treated Hua Subai as a life-saving driftwood and refused to let go, but the other party suddenly left him.
I was also afraid that Hua Subai would treat him sincerely, but he hurt this person and lost his life. In the end, he was very conscientious and couldn't even remember Hua Subai's name.
Rather than doing this, it’s better not to have hope from the beginning.
It is precisely because of Yu Xing's uneasiness that he would not be willing to let go of the only warmth that Hua Subai brought to him, but also thought of scolding people as soon as possible so as to avoid any more accidents in the future.
Hua Subai smiled, "How do you know it's not?"
Yu Xing didn't understand why, so he looked at him with a tense face.
"You have expressed so many possibilities and denied them all without giving me a chance to answer. How can you know? I'm not what you said?"
"What if I am the Virgin who delusionally influences you? Or a vanity who wants to get satisfaction in you? No matter what... I am masochistic? Oh, you look so good at scolding, I feel so happy."
All the words that came out of your mouth, and were repeated by Hua Subai. Yu Xing was the person who felt offended by Hua Subai: "Stop talking, shut up, don't let these words dirty yourself."
Hua Subai smiled deeply and gave Yu Xing a few seconds to reflect what he had just said.
"You have the answer in your heart. You know that I am not such a person, but you still want to arouse me."
"What makes you so insecure? If you want to tell me now that you are a monster and have flaws, you will hurt the people around you. If you are friends with you, you don't deserve such friendship..."
These are all things Yu Xingling said in scattered manner.
This chapter is not over, please click on the next page to continue reading! Hua Subai took out the scallion pancake and hit Yu Xing's mouth: "Then I'm going to say the same thing as you - stop saying it, don't let these words dirty yourself."
To be continued...