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Looking at Luna who was immersed in happiness, I was speechless for a long time. I felt happy for her, but also felt an indescribable sadness. For some reason, I had something in my mind that I don't know if it was enlightenment.

Maybe...maybe...probably, Lady Luna's time...For Moon Goddess, her time has always been stuck in that year, in that laurel tree, in the eyes of that young man, no matter at this time or with me

Reunited, met the girls, showed the forgotten smile again, and finally understood the concept of happiness... No matter how colorful she spent this time, her time, her people, and her heart are still eternal.

It was fixed at that moment and never changed.

Yes, although the young man at that time was me, and I was the young man at that time, I just experienced one or several reincarnations, but to the moon god, we may be different, and this difference is not caused by

Because people have changed, it's not that the soul has been dyed with other colors, it's just because she misses the boy at that time, not me at this moment.

She does not belong to me now, but to the young man back then. This faint realization made me feel so distressed that I couldn’t even laugh or cry.

But, but...

Regardless of this bitterness, there is always an uncontrollable impulse in my heart, telling me, no, maybe Luna did not tell the truth, or in other words, she did not finish telling the truth, and this is not the only reason.

This impulse came for no reason, it might just be a subtle sixth sense, or it might even be an inexplicable realization that came to me as a [young boy at that time].

I want to know, I really want to know, what you really thought when you were left alone at that time.

Under the laurel tree, I suddenly stood up, raised my head, and used all my will to stare at Lord Luna. This time, I will never give up halfway, and I will never leave you behind!

"I wonder, there must be other reasons, right."

Even though he was being watched like this, Lord Luna's expression remained soft and calm, without revealing any flaws.

"Why... do you think so?"

"There is no reason, I just feel that way. There must be other reasons. I just think so. Isn't it okay?"

"You are still the same as before, clumsy and cute, but occasionally very sharp."

"Does that mean I guessed it right?" My eyes lit up. Sure enough, it was indeed the case. I wanted to know even more. Maybe if I knew the true intentions of the Moon God, I could save everything and save the Lord Moon God from that time.

, from the eyes of that young man, he was really drawn to himself.

"Although I have planned to lie to you, but after looking at your eyes, I know that I won't give up so easily. I really have no choice." Yue Shen smiled softly and sighed softly.

"Because Lord Moon Goddess is a gentle god." I nodded vigorously. Even if it was deception, it would be difficult to do it, just like Willas.

"Gentle...no, that's not right...I just..." Closing her eyes, Yue Shen didn't say anything for some reason. When she opened her eyes again, her gaze was fixed.

"Although you have guessed it, I don't intend to say it out loud."

"Why?" I asked out loud, why don't you want to tell me your purpose and your wish at this time?

"Because..." He tilted his head and thought for a moment, and the moon god once again showed his intoxicating and holy smile.

"Because, you will cry."

"Just... just for this reason?" I was dumbfounded. I never expected it to be this kind of reason, and the moon god had a serious expression on his face and did not mean to lie to me about this kind of thing.

"Yes, I'm afraid of seeing others cry, and I'm even more afraid of seeing others in trouble, especially you, so I don't want to. This is the reason."

"I do not mind."

"But I care."

"What if I have to know?" I stared at Luna. This was the last chance. I absolutely couldn't let it go, even if I tried every means to embarrass Luna.

"If that's the case..." Luna sighed slightly, looking like she couldn't do anything to me, but she finally relented.

"Then, it's up to you to get the answer yourself, but you will definitely regret it, you will."

She showed an extremely sure warning look. Knowing that Lord Luna would not lie, I was shaken for a moment, but then became firm again.

"Although I don't know what I will regret, but I only know now that if I choose to remain ignorant and let Master Luna suffer silently, I will regret it even more."

Raising my head again, I cast an even more determined gaze on Moon Goddess and told her my determination.

"Really?" Facing me like this, Luna just sighed and closed her beautiful eyes, as if she couldn't bear it, seemed shaken, and stopped talking. The dreamlike figure slowly fell down from the treetops and stood there.

In front of me, she stretched out her delicate and delicate jade hands that even all the beautiful words in the world could not describe.

The answer was right in front of me. I took a deep breath. Even in the soul world, I couldn't restrain my trembling. I handed over my hand, held the little hand, and closed my eyes with Luna, as if

It went back to the moment when I just met her... no, it was the reunion, and she replayed that memory to me.

Then, of course, the memory fragments transmitted from the Moon God appeared in my mind again, passing by quickly like a horse. Even so, these fragments were like the endless sky and ocean, and the huge whirlpool formed would be just one.

Ye Bianzhou breathed it in himself.

These memories are actually too huge. In the whirlpool, I only had time to follow those similar shots and take a quick look, but I missed a lot.

However, I am not worried. These memories are still from when Lord Luna was an ordinary angel, and later during the War of Original Sin. They are not things that I should care about now.

I don’t know how long the memory fragments passed by, maybe a few minutes, maybe several years. Gradually, I felt a cold and helpless feeling, as if I was trapped in a dark and boundless world, always in the darkness, walking in different ways, or

Sit down, or sleep, but no matter what you do, when you come back to your senses and look around again, it is still pitch black and never-ending.

I know that this is not my own feeling, but the numbness that gradually developed after countless years after Lord Moon became a god. Inadvertently, these memory fragments were conveyed to me, maybe only one percent, one thousand percent.

There are so many of them, but they have already made me feel like I have fallen into an ice cellar, as if all the emotions and memories have been frozen, and everything has become black and white.

It was just a trace of soul induction, so what kind of terrible years of torture did Moon God endure at that time? I can't imagine it, I can't bear to imagine it.

Finally, the memory whirlpool that became cruel and black and white suddenly slowed down and came to a place I was familiar with, and gradually a trace of color appeared.

This was the time when I, as a young man, met the moon god. Compared to the long and cruel years of the moon god, it is not enough to describe, but it is the time when the memory is the most vivid.

Savoring and remembering this memory again, it finally came to an end. With unrealistic dreams in my heart, I finally chose to leave, and after making an agreement with the moon god, I went to pursue my dreams. It wasn’t until I relived this moment that I finally confirmed

.

Chasing dreams is a reason, but compared to pursuing dreams, the reason to escape is probably more important.

Yes, at that time, I, that young man, chose to escape, just like a clumsy boy who was good for nothing and met the noble princess who had all the advantages in the world, even a knight who was extremely lustful and could only do things.

In the novel, a scene that I dare not write like this happened to me.

Isn't it natural for such a worthless self to face the inexplicable favor of such an outstanding princess, not to feel inferior to you Xingyu, but to feel inferior and have the idea of ​​​​escape? I can understand it at this moment, but I can't forgive it.

Such a self.

With a self-deprecating smile, after reading this slowed-down passage, which represented the Moon God's most precious memory, the vortex of memory accelerated again, and was accompanied by long stretches of darkness. This was the long sleep that the Lord God fell into.

It wasn't until the invasion of hell, when Luna chose to sacrifice everything for that small agreement, that the speed of the memory vortex slowed down a little, but only a little, and it was incomparable to the previous period. As Luna said, she

I didn't regard my sacrifice as too noble and great, it was just the fulfillment of a small agreement.

There was another long period of dark sleep. When the picture appeared again, it was already the moment when Aiwa'er and I appeared. Then there was an extremely familiar scene. The body of the Holy Moon Wolf was [kidnapped]. Vilas, Sha

La, Linya, Artoria, Tia... and other girls appeared in the memory fragments one by one. Since the departure of [Youth], Lord Luna's memory has become black and white and cold again. With the appearance of these girls

, once again dyed in vivid colors.

Reliving this heartwarming scene, I know that the answer is very close to me.

Finally, the scene paused and settled on the words of Luna's farewell.

"Hey, I'm satisfied."

Just a few words, but the emotions contained in them were like a tsunami. In an instant, the picture broke into countless fragments and poured into the palm of my bystander. The clear and holy voice of the moon god, full of emotion, followed in my mind.

echoed quietly.

Ah, it's really great...

Already, in fact, I have already been satisfied...

I can see with my own eyes that so many people care about you...

That lonely boy no longer has to worry about being lonely...

Seeing you now, living so well and so happily...

I'm very, very...

Satisfied……

Holding these precious memory fragments in my arms, I could no longer hold back. Tears from my soul burst out of my eyes.

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To be continued...