1715 Chapter 1715 Crazy, don't think about leaving me(1/2)
"If my child cannot be preserved, everyone in Yangzhou will be buried with him!"
This sentence was like the sharpest steel knife, piercing into my chest, making me unable to breathe. I was trembling in the wind and rain, looking at the fearful and desperate faces below, I felt like I was in an ice cellar, and even the blood in my body was condensed into ice.?
Tears and cold rain mixed together, and fell down my face drop by drop.
I trembled, "You, you want-"
"Didn't you always want to save the lives of people from Yangzhou?" He looked down with a expressionless face, his voice hoarse: "Now, I can give you this opportunity."
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"Save our children and give birth to our children."
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"People from Yangzhou can live."
My body trembled violently, as if it would fall from the window the next moment, but his hand tightly held my waist without any relaxation. The hand holding my chin squeezed my face slightly and turned my face to him, and he also looked at me: "I want this child!"
More tears came in a state of uncontrollability and immediately flowed to his hands, wetting his fingers. I cried silently, trembling all over, unable to say a word.
He looked at me for a long time and finally said, "I know, you can't bear to die."
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This time, I cried out.
But the wind and rain immediately swallowed up the sad cry. No one heard my cry, and no one knew that in this city and this window, a woman made the most helpless choice.
I never knew that the cruelty of life is not only death, but even survival.
Seeing that I was crying hard, he finally let go of his hand that was holding my chin, and the tears that dripped into his palm were flooding. He held my back neck and gently pressed my head on his shoulders. Tears surged out and immediately soaked his clothes. A hot heat that appeared in the cold made him twitch slightly, but he said nothing, but just hugged me tighter into his arms.
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How did he take me downstairs? I have no memory.
In the more intense the wind and rain, I gradually lost consciousness and only vaguely remembered the strong smell of medicine in my nose. He took me to a hot room, took off my wet clothes, and trembled slightly when my cold skin touched his warm body.
Then, when he held me into a place full of hot water, I fell completely asleep.
Although they quickly found the doctor, they were wet in the rain, frightened, and almost miscarriage. All of this was enough to knock down anyone on the same day. I was sick and had a high fever. When the person was lying in the bed, he looked like a piece of red charcoal.
Several doctors knelt in front of the bed and said tremblingly: "In this case of Madam, the fetus is really not easy to protect."
After saying this, someone was dragged out. He could still hear his crying and mercy from afar, but once the door was closed, he could not hear anything. The remaining people were as quiet as a cicada, and no one dared to speak again.
After a while, someone pried open my mouth and poured a bowl of thick and bitter soup.
I had no strength to push and refuse, nor did I have the strength to swallow. Most of the medicine was spilled along the corner of my mouth, but I still took a few sips, which made me cough. When I moved, I felt an indescribable feeling of discomfort in my abdomen.
I was entangled by that feeling, as if a snake was entangling me, making people feel unforgettable.
My body can no longer move, but my spirit has been struggling and calling for help, but no one can hear it. The place where I am is pitch black and everything is silent, as if there is no rest at all.
At this moment, I vaguely heard Xie Feng's voice sounding beside him, as if he was a little sad: "You have used the lives of a city to keep this child?"
"Isn't this what you like to see?"
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"Do you think I don't know that you've been to her? Do you think I don't know, why did she suddenly ask to persuade Wen Fengxi?"
"...I admit, I don't want to see you massacre the city either. But it's more painful for her to leave this child."
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"You are using the lives of a city to force her. Are you going to drive her crazy?"
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After a long silence, a nearly old voice rang in my ears in an empty voice - "It's okay if you're crazy, you don't have to think about leaving me."
Xie Feng seemed to tremble for a while, and after a long time, he slowly said, "Who is the disaster for you two?"
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I don’t know how long it took to be confused in that feeling, but I felt a warm feeling coming from my abdomen, as if a ball of fire was burning, not far from my body, and a continuous sense of warmth was transmitted to my abdomen, and finally dispelled the pain that had been entangled with me for a long time.
I slowly calmed down.
My mind finally pulled out of the whirlpool of pain. I tried my best to open my eyes and saw Xie Feng sitting by the bed and slowly retracting his hand.
He looked at me with sweat on his head for a while, then got up, and the bed tent fell down slowly. He said to Pei Yuanxiu who was standing beside him: "I can only temporarily use my internal strength to protect her heart, but whether this child can be saved depends on her and the doctors. After all, it depends on God's will."
Pei Yuanxiu held his hands behind his back and moved his fingers gently: "God's will? I have been going against the will of heaven in my life!"
Xie Feng looked at him again, and there was a rare hesitation in his eyes, but he didn't say anything else, just bowed his hand, turned around and walked out.
When the door was closed, Pei Yuanxiu slowly turned around and lifted the bed tent.
He immediately saw my slightly narrowed eyes and hurriedly sat down: "Are you awake?"
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"Are you better?"
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"Does it still hurt?"
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"Where is uncomfortable, tell me!"
I looked at his anxious and caring look, and it took me a long time to move my dry lips. He hurried over and heard my slight whispering like a mosquito: "Are you still alive?"
He froze for a moment, slowly raised his head and looked at me.
I opened my eyes and looked at him with all my strength, waiting for him to have an answer.
He said, "I promised you and will not break my promise."
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"But you have to remember, too," he said, stretching out his hand and gently covering my flat belly: "This child must survive. This is our child!"
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I didn't know whether to cry or laugh, but I felt the temperature in his palm slowly spread to his lower abdomen. The feeling was indeed much more comfortable than the colic just now. I slowly closed my eyes, and my moist eyelashes stuck to each other, and a little tears condensed.
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Yangzhou City is preserved.
Although most people don’t know what a strange turning point their lives have experienced, in the next few days, my condition was filled with bitter decoctions again and again, and my lower abdomen became less and less colic, and the outside sounds gradually became more and more.
It's no longer a dead city.
After lying in bed for seven days, I was finally able to get up.
On this day, it was rare that Pei Yuanxiu was not with me. After I got up, Hua Zhu brought two maids in. They were very careful with me now, even more so than on the boat. Even when I walked to the window, it was a big taboo. Usually, eating and drinking became a big deal. So when they saw me get up by myself, they were so scared that they hurried over to help me sit down, served me and put on my clothes, and combed my hair.
After a little bit of food, I told them that I wanted to go out for a walk.
Hua Zhu originally wanted to go out with me, but I refused, and she didn't insist.
Of course I know that she will follow me from afar.
The place we are in is still the same clinic, and we have not moved out in the past few days. Of course, it is also because of my physical condition. In order to allow me to obtain medicinal materials even if I receive treatment, I even know that they gathered all the doctors in Yangzhou City here later.
This is also the reason that this clinic has temporarily become their stronghold in Yangzhou, and heavy troops are sent to guard it around.
In fact, it would be fine even if they didn't take the lead, because too many strong men had died in the previous war. Wen Fengxi left and took away the elite. In addition, they killed the captured people on the city tower, and there was almost no one in Yangzhou who could generate resistance.
This city has completely become a piece of meat that can be slaughtered on the chopping board, but fortunately, the knife did not really fall.
I slowly walked into the yard.
Almost all clinics have similar structures. This place is very similar to the original Resurrection Pharmacy Store. However, it is extremely quiet and you cannot hear any normal actions. It is even more impossible to hear the heroic song of "holding your body in the white blade, killing people in the world" in the Resurrection Pharmacy Store.
In such silence, I became more sensitive, and seemed to be able to feel the subtle throbbing in my body.
I lowered my head and looked at my lower abdomen.
Until now, I still can't believe that I was pregnant with his child, and I can't believe that after drinking contraceptive pills and being frightened like this, even after the continuous blood flow in the rain, the child still exists. A few days ago, at the weakest moment, any vibration may end the little life in the belly.
Now, he seems to be much more stable than before.
I gently reached out and stroked my stomach. The strange feeling made me feel a little at a loss.
This child shouldn't have appeared.
Although he stayed with such difficulty, and although the strength of life is enough to make anyone ashamed, I still feel pain because I know that he shouldn't have appeared.
Even, I can foresee his future, and I can't see anything other than pain.
Why, you want to show up?
When I thought about it this way, the discomfort was so depressing that I was almost breathless. I hurriedly reached out to support the wall on one side, and Hua Zhu immediately rushed out with two maids.
"Miss Yan!"
"Miss Yan is uncomfortable? Let's go and find the doctor right away."
To be continued...