After Ping'er woke up, she knew that everything was sad was something I had expected.??

I have never seen a boy cry like this. Compared to babies and children who can cry freely, sensible people will always suppress and control themselves, and will not let their sadness and pain be fully revealed, because people will always protect themselves and are afraid that the softness that is completely exposed will be hurt.

But this time, this child has nothing left.

I held him desperately in my arms, and soon my clothes were soaked in tears. I listened to him crying with all his strength, as if even his life was about to end. I didn't persuade him, and knew that I could not comfort him, so I could only do my best to warm him with my body temperature.

In the end, the child seemed to have shed tears for his whole life, and his eyes were so black that they were empty.

Actually, I did nothing, just kept holding him, but when I came out of Ping'er's room, I felt like I was about to be crushed. I fell on the bench outside the porch. Pei Yuanxiu walked to me and sat down, looked at my tired eyes carefully, and said, "Are you tired?"

I nodded gently.

“Go and rest.”

"he--"

"No matter what he will be in the future, but now, he is in the past."

Yes, no matter what the future holds, at least now, this kid is fine, so I feel relieved.

But he is still so young after all, his life has just begun, and there is still a long way to go. I really don’t want him to continue with such a tragedy, but I have no idea what to do.

Hearing my worried words and looking at my worried look, Pei Yuanxiu frowned slightly: "What I worry more is you. If you don't rest, I will tie you to the bed."

It was clearly about rest, but as soon as he said this, my face suddenly turned red. I raised my head to look at him, feeling a little unhappy - how could I speak like this?

But he seemed to have no feeling at all and looked at me: "Will you go back?"

“…”

I bit my lower lip, turned around with some anger, went back to the room and closed the door, and ignored him.

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After returning to the room for a while, I felt like I was poisonous and tired. As soon as I lay on the bed, I lost consciousness. I had been in chaos for a long time. I finally broke free from the darkness and opened my eyes and saw that there was already a thin morning light outside the window.

It's another morning.

If I had seen one morning a few days ago, I felt that I might have lost another day. However, I met Alan outside the Gu family yesterday. Although I didn’t talk to her, I felt relieved. At least she knew where I was. I believe she would definitely find an opportunity to detoxify me, otherwise she would not have to appear in front of me at all. In this way, people would be a little relaxed.

When the servants saw me, they immediately brought a hot water towel to serve me to wash. I had some tidy up and sat in front of the bronze mirror to comb my hair. After thinking about it, they turned around and asked, "Where is the young master?"

"The young master is still resting."

"Oh." I thought Pei Yuanxiu should be a person who goes to bed early and gets up early, so why would he stay in bed? He was muttering in his heart, and the maid behind him whispered: "Madam Qingying, do we need to report to the young master?"

"Ah, no need, let him rest."

I shook my head quickly, but saw the maid in the bronze mirror relieved. When she met my eyes, she smiled carefully and said, "Actually, the young master was guarding Mrs. Qingying's door last night, and it was very late. I confirmed that the wife was sleeping soundly. The young master went back to rest, so she slept a little late."

I was in the mirror for a moment.

The maid smiled again and said, "And, yesterday the young master had sent a team of people out overnight, saying that he was looking for something for his wife."

“…”

"Madam Qingying, the young master is really meticulous to you."

Maybe it was because the morning breeze was cool, and my fingertips were also a little cool. I gently squeezed my hands to warm myself up a little. I forced a smile: "Is that right?"

After saying those two words, my smile could barely hold on and I lowered my head.

It’s not that I don’t know his intentions. I still remember the words he said to me on that night in the capital. Even when I lost my memory, I no longer remember my past, and I was moved by his infatuation, and even envied the person who made him infatuated. Now he is the lord of the country and is still running around with me, even staying outside my house until midnight, no longer avoiding anyone or any remarks. Although the servants called me "Mrs. Qingying", the atmosphere here seems to have blended me and him into a pair.

Thinking of this, my eyebrows frowned a little.

After combed my hair, it was getting brighter outside. I refused their actions to wake Pei Yuanxiu up, saying that he would rest well and just take a look around. These people were very polite to me, and my words really worked. After they gave me a few instructions, they really let me walk around.

This villa is not big, it’s all the way to the end. It’s right when I came yesterday. It really tastes like the villa on the outskirts of the capital, elegant and fresh. When you left the gate, you’ll see green green bamboos, and the tips of the leaves are filled with crystal clear morning dew, reflecting people’s clothes, colorful.

I walked in the bamboo forest, and every step under my feet was stepping on thick fallen leaves, making rustling sounds, and the sound of the flowing spring water made the surroundings look quieter.

I remembered that morning.

The fragrance of bamboo leaves is everywhere, and the dew reflects the colorful clothes. I walked in such a bamboo forest and met a man.

His smile was very indifferent and alienated, and he told me with a calmness of neither sorrow nor joy, nor hatred nor anger that the fire in his heart had been extinguished.

Then, he lit a fire for me in Jixian Hall.

He told him that he just felt that he didn't want to stay in that fishing village anymore and wanted to go out for a walk, so he left like that.

However, Fu Badai told me how much pain a person was suffering from leaving his home on such a rainy day.

I suddenly realized that I didn't understand him at all.

I have never known that man, whether it is Liu Saner or Liu Qinghan, it turns out that he has always been beyond my expectations.

But, I understand something now.

I understood that day, on the day when I told him that I had never loved him, he let me stay in his house and walk into the cold rain by himself. He was like Ping'er without any scruples, no longer crying with any precautions, and stripping away all his weaknesses, wishing that he would be knocked down by such pain at this moment and fall down completely.

It turned out that I gave him such pain.

But I don't know anything, and even if I know, I can't save anything.

Even the silver lock he left for Li'er witnessed the happiness we had that year, I didn't have the courage to get it back.

Looking back now, when I was in Jixiang Village, when I was preparing to marry him with Li'er in my pregnancy, so many villagers came to stop him and tried all kinds of methods. Some even said that I was not worthy of him at all. He was just confused for a moment. There must be fragrant grass within ten steps, and he could finally find something better.

At that time, I didn't think so, and now I understand.

It turns out that a prophecy came true.

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"Your life looks good."

I don’t know how long I have been standing in the bamboo forest and how long I have been staying, and even my fingertips are cold, a sound comes from the front, accompanied by the rustling footsteps of stepping on the bamboo leaves.

When I heard this sound, I felt a numbness on my back. I hurriedly raised my head and saw a charming figure slowly walking out of the bamboo forest. The crimson clothes looked particularly beautiful against the green bamboo leaves. Along with the charming and charming face, the solemn lips were still pale, and there was a gloomy and tired look between my eyebrows, but it was still hard to hide the charm.

I was so surprised that I was almost speechless. I watched her approaching foolishly, and after a long time, I stuttered: "Ah———————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————

Alan curled the corner of her lips at me.

Although there are still many heavy things in my heart, when I see her, it is like the dawn light exposed in the sky after a long dark night. I was overjoyed and hurried over: "Alan! You are here, you are fine!"

She curled the corners of her lips at me again: "You know, something happened to me."

I nodded: "I met Ye Fei, and he told me that you had encountered an attack. Are you injured? Is it okay now?"

As I asked with concern, Alan seemed a little surprised. After looking at me for a while, I met her eyes with a little tentative meaning, and was also a little confused: "Alan, what's wrong with you?"

She was silent for a moment, then said, "Do you know, who was the one who attacked me?"

I was stunned for a moment and immediately understood why her attitude became a little cold.

I had guessed that the person who attacked her was Miss Han Zitong, but since she was under Pei Yuanxiu's command, the person who dispatched her naturally belonged to the other side. Alan was attacked by those people, and now she saw that Pei Yuanxiu and I were in and out together, and her attitude would inevitably be retained.

I hurriedly explained to her: "I am indeed with those people from Jiangnan'an. This Young Master Pei is an old acquaintance. However, the person who attacked you was not him, but someone under his command - this is a misunderstanding, don't mind."

Alan kept standing there quietly listening. When I finished speaking, she looked at me again and suddenly laughed. The laughter was still as charming as usual, but there seemed to be a little coldness in this charming charm. She leaned obliquely on a bamboo next to her, hugging her arms and smiling at me: "If you explain it to him like this, it seems that it is not just an old acquaintance to me, right?"

I was stunned for a moment.

Looking at my confused expression, Alan curled the corner of her lips again: "I thought the person in Beijing was willing to do anything for you before, and I already thought you were amazing. I didn't expect that once I went south, there was such a overlord who cared for you very much. Sister, I really underestimated you."
Chapter completed!