1383 Chapter 1383 She Is Really Scared
Ye Qingluan drowned her to death, and then she almost dispersed her soul. After she escaped from danger, she had a psychological shadow and was afraid of water for a long time...
She worked hard and got rid of the shadow with Ye Feng's help...
After that disaster, she thought she had cultivated into the indestructible body of Vajra, and her level of resistance to abuse increased several times. Nothing could harm her again in the future, and could cause her psychological shadow...
But unexpectedly, the part that Shen Jiuli threw her into the bronze tripod and cooked it alive became her nightmare again.
At that time, the kind of despair, helplessness, loneliness, anger, fear, pain... I often swept her again in my dreams, making her unable to get rid of it even if she wanted to...
Every time she woke up, she didn't dare to think about it anymore. When she thought about it for a moment, her heart tightened into a ball!
If she could, she would like to completely delete this memory from her mind and never remember it again...
If it were in modern times, she would probably go to a psychiatrist for relief.
But in this era, she can only endure it herself. Every time she wakes up in a nightmare, she will tell herself over and over again that everything is over, don't be afraid...
She found that she was really scared! She was really scared!
Every time I wake up from a nightmare, I'll tremble all over my body...
She forced herself to cheer up and let go completely...
So over the past few days, she never thought about anything about Shen Jiuli. Every time he had his shadow in her mind, she would rush back to take pictures... (In fact, this is a protective measure that the body automatically activates after a person is seriously injured... Psychology is involved, I won't talk about it in detail, just let everyone understand it)
After a while, she didn't even consider the purpose of God Jiuli cooking her.
Her first reaction when she saw him was the part where he threw her into the bronze tripod.
It made her unable to help but be sarcastic and angry. All behaviors would be excessive...
And this time, she woke up from a nightmare again.
She sat in her knees as she used to sit for a while, waiting for the negative emotions to slowly calm down.
Originally she refused to think about it, but now she finally gritted her teeth and forced herself to resist the discomfort and think about it again.
So, the first time what Shen Jiuli said when cooking her was clearly echoing in his ears...
She clenched her fists and pinched her fingertips into her flesh, and she couldn't help it.
"Shen Jiuli..." She gently spit out these three words in the dark night. The name is like a spike engraved in the heart that cannot be touched. When the heart is touched, it will tremble with pain: "Are you really doing it for me? Cooking me alive is really just an exorcist? Instead of taking revenge on the revenge of the previous life, not avenging Wumo? If that is the case, why didn't you tell me before? Why did you lock me in the ice purgatory for several days and ignore me? Why did you disappear with Yun Xi for several days after forcing me to ask me..."
In the dark night, everything was silent, only her low voice trembled in the night.
Over the days, all she had thought about was that she had to give up, she had to forget, she had to come out-
And today, her heart, which was completely desperate, finally had a little fluctuation, and finally began to be confused-
Even - she had the urge to rush to the Sun and Moon Sect to find Shen Jiuli to ask the truth...
She hugged her knees in the darkness and fell into deep thought.
Chapter completed!