Chapter 283 I Can't Have Happiness
"How could I remember such a thing!"
Qin Rao's face turned even redder when he said that. She covered her face with her hands and looked out the window: "What's there to remember? Men are all ugly but they are very high-spirited!"
"What?"
Jin Siyao pulled Qin Rao over.
He couldn't laugh or cry, he pinched the person's chin and asked the person to turn his head: "Qin Rao, say it again."
"That's what it is!"
Qin Rao put down his hand and looked at him confidently: "A man's body is just not as beautiful as a girl's!"
"..."
Jin Siyao still wanted to refute.
He raised his eyebrows and thought for a moment, then lowered his head and chuckled: "Okay, I don't deny it."
"..."
A woman’s body is indeed beautiful, and many parts of her body are beautiful.
Some oil paintings even make people devoid of any evil thoughts and are very artistic and beautiful.
"I also like to look at women. Men really have nothing to look at."
As soon as he finished speaking, he stared at Qin Rao.
Those eyes were glaring, and even though he didn't speak a word, it felt like he had spoken with his eyes.
"..."
Qin Rao felt very nervous when he was stared at.
She asked Jin Siyao seriously: "Where is the money under the bed? There are several boxes, aren't you afraid that I will steal it?"
"Um."
Jin Siyao nodded slightly.
"If something happens to me, the safe house and the money will be left to you."
The corners of his mouth raised slightly, a bit teasingly: "Please help me take care of the other darlings outside, otherwise I won't be able to leave without peace of mind."
"..."
"You bastard!"
Qin Rao was about to be moved when his fantasy was shattered.
She punched Jin Siyao in the heart: "How can that little money be enough? If you die, we will have to pay for the love interest. It is very expensive to raise a younger brother!"
Jin Siyao smiled.
Qin Rao punched him as if to vent her anger, letting out all her grievances, worries and fears.
No overnight grudges.
Completed the application on the same day!
"you?"
She didn't hit him a few times before she noticed that Jin Siyao's face looked wrong. There was cold sweat on his forehead, but he still kept the corners of his mouth slightly raised.
Qin Rao stopped sharply: "What's wrong with you? Why do you seem to be turning pale?"
"..."
Jin Siyao shrugged indifferently.
But people who get along with him day and night can still tell something is wrong from his micro-expressions.
"Are you injured?"
Qin Rao frowned and looked at him, then started to pull Jin Siyao's clothes.
"Are you busy?"
Jin Siyao grabbed Qin Rao's wrist and stopped her.
"You must be injured!"
Now Qin Rao was almost certain that people like Jin Siyao wished she would take the initiative to embrace him every day.
"..."
Qin Rao went to unbutton his buttons, but she was not allowed to unbutton her. Underneath his jacket, waistcoat and shirt, there was a lot of gauze wrapped around Jin Siyao's chest...
This was the place she had been hitting all the time.
At this moment, blood was oozing out again.
"Sooner or later I will be beaten to death by you."
"..."
Jin Sheng always scolded him that he would die from a woman, and it almost came true.
"you…"
Worry appeared on Qin Rao's face. She knew that he had been working out and had strong muscles all over his body, so she kept hitting him.
"Small injury."
Jin Siyao fastened his buttons without any fuss. He smiled lightly: "The car accident was not in my plan. I did make my opponent anxious. It's a small scratch."
"nonsense!"
A small injury requires so much gauze to be wrapped around it.
Qin Rao bit his lip and looked at Jin Siyao: "Is it because you don't tell me the truth because you don't trust me?"
"..."
Jin Siyao paused while tying his buttons.
"I'm not angry."
She looked seriously into Jin Siyao's eyes: "It doesn't matter if you don't trust me. I won't make trouble with you. I just want to make sure..."
Qin Rao can feel it.
"..."
Jin Siyao frowned and took a breath, looked at the person in front of him, and did not deny it.
"Qin Rao."
His expression was complicated: "In this world, I don't have anyone I completely trust yet."
It has been Jin Siyao's habit for many years to hide things in his heart until they are done.
Even Duan Qi only found out last night.
He couldn't let go of Qin Rao and could think of all the escape routes for her, but he still subconsciously hid his worries.
"Give me a little more time."
"..."
Jin Siyao looked at Qin Rao, who was haggard and thin and running for him.
He nodded with a complicated mood: "I know, I'm a bit suspicious, but I can..."
"You don't have to make promises!"
Qin Rao interrupted him directly: "I'm not angry. I already know it now and I said I won't be angry with you."
She couldn't completely trust him either.
She also has her own little secret...
"I don't blame you."
When Qin Rao knew that Jin Siyao had secretly taken away her passport, she could not completely trust him unconditionally.
There are too many bad people around her, and she has become a conditioned reflex to be wary of abnormal people.
"..."
She is so short-sighted that she might have been sold as early as Leng Tianyi.
You can't sell him out and get away!
"Qin Rao."
Jin Siyao saw that her expression was wrong, so he took her hand and put it to his lips: "It's not your fault, it's not your problem..."
She has been doing very well.
Whether she is an assistant or a lover, she does a great job.
"There won't be a next time."
He looked at her seriously, his eyes a little solemn: "If there is another time, I will be the first to tell you."
"no…"
Qin Rao raised his narrowed eyes: "I don't care about hearing your plans, I'm just too afraid of being deceived by the people around me..."
She hid her face: "I don't like death! I don't want to see you leave me one by one! I'm really sad when you die! Don't fake your own death to lie to me again..."
"good."
Jin Siyao hugged her tightly.
He leaned his chin against Qin Rao's head and shook it gently, and kept touching the back of Qin Rao's head soothingly.
"I'm scared."
Qin Rao said it for the first time: "Even if you are by my side, I am still very scared."
She used to be afraid that Jin Siyao wouldn't like her.
Now she is very afraid of Jin Siyao's liking. She is afraid of his love words and his tenderness.
What she fears most is this strange, throbbing feeling.
The feeling of losing control of her emotions frightened her...
"I can't have happiness."
Qin Rao grabbed Jin Siyao's shirt collar, tears falling from her closed eyes: "Since childhood, as long as I like something, I will lose it immediately..."
Always has been.
The happiest childhood time of her life...
It ended abruptly after Zhou Hui and Lin Shi arrived in Shenzhen and Hong Kong!
She had just adapted to living with her grandmother, and Lin Hong wanted to take her away again!
She was bullied in the imperial capital, and finally made friends with Ye Zhi, but was taken back to accept rumors again...
I studied hard and got into college, but my grandma soon became seriously ill!
After finally getting a loan, he fell into Leng Tianyi's den!
She struggled to escape, and just as she was about to get on the right track with Shen Tianqiao, her grandmother's condition worsened again, and the Lin family planned to provoke Jin Laoer for her!
Jin Siyao is the notorious love prodigal son of the scumbag patriarch.
Now she is attracted to him again...
"nonsense."
Jin Siyao pulled Qin Rao up. Just as he was about to speak, the Lin family and reporters rushed over from afar!
"..."
Qin Rao looked ahead and took a deep breath.
Before Jin Siyao could speak, she opened the car door sensibly, covered her face, and got out of the car, all at once.
Jin Siyao came down from the other side.
"Si Yao!"
Lin Shi rushed over with eyes swollen from crying, followed by Lin Hong who looked worried, Zhou Hui and Lin Ge were also crying.
"Si Yao, I'm so worried about you..."
Along with Lin Shi's hugs and cries, Jin Siyao was already surrounded by reporters!
He turned and looked behind.
Chapter completed!