Chapter 286: Glimpses are full of absurdities
Ye Zhi may be right.
I don’t know since when, she considered Jin Siyao to be her family member.
Maybe she really lacks love.
It would be better for Jin Siyao to stay as he was at the beginning, only lingering with her at night, then returning to being indifferent during the day, always preferring others to treat her harshly, and not giving her a trace of tenderness and preference...
"What are you doing standing still?"
He looked at her tall and tall.
Qin Rao walked over, and Jin Siyao cut out a piece of sausage, lowered his head and fed it to Qin Rao's mouth, watching her take a bite and eat it.
As natural as lovers who have been together for a long time.
"..."
When she was little, she squatted in the kitchen, and her grandmother and mother always did the same thing, cutting off a piece of sausage and feeding it to her first.
For a moment, there was a kind of overlapping trance in the picture, which made people feel that everything today was like a dream...
"Jin Siyao."
Qin Rao hugged him with the strength of the wine and felt his temperature to confirm that this was not a dream.
"I want to hug you."
It seemed like there were two voices fighting in her head!
A voice said to her:
Love is not a refuge. If you want to take refuge in it, you will be kicked out sooner or later. Love is like a mirror...
But another voice said:
As things pass by, there will always be tenderness and moonlight ahead. Isn’t this what you have always longed for and wanted...
What's more annoying than annoying is...
After getting upset, I got drunk.
"Crying?"
Jin Siyao heard Qin Rao's shallow sobs, which were very low and depressing.
Ever since she left alone during the day, her cell phone has not been turned on. He called several times but couldn't get through...
"We shouldn't be together."
Qin Rao buried her face in his body, closed her eyes and shed tears quietly.
"You have a fiancée, and you will have a wife in the future. You will have your children and your heirs. We will not be together for a long time. I should not have chosen you in the first place..."
You should choose someone who is ugly, has worse character, and is unattractive!
Use is pure use!
"Qin Rao."
Jin Siyao wanted to pull her up, but Qin Rao hugged her without raising her head.
"sorry!"
"I don't trust you either. I still don't particularly trust you. I still blame you for hiding things from me and lying to me, but I'm very conflicted. Conflicted, you wanted to hide me when you were in danger, but I was suspicious at the time.
You are a bad person..."
Qin Rao's sobs became louder.
"What should I do? I seem to really like you Jin Siyao. I shouldn't like you."
"..."
She had told him that she liked him many times before, but she always tried to make him happy, but this time she was very careless.
"Why can't you like me?"
Jin Siyao pulled her body up.
"sorry!"
Qin Rao still apologized but looked away from him with red eyes.
"I was using you from the beginning. I wanted to find a backer! I wanted to use you to avoid Jin Laoer's harassment! Later, I thought about using you to deal with the Lin family. I also wanted to take advantage of you. Lin Shi, I
Very bad..."
"I was the one who was jealous of you in the first place!"
Jin Siyao interrupted her directly: "It's me who is coveting you, it's because I'm too nice and lustful!"
He didn't want to hear what she said.
How could you risk everything to get close to him without any purpose, and still be angry with him again and again.
He is an adult, not a fool.
If he wants to keep her, it's his own pleasure.
"You think you're not a good person? Neither am I! I crave you every night, and none of us is better than the other!"
"..."
Qin Rao took a deep breath and raised his head: "No, Leng Tianyi is right, I shouldn't maintain such an unethical relationship with you..."
She used to be so ambitious and bent on revenge!
She thinks she can play with romance and love!
Now I want to calm down and take a good look at it, only to find that the memories of the past are floating like bubbles. If I think about it carefully, it is full of absurdity!
"Who said we were immoral?"
Chapter completed!