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People who are alone are most afraid of celebrating the festival.

This is not just a lyric. In the current Spring Festival, it has become the most realistic portrayal of me. I am at home, accompanied by my parents, watching TV, thirsty and wine, and hungry and rich dishes, but I am just lonely.

A kind of loneliness from the inside out is not related to whether or not your family is accompanied by you.

On New Year's Eve, I accompanied my two elders to watch the Spring Festival Gala that has changed its flavor. I don't know why, but I just can't feel the atmosphere of the New Year or the flavor. When I was young, the flavor of the New Year was new clothes and delicious dishes made by my mother. When I was young, the flavor of the New Year was my friends walking around the streets and setting off firecrackers after they became adults, and she was with her.

Now I don’t know what the atmosphere of the New Year is. My parents are by my side. I did not show the panic and torment in my heart. I smiled and talked to them about the show being staged. I know that throughout the year, they will be able to see me these days. As the only son in the family, I should give them the most sincere company these days.

After taking a sip of spring tea made by my father, I came to the balcony with the excuse that I lit a cigarette for myself. Under the hazy smoke, I looked at the lights of thousands of families outside the window, as if it was the same in any city. When the Spring Festival came, every family would be dressed very festively, whether in Beijing or Benxi.

Every family has lights on, the word "Fu" is posted on the window, there are lanterns, or brightly colored light bulbs, fireworks, popularity, New Year's solar term, I couldn't help but think of last year's Spring Festival, which was the first Spring Festival that Tong Xue and me separated. I didn't go home, and I stayed alone in that rental house, smoking, eating a bowl of hot noodle soup, and then drinking all night of wine, and shed tears for the whole night.

Now I realize that there is actually no one in the world who cannot live without anyone. After losing a person, it only takes a long time to get used to the habits that I once didn’t.

I smiled, very bitter.

After taking a last puff of cigarette, I subconsciously added one to myself, stood on the balcony, opened a gap in the window, felt the wind outside, and felt that the New Year's breath was neither cold nor warm, and it seemed like it was normal.

I looked north, where it was the direction of the new city area, and Tong Xue's home lived there. At this moment, I couldn't help but think of her. She should be with her parents like me now, right?

Suddenly I wanted to call her and listen to her voice. Even if the more I breathe, the more painful it becomes. This emotion that shouldn't appear on festive days instantly occupied my entire heart.

After touching my pocket, I found that I didn't bring my phone here. It must have been put on the sand by me. I wanted to pick it up, but after I looked back, I saw my parents smiling faces, I strangled my impulse.

I can't contact Tong Xue. What should I do if the two elders also want to chat? Do we still need to continue that lie?

After all, we agreed to confess to our parents. It would be unfair to her if she kept it like this, and it would be a kind of harm to both parents. Besides, will Tong Xue have already had a companionship and will she take him home? Or will that man visit him on the second day of the Lunar New Year like me a few years ago?

I dare not think about it. For me, this is no different from self-harm.

"What are you thinking about here?"

Suddenly, someone patted his back and turned around in a little frightened manner, and Xu Nuo was looking at me with a teasing look on his face.

"Damn" cursed in a low voice and asked, "Why are you here?"

"I'm looking for you to go out to play cards."

"Can you not go?"

"Can you go to win money?"

"Go." I nodded happily, and then realized something was wrong, and asked, "No, how do you know that you can win money?"

"My friend is here, the kind I have never won before playing cards."

"You won't cheat me, are you?" I looked at him carefully, feeling a hundred disbelief in my heart.

"If you don't want to endure the torment of being alone, come out with me." Xu Nuo posted it over and said to me in a low voice.

How could he know that I feel this way?! He looked at him unconsciously, not knowing how to answer.

"Don't be confused, I'm a veteran, come on."

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After a while, I nodded. After putting on my clothes, I promised that my father would go home to stay at home before the early morning, so I went out with Xu Nuo.

"Don't you go to your house?"

I didn't ask until I got downstairs and got into his car.

"Your uncle and aunt are all at home. Is there any difference between you and yours?" Xu Nuo asked back.

"That's right," nodded in agreement, and I asked again: "Where is my sister-in-law and her little niece?"

"My daughter was thrown to my parents, your sister-in-law is waiting for us."

"All right"

"Don't ask me how I know what you are thinking." Seeing that I was about to open my mouth again, Xu Nuo interrupted me and said, "I have experienced your taste five years ago, even too much. Perhaps, no one in this world will understand your feelings better than me."

"You have a story."

"Everyone has a story, right?"

Xu Nuo smiled, drove the car to the place where he said he gathered.

Midi Bar.

"Why do you want to come here? Can you open the door for the New Year?"

"My friend drove it, what do you think?"

"Your friend is really rich."

"You want to stay in Benxi, I can sponsor you to open a family." Xu Nuo smiled and said.

"I believe in your evil."

Shrugged and followed Xu Nuo into the bar.

The bar is not big, with more than a dozen booths, and the lights are not very flashing. It should be cleared. I looked around and couldn't help but admire his friend who runs this bar. In a small city, such a romantic bar will never be popular. Suddenly, I thought of the owner of Deep Sea Coffee, and they should be the same type of people.

"Your friend is awesome." I sighed sincerely.

"Hehe, this is where you go. Only after you see him will you know what awesomeness is."

"Awesome than you?"

"Me?" Xu Nuo pointed to himself, "I can't compare with others."

My mother said that Xu Nuo is now a screenwriter and has gained a lot of fame in that circle. It is said that the first movie made him earn a small amount of 10 million. What should be a person who is even more awesome than him?

Soon, I got the answer.

It was because of the guitar audition sound from the stage. A man was sitting in a high chair, holding a cigarette with a ring finger and little finger on his left hand, and was lying on the strings of the piano. His half-length head was naturally draped on his shoulders. His punk-tied clothes made him look more unruly.

At first glance, I felt that if Du Cheng was here, they would definitely become friends because these two people are the same type of people.

They are all that kind of musical lunatic.

"Your friend?"

"Otherwise."
Chapter completed!