Chapter 110: The Girl in Armor (2)
Lin Jiayi smiled and asked, "Do you still have cigarettes? Give me one?"
I took out a cigarette from my pocket, handed it to her, lit it, and accompanied her quietly without words. This should be what she needs the most. She is very strong, and that's right, but no matter how strong she is, she will feel tired, especially at this time, when torture and torture cannot be mentioned to others.
"Strange, why didn't you persuade me today?" Lin Jiayi took a puff of cigarettes familiarly and said with a smile.
"Why do you need to persuade?" I asked back and said, "Whether it is a man or a woman, there will always be a few days of discomfort. Smoking is a good way to relieve it. What is the purpose of sacrificing your body? Only with giving up can you gain, right?"
"I really don't know who you learned these fallacies from."
"I realized it myself. I am used to insomnia at night, and I always think about it when I have insomnia. I really made me think of such a fallacy."
"You go home later. If there is news here, I will tell you."
Lin Jiayi is very calm, very strange. A close person wants to leave her. Under normal circumstances, it is very sad, right? But why didn’t she show it?
Such a person is inevitably worried. I am very scared, afraid that after Xiang Xiaoan leaves, her sudden collapse will occur.
"I'll be here with you, multiple people will take care of you."
"It's okay, don't worry that I'm used to it." Lin Jiayi smiled and sighed: "I never thought that you would be by your side at this time."
"I never thought that the little female tiger that was ferrying in the first place would experience these things."
“Things of the world are impermanent, isn’t it?”
"Yes, things are impermanent." I sighed, and saw nightfall, and asked, "I'll buy something to eat at night."
"I don't want to eat anything. If you can find a restaurant that is open, just eat it yourself."
"Xiao An is already like this. If you fall ill again"
"If I fall ill, it's good to leave with him." Lin Jia twisted the cigarette, opened a gap in the window, threw it down, and after closing the window, she turned around, saw me with a puzzled look on her face, and said with a smile: "I don't want to leave with that fool, I want to live, live well, live with his hope, so safe."
She waved her hands freely and the lights in the hospital corridor hit her, as if she had coated her with a layer of white armor.
Every girl in this city has two souls, one is wearing armor, used to fight with people during the day, the other is wrapped in cotton, and she cries like a baby in the middle of the night while Lin Jiayi has only one soul, which is so stubborn that it makes people feel distressed. Facing everything that people can face, when they are suffering and tired, they hide behind neat and white teeth and laugh at everyone. She lacks everything, but she does not lack the courage to start over.
I wandered next to the hospital, looking for a restaurant that was still open, having a bite of food, and I worked hard all day, and I took a plane and a bus. Now my stomach and intestines are in urgent need of food to comfort me.
The good fortune is arguing at all. In the morning, I was still pestering Tong Xue and asking her for the truth. In the evening, I returned to Beijing to send my friends to the last journey. I was wondering, if that moment came, what would I do: say goodbye with reluctance? Even if I can never meet again? I would still be with Lin Jiayi quietly enough, follow Xiang Xiaoan's friends, send him away, or something else?
As I thought about it, I panic and panic.
Next to the street of the hospital, I finally found a small restaurant. It is hard to imagine that there is still a store open during this New Year’s Day.
"Boss, come a bowl of wontons." After entering the house and sitting down, he didn't wait for anyone to come to entertain him and told him what I would eat directly.
The boss looked like a middle-aged man of the same age as my father. He came over and asked with a smile: "Wow, you're so tired. During the Chinese New Year, is there any family in the hospital?"
"A friend."
"Hey, isn't it serious?"
"Minor cold."
"That's good, that's good." The boss didn't mean to cook for me immediately, but instead started chatting with me, "A young man came in just now and ate
He ate the meal and cried, and asked him what was wrong. He didn't say anything. He must be very ill."
"Uncle, I'm hungry, I'll give me some food first, will I be fine?"
I don't have time to listen to his feelings, nor do I want to hear any sad news, because I haven't experienced it yet.
"Hey, look at me, I forgot about the serious matter."
"It's not in the way."
After the boss was busy, I lit a cigarette for myself and looked at the hospital building outside to witness the separation of life and death. What everyone in the world has to experience. If it has emotions, it will be numb, right?
Just like the owner of this store, he can only express his feelings to outsiders, treating other people's hardships as stories and telling them to diners.
What a fucking fuck.
He sucked away most of the pieces heavily, and the boss also brought the wontons up at this time, "There are seasonings on the table, just make it yourself."
"Thanks."
I originally wanted to bring some wontons for Lin Jia, but she said she wouldn't eat at night, so I had to give up. I was walking back to the hospital, maybe it was an illusion, and suddenly the sky was a little gloomy.
"Night is like this, right?"
"call"
A gust of wind passed, and I couldn't help but speed up
When I returned to the ward, I saw that there were a lot of people here, including doctors and nurses in white coats, a middle-aged couple, and three young people who and Lin Jiayi were surrounding Xiang Xiaoan.
"What's wrong?"
Seeing this scene, I rushed directly into the crowd and asked Lin Jiayi.
She didn't say anything, just shook her head.
""
Did he still not survive today?
With this question in mind, I looked at Xiang Xiaoan again, and saw that he was sitting on the hospital bed with a smile on his face. The medical equipment that was originally inserted was taken down, and a guitar was held horizontally in his arms, as if he had recovered instantly.
Seeing me back, he nodded with a smile and gently tweaked the strings.
"Dad, Mom, Brother," he called out softly, "And Jiayi, Brother Chen, Lin Zi, Xiaorui, thank you, thank you for coming to see me."
"No one knows better what my health is like than me. I can't stand it anymore. Brother, my parents will ask you to take care of you in the future. Forgive me, the willful brother."
The young man next to the middle-aged couple nodded heavily, clenched his right hand into a fist, blocking his mouth, not wanting to cry.
"Jiayi, you have to take good care of yourself. I am the only one who is like you, such a friend of the opposite sex. I hope you will live a better life and don't go against everything. If you get used to it, you will be patient."
"Ha, I know."
Lin Jia responded and turned her head.
"Brother Chen, can I help me take care of her? "Xiang Xiaoan looked at me again and asked.
"Don't worry, brother."
"That's good, that's good."
Xiang Xiaoan finally looked at his parents, without saying anything, and the tears at the corners of his eyes showed that he was not as open-minded as he was.
He played a song that was indescribable and began to sing with a little hoarseness:
"Farewell is just before dawn, the shallow thoughts become obsessed with the figures that have gradually faded away and scattered in front of you with memories"
Chapter completed!