I looked at Zhang Yao in amazement, forgot my words for a moment, and just stared at her in a daze. The dim lights in the bar hit her face, making her suddenly become blurry, just as blurry as I feel now

"What's wrong with you?" She stretched out her hand, shook her eyes, and asked out loud.

"oh"

After suddenly coming back to my senses, I picked up the bottle and tried to hide my embarrassment. I took a sip and asked, "How do you know my birthday?"

"Please, your information is still on my desk. How do you think I know?"

"ha"

I smiled, a little thankful, and a little embarrassed.

"You won't be self-indulgent and think I've recorded it specifically, right?" She peeled a grape and put it in her mouth, and asked me as if nothing had happened.

"Hey, how busy you are."

I shook my head, feeling that everything in front of me was so unreal. I was very false to take out a cigarette from the cigarette box and lit it with a click. The smell of alcohol in my mouth and the faint fragrance of tobacco can make me sober at least not have to think about those unrealistic problems.

"Don't say I really wrote it down specifically, do you believe it?"

She smiled, it was so dazzling in this dim night.

I couldn't tell the difference between true and false, so I asked, "Why?"

"No, I just want to remember."

"oh"

The atmosphere suddenly fell silent, even though there were many red men and green women twisting their waists in the bar, and even if the resident singer was standing on the stage and hoarsely, it was quiet between us, and no one took the initiative to break the silence.

I have a lot to say, but I feel that those problems are not necessary to say them at all. They are just my own imagination. Why do I embarrass myself?

As for Zhang Yao, she really doesn't have anything to say to me.

We are living in peace now. At least, she is no longer as difficult as I did when I first started working in Borui. She is right. I, a bastard, have promised to be legal counsel for her for two years for free, and there is no need for her to be in trouble with me everywhere.

Women are sometimes complicated.

When men are complicated, they are even more complicated than women.

For example, now.

My feelings for her are very complicated. Take the feeling she felt when she was trapped in the elevator. At that time, I was like crazy. I was afraid of losing it and worried that I could deceive myself in any way, but my emotions were not.

"Hello"

It was Zhang Yao who broke the silence and asked, "We should be friends after knowing each other for so long, right?"

I was stunned for a moment, then nodded honestly, "At least I feel that way, but I don't know whether I, a bastard, have this qualification."

"What's there?"

"You should have many friends, right?"

Zhang Yao did not answer immediately, but picked up the goblet and drank the hot and scarlet bloody Mary in one gulp. She said, "There are many business partners, but as for friends, there are really not many."

"Mu Qing on our upstairs seems to be the only friend of me, right?"

"Where is Liang Feng? I think you have a good relationship with him, otherwise he wouldn't be so cheerful to help you, right?" I said quietly.

"He?" Zhang Yao looked at me disdainfully and asked, "Do you still remember when you met me here?"

"That's right, how could a man who wants to sleep with you be your friend?" I shook my head and thought to myself that I was really not open enough.

"Think, why don't you?" Zhang Yao asked and answered: "It's just a friend who has interests in wine and meat."

"Aren't you tired? I'm dealing with the whirlpool of interests and among their men." I couldn't help but ask her, maybe I haven't reached the height she is, I always feel that money is enough to spend as long as I have not earned enough money. Zhang Yao has long since left this line. Her assets are enough to support her free life for several lifetimes, so why do I have to make myself so tired?

Not every woman can become Dong Mingzhu, she doesn't seem to have to make herself so tired.&1t;b

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"I'm tired. I'm not an iron man, I'm just a woman."

I thought Zhang Yao would think for a long time, but she didn't. I thought she would find a good reason for herself, but she didn't.

Just telling me directly, she will be tired, and even she will be tired of such a life.

I couldn't help but wonder why she did this, and I became curious about her, the kind of curiosity that a man wanted to have a story with a woman.

This feeling is very strong. It comes suddenly and I never will be the master of my emotions. Since I have developed this kind of emotion, how can I resist it?

Maybe this is something alcohol brings to me, maybe it has come to the critical point today after a long backlog.

I stared at her, "Why not make myself more relaxed? As you said, why do you have to be so tired if you are just a woman?"

"People are in the world and cannot help themselves."

It seems like a joke, but also like an answer.

I don't understand.

But I can't ask anymore.

This is the gap. The difference between the naked land, the difference in the world, the things you see will naturally not be the same. The sudden curiosity comes, and the instantaneous stopping of the flag.

Maybe this is something that Tong Xue left for me after she left, or maybe this is something that I learned after wandering in Beijing for a few years. It is so cold that it makes people desperately rational.

"What about you? Are you tired?"

Hearing the sound, I paused with the hand holding the bottle. Wang Yuxuan asked me this question, Xu Nuo asked me, and when I got home, my mother also asked me the answers were different, because I was already numb, and I was numb to the current fast-paced life.

"I said I wasn't tired, do you believe it?" I asked with a smile.

"Don't believe it."

"Isn't it going to end?" I looked at the flashing lights of the bar and felt a little confused for a moment. "I'm really tired. Since she left, I don't know why I still insist on staying here and not mentioning the 500,000 yuan thing to me. If I want to leave, you won't stop me." I glanced at Zhang Yao and said with a smile: "People say it takes twenty-one days to develop a habit. I have lived in Beijing for four years and have been used to it for a long time. The only thing I don't get used to is that I haven't been able to completely get out of her shadow. Every day, life at three o'clock and one line has no purpose and no direction. You say, how can I not be tired?"

"You're wrong one."

"Um?"

"If I don't give me 500,000 for less than two years, I will really stop you." Zhang Yao said seriously.

"Why?"

“The spirit of contract.”

"All right."

"We are all very tired, aren't we?" Zhang Yao stood up, "Where is there any easy place in life? So, keep suffering from this fatigue. It's getting late and I'm going home."
Chapter completed!