In Beijing in summer, the afternoon sun is always very vicious. Even in the house, people can still feel the heat outside... I walked to the window, and the road outside the community gate was surging, and the sea of ​​cars was surging.

Everyone is busy with their bank card balance, untiring, regardless of the heat, just to stay in Beijing, just to have a better life, only I, nothing, lost the direction of my efforts, and lost the meaning of perseverance.

I couldn't help but remember what Lao Wang once said, "People with six-figure deposits in the card always want to make their value a seven-figure ranks; and middle-class people with millions will squeeze their heads and do their best to make themselves millionaires, and enjoy it... On the contrary, those upper-class people in this society will occasionally sigh and embrace the ordinary. This is also a besieged city. People outside the city want to come in, and people in the city want to go out, and only the builders of this city are constantly changing the rules."

Zhang Yao is probably the small group of people who belong to the rule makers?

And I don’t even have a six-figure deposit now, how could I own her? I was so impulsive at the beginning, ignoring reality and gaps, and naively felt that as long as I love, I could defeat everything.

I can't have what she has in my life; I can't give her what she needs.

"Probably, this is the best decision I made for her, right?" I murmured to the air, no one could give me an answer.

......

My mouth was very astringent, and the smell of tobacco and alcohol that remained disgusting me. I ran to the bathroom, brushed my teeth, took off my clothes, turned on the shower shower directly, and the cold water droplets instantly slapped my body, which was very cold and made me quiet quickly.

In this short love, I hadn't had a heavy rain for her. Now, let me use this ritual to say goodbye. I raised my head slightly, closed my eyes, let the water and tears mix together, then flowed into the drainage pipe, and finally merged into the underground drainage system of the city. I don't know where it dissipated...

Warm tears and cold water. I turned off the shower until my face began to numb. After drying my body, I shaved off the stubble that popped up overnight. No matter who was missing in my life, life must continue. What's more, there is not much time left for me to sigh.

I don’t know whether I should stay here, but now, I am still struggling in this city. It doesn’t matter if others give up, I can’t give up myself. If I am as indulged as when the last relationship ends, I’m afraid I will never be able to have a six-figure deposit in my life.

This is a kind of growth.

I didn't know if I should be relieved, but I still smiled at myself in the mirror.

......

I reinstalled the job search software on my phone. After writing my resume, I used the idea of ​​casting a wide net to apply for a membership and submitted my resume. The first choice was a lawyer, the second choice was a legal counsel. As for the third item, I wrote a planning copy... Even if I don't want to admit it, I have to face it. During this time of Borui, I was forced by Zhang Yao to master new survival skills, and I still have a very high starting point.

After finishing my resume, I fell on the bed without doing anything and started waiting for a certain law firm or company hr to contact me. In the lonely, I should always find something to do. I thought of smoking, but the moment when it dawned, it should be the time when I fulfilled my bet with Wang Yuxuan, and I couldn't violate it.

I can't bear to deceive that girl.

"well......"

I sighed and forced myself to close my eyes. Maybe after I fell asleep, I wouldn't think about these things, right?

 

;But just as I was half asleep and half awake, the cell phone placed at the bedside started to buzz like a death-seeking sound. I sat up first, thinking that it was very likely that it was a call from a recruitment company, and I cleared my throat and confirmed that others could not hear the tiredness, so I picked up the cell phone.

"The heroine."

This is the note I saved for Lin Jiayi after I came back from Wuzhen. Unexpectedly, she would call me... "What's wrong?"

"I dreamed of him."

Lin Jiayi said in a low voice: "I have been busy graduating recently. I haven't seen him for a while. When I was sleeping, I dreamed of that guy. He said he was very cold and said he was very lonely. No one wanted to see him..."

The more she spoke, the sadder her voice became, "Chen Mo, can you accompany me to see him when you have time? I think...he also wants to meet you as a friend."

Are humans an animal that is used to forgetting?

In some sad thing, yes.

Xiang Xiaoan is the purest of everyone I have met. His optimistic and free manners and attitude towards things make me feel very comfortable, but he left this world before we even had a glass of wine.

In this materialistic world, I don’t believe in those sayings of ghosts, but I believe that people have souls... Lin Jiayi and Xiang Xiaoan have such a tacit understanding. It must be that she felt the longing of his soul that she dreamed of him.

I stopped hesitating and said to her directly: "I have time now. If you have time, we can go and see him."

"Working days, how do you have time?"

Faced with this problem, I smiled bitterly, "I have no job now."

"What did you give birth?"

"Well... I didn't give birth to anything, it's just that I'm not suitable for such a working environment."

"Oh..." Lin Jia paused and said, "I'll pick you up at home."

"good."

After receiving the response, Lin Jiayi hung up the phone.

......

About fifty minutes later, Lin Jia called me again and said she was waiting for me downstairs in my house. After hearing the sound, I put on a dark dress and went out.

At the entrance of the community, she leaned against a large g and waved to me.

I trotted over and told her, "You wait a moment, I'll go to that convenience store to buy some wine. By the way, what do Xiao An likes to drink?"

"Red Star is the one, that guy is thinking about that bite."

“Ok.”

After saying that, I turned around and went to the convenience store on the roadside, chose two bottles of Erguotou on the wine rack, and when I checked out, I ordered another pack of Zhongnanhai, all of which were for him.

When I returned to the position just now, Lin Jiayi had already gotten into the car. I consciously opened the door on the co-pilot and sat in it.

He looked at her wearing sunglasses and sighed: "Don't say, Big G is really suitable for your temperament, they are all so fairy."

"Don't talk to me about this, I'm not in the mood."

"I advise you, it's better to change your face when you arrive in the cemetery later. Xiao An will definitely not be happy to see you like this."
Chapter completed!