I was very angry, to be precise, the anger after being exposed to the last layer of window paper.

In fact, they are not wrong. Sometimes, the things I do are quite naive, but I just don’t want to admit it myself. I have thought of using the most direct way to let them understand, but I am not wrong.

But what about reality?

Reality is that every decision I make ends up being naive and childish.

"Senior brother, you are quite childish now." Wang Yuxuan looked at me very seriously and said word by word.

"I just don't want to talk about her, even if I can talk about her, it will definitely not be the case now."

"Why?"

"Can you stop asking?"

I have indirectly admitted my childishness to her, but she still has to ask questions thoroughly. For me, this is very cruel. To this day, this is the time when I fail the most, and she insists on asking the reason for my failure. Any man would want to maintain the last dignity in his heart at such a moment.

Unwilling to spread your wounds to others is the final bottom line.

“Ok.”

Her words made me feel relieved, and I pulled a far-fetched smile and said to her softly: "I will definitely share with you when I can say it. Now I am in a bad state. When I am full, I should have a few glasses of wine. If I go to Houhai later, let's go to Houhai, right?"

"Okay." She nodded, "I've all listened to you, who made me a poor child who lives under someone else's roof."

"Sorry, my words were a bit heavy just now."

"It's okay, I'm used to it." Wang Yuxuan said as if nothing happened: "Let's have dinner, you're hungry for a day."

"Um."

After answering, we began to fall into silence.

No one had turned on his chopsticks and didn't drink, as if this luxurious dinner had become meaningless a few minutes ago.

Such an atmosphere is disgusting. There are people in the rental house, and there are two living lives, and they want to make this place so lonely. There is nothing else except the sound of breathing. When the familiar atmosphere comes, it is about to swallow me and crush me in this originally warm evening.

I have to fight.

Thinking of this, I raised my head and looked at Wang Yuxuan sitting directly opposite me, and she was also looking at me.

"I" opened my mouth, but didn't know what to say to her.

"What are you?" she asked.

"It's nothing, I just feel that I'm very failed."

With a self-deprecating smile, I opened the conversation, "You saw it today, she was with that old man. We were so close at that time, but we were so far away, with eyes, movements, words, and nothing that could prove that we met."

"What do you want?"

After pondering for a moment, I gave her the answer, "Even if it's just a word."

"Why should she take the initiative to talk to you?" Wang Yuxuan looked at me in confusion, "Aren't you separated? As strangers to each other, why should you say hello to you?"

"But we just separated for a day!"

Speaking of this, I felt a little painful. When I quickly picked up the half-drink beer and put it down again, I said to Wang Yuxuan: "Just just separated for a day, she came out to buy groceries with other men, talking and laughing. What do you think I can think?"

"What do you want to think?"

I was stunned by her question, thinking that this girl was not so simple, right? Your senior brother is likely to be green, and you can't tell me? Or is she pretending to be stupid and let me tell the fact that men are most unacceptable?

"As this happens, what else can I think?" I tried to tell what I met in a relatively general way. "I didn't find her at that time, so I called her like I told you, and I wanted to ask Zhang Yao for it."

"Then?"

Wang Yuxuan still looked calm and had no intention of standing on my side at all.

"Then she answered the phone, but without saying a few words, the old man who was with her actually called her

I don’t need to say anything about the rest of my baby, right? I want to save myself some face, although I lost all the face today.”

"What's wrong with the baby?"

"You will know when you meet a man who calls you a baby."

"My dad calls me that every day, why? What's the special meaning?" She looked at me with a look of surprise, very puzzled.

I suddenly realized something, but I couldn't catch that point and asked her: "What are you saying, Lao Wang always calls you?"

"Yes, many of my classmates and their fathers always call them like this intimately."

"Is it?"

Suddenly, I fell into shock. The man was definitely much older than me. Although he looked like a successful capitalist and looked very young, he still could not stop the traces of time portraying his face.

"Don't you understand?" Wang Yuxuan blinked, "I was very angry when I saw it at first, but later you stopped me. Do you still remember this?"

"How could I forget about it in just a few hours?"

"Yes, it was also at that time that I noticed that man's appearance, don't you notice his eyebrows and eyes, do you look very similar to Zhang Yao? To be precise, Zhang Yao looks like him."

"boom"

Wang Yuxuan's words seemed to hit my head with a heavy hammer.

I was wrong, completely wrong. Zhang Yao is not a casual woman. The man was her father. She didn't say hello to me at that time. It was very likely that she didn't want to add any trouble to me. When I called her, she was still covering up, even if I whispered her harshly!!!

She should be the one who is really wronged?

He laughed at himself, "I'm such a fucking fool."

"Understood?"

"Um"

"Senior brother, don't lie to yourself, you still love her, right?"

"No, I'm not worthy, especially since this time, I'm even less worthy. When I really love someone, I should trust her. Look at me, what have I done?"

"If you care, you will be confused."

"It's not about caring, it's about jealousy and inferiority." I chose to confess to Wang Yuxuan because I needed someone to listen.

"Whenever I see a man who is better than me appearing around her, I will be jealous and subconsciously make a comparison. The result of the comparison is obvious. They are a hundred times better than me, and they are enough to match a proud woman like her."

"Senior brother, I wanted to tell you from the beginning, do you want to listen?"

I raised my head and looked at the ceiling, "Say it, there's nothing I can't listen to."

Wang Yuxuan coughed lightly and said, "Then I'll say that, even if the uncle today is not her father, but someone else, you shouldn't think so badly. He may be her elder or her friend, right?"

I wanted to deny it, but I had no basis for denying it, so I could only nod my head as if I had accepted my fate, without saying anything.

"All your lack of confidence comes from the asymmetry between you. Didn't you show it?"

"But what can I do?"

"This is the crux of the matter." Wang Yuxuan snapped her fingers and said, "You are good at everything, but you only take love too seriously. You think about it as the whole of life. Are I right?"

"Um."

I am indeed such a man. When I love you, I will devote everything to you, and I will infinitely fantasize about my future life, but I will not pay attention to the essence of life.
Chapter completed!