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What exactly is love?

Why is it so painful?

Even after a year, I still couldn't forget Tong Xue. That autumn she took away too many things, love, faith, and one-tenth of what we finally saved.

During this year, I learned to go to bar, learn to get up with strange women, and use cigarettes and alcohol to comfort the already fragile nerves every day. During the day, I am a self-righteous lawyer who protects the interests of the client. At midnight, I am a well-dressed hunter who comes out to find food.

This is what Tong Xue left to me.

I don't want to admit that I'm degenerate, but that's the case.

Almost all the bars in Houhai have left my drunken shadow.

It's another midnight to come out for food.

Ferry bar.

"Get a glass of Glenfidy, without adding ice." He snapped his fingers and said to Xiaobai who was still mixing bartenders.

Xiaobai is also a drifter in Beijing. He has been on the ferry and bartending for three years.

"Hey, I don't know which girl will suffer again tonight." Xiaobai glanced at me ambiguously, handed over the wine, and sighed.

"Go to you, my brother is to make contributions to the century-old plan of mankind."

After drinking a sip of wine, my taste buds were instantly occupied by the unique cream and alcohol smell. I lit a cigarette, hazy smoke, the passionate music in the bar, the girls twisting their waists, and a glass of whiskey that can make people forget their pain for a short time. What's wrong with this kind of life?

Actually, I have thought about escaping, escaping from this city where many people want to rush to.

But my work is here, my youth is here, and more importantly, Tong Xue is here, even if the haze under the same sky as her is, it is a kind of companionship, right?

I don't believe it, she will betray our love.

But the answer she gave me was this, and she had been away for a year.

I am a lawyer, and as a pure materialist, I only believe what my eyes see.

Her departure has also become a certain fact

The facts are to be accepted, as if I can't do this now.

"Really Brother Chen, I admire you for this." Xiaobai smashed his mouth and said with a smile.

"What do you admire?"

"Appointment can reach the height of human plans. You are the only one among the people I know!"

"ha"

He shook his head and smiled without refuting.

There is no need to refute this kind of thing. It is just a beast that comes out to find food, so why should I defend myself?

Looking around the dance floor, looking for a prey that you can see, then having two drinks together, having some midnight snacks, and finally doing the most primitive things of humanity. This makes me feel sick, but it also makes me enjoy it.

"I am an old Chinese doctor, specializing in treating bragging, headaches, brain, fever and blood pressure, it has nothing to do with me."

"If you want to brag, it's better to masturbate. It's saving money and enjoyable, and there's no pressure yet."

"It doesn't matter if you eat something, it doesn't matter if you drink something. Those who brag about it have no strength."

"Someone bragged, so they looked for an old Chinese doctor, slapped the skin with five poisons and farted the head."

He looked at Xiaobai with some surprise, "Hey, this song is very good, it's interesting."

Xiaobai wiped the wine glass, heard this, smiled, and said, "This is a nut, it seems to be a flower in the film school."

"oh?"

In confusion, looking at the song, Xiaobai said it right. It was indeed a nut, neat and short, and the punk-style clothes were wild like a cat. The singing was a bit hoarse and very interesting.

There was a lady's cigarette between my fingers and a small beer in my left hand. I was told by intuition that this was a rebellious and story-provoking girl.

From the perspective of "hunter", I really want to have something with her.

Seeing me staring at the girl speechlessly, Xiaobai asked, "What? Did you fall in love?"

"Isn't it possible?" he turned around and asked.

"Many people like this fruit, but most of them were opened by this female tiger," Xiaobai said quietly.

"how?"

"What you see in your eyes may not be true." Xiaobai shook his head and began to make a bartender for other customers.

After a bored thing, I left the seat with the intention of exploring the truth, held the wine glass and walked to a position very close to the platform and sat down, enjoying it up close, or waiting and watching it more appropriate.

The stories of men and women probably start with being interested.

My interest now is to welcome tomorrow's sun with this girl singing "Old Chinese Medicine Doctor"

Guoer extinguished the smoke, snapped his fingers and continued singing freely until the end.

Coughing and clearing her throat, she said, "Thank you for coming to the ferry for support. I hope everyone can have fun tonight."

After saying that, he put down the microphone and prepared to step down.

"Girl, I sing so well, can I sing it again?"

When I come to the bar, I mostly listen to music and get drunk, and a small number of people are like me who want to find prey. To put it bluntly, aren’t they just going out to play and find happiness?

This short girl sang well and was very normal for her to be popular. It is understandable that someone asked her to do another one.

The girl paused when she heard this, took a sip of wine, and tilted her head with a funny look, "Brother, this must be the first time you are here. I only sing one song every day."

The man probably drank a few more glasses of wine, and the joking eyes around him made him feel a little uncomfortable.

The man was drunk and shouted, "Isn't it just a sing? If you ask you to sing, how can you get so much nonsense?"

As he said that, he took out a few bills, looked like three or five hundred, and threw them onto the stage: "Sing, it's yours after singing."

These days, there are so many locals.

After drinking, I watched all this with interest and intuition told me that the girl would not charge this money.

But reality often disappoints.

The girl smiled, very bright.

I squatted down, picked up the banknotes, and clicked in my hand, "Wow, five hundred, a lot."

A smile was held at the corner of her mouth, and the lights from the bar hit her face, looking a little charming.

"roll!"

Throw money on a man's face.

One word, domineering!

Xiaobai is right, this nut is not an ordinary person.

The man paused, his expression was stunned, shocked and angry.

"Then you said it again?"

"Believe it or not, I'm looking for someone to turn to you?"

"Don't you want to play with three batches?"

When the man came on stage, he grabbed the girl's arm and was about to walk down.

Since ancient times, the melon-eating crowds will not think it is a big deal, let alone the mixing of alcohol and DJ music?

Cheers, whistles, and slight blocking sounds.

It's messy.

He put the wine glass on the table and stood up.

But before I could step forward, I suddenly reversed.

The girl raised the wine in her hand and slapped the man on the head with a "bang".

"Have your mother taught you to respect your grandma, me?"

Breaking free from the man's hand, the girl jumped off the stage.
Chapter completed!