Chapter 309: Beijing Summer Night
When people are fragile, they all want to have another person understand themselves. Of course, I am like this now, but in my heart, I still resist such a thing.
Because I don’t want to be seen through, this will make me look weak. Anyone can have a soft place in his heart, but it is better that this soft place will not be seen.
I smiled far-fetchedly and replied to Wang Yuxuan: "I'm just coming out to do something insignificant. You're thinking too much."
"I hope."
"Well... the rest of my trip home said, I'll stop a car right now."
"Okay, try to get faster, I still want to go to bed early!"
"It's not what I asked you to wait..." I muttered and suggested, "Or you put the key under the mat at the door and go to bed."
"no!"
I don’t know why Wang Yuxuan has such a great obsession, but I heard her say extremely firmly: “I said that I will wait for you, and I will definitely wait for you to go home. I, Wang Yuxuan, can’t do something that I gave up halfway.”
"Okay, then I'll do it as soon as possible."
After all, I made a concession, perhaps because I saw myself in her, or perhaps because I had an idea in my heart to witness her sense of completing the ritual.
But no matter what the reason is, I have made concessions and promises... The bottom line I stick to is that I have promised others to do what I have done. How can I break my promise this time?
After receiving my response, Wang Yuxuan took the initiative to end the call.
The "beep" sound in the receiver reminded me that I had made some promises, but I shook my head in dismay. I returned to the side of the road, preparing to stop a taxi that could take me back to Liuliqiao.
From having no destination to deciding to going home, it was just a call, to be precise, the stubborn girl who lived in my house... All this was really wonderful, and when facing this mystery, I gradually began to compromise and learn to accept it.
I don't know whether it's good or bad.
......
After I had my destination, I seemed to have made an appointment. An empty car appeared in front of me without waiting for five minutes. I opened the passenger door and got into the car.
“Liuliqiao Metro Station.”
"Wow, you're far enough."
The driver seemed very talkative and got along with me.
"Well, come here to see one...a friend."
I hesitated for a moment, and finally defined Zhang Yao as a friend. When I think of her, I will naturally think of the moment that made me collapse not long ago, as well as the determination and firmness in her words.
I suddenly had a question. In this relationship, I can be sure that my love for her has not changed, even the deeper it is. Similarly, Zhang Yao is the same, but why do we still come to this point today?
According to common sense, this relationship should develop in a better direction...
I closed my eyes and began to immerse myself in my own world, so that I couldn't hear a word clearly what the driver said to me.
"Little brother?"
I don’t know how long it took, but I finally heard what he said, and the car stopped at this time.
"What's wrong with me?" I looked at him blankly and asked.
“I’m here.”
"So fast?"
"Ha, you've been sleeping here for almost fifty minutes."
"Uh...I'm sorry."
As I said that, I quickly took out my cell phone, paid on WeChat, and got off the car.
......
The rented community is less than 500 meters in the corner in front of me. On this slightly quiet summer night, I began to think about what kind of attitude should I use to face Wang Yuxuan, that girl when I got home.
First of all, I can be sure that I will never let her know the truth that I was anxious tonight, so I must think of a sufficient reason to get away with it; secondly, I cannot show loss in front of her. A breakup is only related to two parties involved, and anyone else is an outsider to me.
What's more, being in a girl who is ignorant of the world is not a glorious thing to behave in a distracted manner.
In this city, I did not live out my own value, nor could I live very decently. Now I have only one face left and I cannot lose it.
Thinking about this, I smiled self-deprecatingly and began to admire the actors who were active on the theater screen. The masks on their faces were so perfect that they could not see any flaws...
Taking a deep breath, I took the first step toward home.
I'm back, I have to face it.
I was hypnotizing myself for hundreds of meters away, telling myself that I would go out tonight to help my friends with a small matter. I had never seen Zhang Yao, nor had I heard the very hurtful words she said. As for separation... it was also my decision the day before yesterday. Since I decided on that matter, I have never thought about the possibility of conformity!
I kept reminding myself in my heart. When I stopped again, I had already appeared in front of the rental house on the seventh floor.
"Dong...Dong...Dong"
"Hurry up and open the door for your senior brother."
The sound I made was very satisfied with, at least I couldn't hear any forced smiles inside.
"Come!"
Wang Yuxuan's voice came from the door, with a little joy in her fatigue.
Soon, the door opened.
Wang Yuxuan, wearing a thin pink nightgown, appeared in front of me.
"Sleepy? Go to bed quickly." I touched her head and said with some distress.
"What's wrong with you not saying it yet."
She pouted and made way for me, and said from the side: "I have to know what you have done to be at ease."
"...I'm asking you to sleep, not to rest in peace!"
"Who are you scolding? For the sake of this fairy waiting for you for so long, should you tell me what I did when I went out to do?"
"Curiosity is not a good thing."
I shrugged and looked at her with a funny look.
"I'll know!"
"Okay, then I'll tell you."
I sighed helplessly and told her the excuse I had thought of on the way, "Mengyang, do you know? This grandson got drunk too much in Houhai, and was taken away by the police when he fought with someone. I just went to get him out... and he also paid 5,000 yuan for his mother. I must get this money back tomorrow, after all, our lives are quite tight now."
"That's it?" Wang Yuxuan asked in confusion.
"It's not just this, it's so bad."
I looked at her with pain. At this moment, my acting skills are no less than those professional actors.
Wang Yuxuan squinted her eyes and stood opposite me. She stared at me, perhaps judging the correctness of my reason... "",.
Chapter completed!