After the call, I lost the mood to go to bed again. I got off the sand and walked to the windowsill.

The sky is a bit gloomy and the sun is blocked by clouds. Maybe it will rain today, right? Maybe this rain will test the drainage system of Sijiu City again, and maybe the weather will clear up soon.

As Lao Wang described it to me, the weather is unpredictable, and the same is true for people's hearts.

I can't understand why Zhang Yao did this. Yes, I'm 100% sure at this moment. I suddenly received an interview notice from Zhuoma, and it was her who helped me from a private perspective.

Don't want to see me get worse in this city, or, she wants to see me get worse.

What's more, than being close to her but not touching her, and making me worse?

I pulled the corner of my mouth, picked up the cigarette I placed there on the table that was placed in midnight, lit it for myself, took a deep breath, and gently spit it out, I realized that the smoke was smoke after all, and could never be compared with the clouds far away in the sky.

It is incomparable to clouds or haze.

They exist for a long time and are heavy, while the smoke is always light and plain, and will dissipate with a slight blow.

The clouds in the sky are Zhang Yao. She can easily decide our relationship, and can easily arrange a job for me that many people need and are decent in this city.

I am smoke and rootless duckweed, constantly being changed by the breeze of the reality of life.

Resist?

People who have nothing, no matter which city they are in.

accept?

Only accept it, and then within this range, try to make yourself live a better life.

But this time, I refused to accept it.

It's almost the end of the month. God knows whether the landlord will increase the rent again. After all, Beijing will never lack people who come here. That middle-aged woman will never have to worry about not being able to rent a house.

After breathing a sigh of relief, I directly held the cigarette at the corner of my mouth. After freeing up my hand, I submitted my resume on various job-seeking apps. I didn’t believe that I could not live here if I left Zhang Yao.

At this moment, I was so excited that I wish I could immediately have a job with a treatment that was several times better than at Boruishi, so that I could prove to everyone that I, Chen Mo, are not worse than anyone else, and even have much better results.

I have to admit that my idea is very naive and not something a mature man should have.

After picking and selecting, after submitting a few resumes, the cigarette at the corner of my mouth was almost burned out. I quickly twisted it out in the ashtray and cleaned up the ash falling on the ground with toilet paper.

After all this, I looked at the time. At 10 o'clock in the morning, thinking that Wang Yuxuan had noodles last night, and was worried that she would wake up from hunger, so I got into the kitchen, washed my hands, and cooked some white rice porridge.

Taking advantage of this time, I sliced ​​the cucumbers and drizzled them with chili oil, MSG and other condiments, made a simple cold dish, cooked two eggs later, and added the fermented tofu in the refrigerator, a typical northern Chinese breakfast, which will be done when she woke up.

I enjoyed this feeling very much, and it made me forget the things I just faced for a brief moment.

At least, when I cook, I don’t think about what kind of work I should use to prove to that woman in fact. I know in my heart that no matter how I prove it, from the actual situation, I can’t achieve equality with her.

In the material world, Zhang Yao will not lack anything; in the spiritual world, she is so powerful, how many women who can look at love rationally are not powerful?

I shook my head and told myself not to think about these irritable things, but no matter what, I could not achieve the meaningless thoughts that appeared in my heart, which made me almost lost in this gloomy morning.

Calm, you must be calm.

I wiped my face hard, walked into the bathroom, took off my clothes randomly, and then turned on the rain shower, and immediately, a clear stream of water poured on me.

This is the only way I can think of to calm myself down quickly.

My mind gradually became blank. I forgot where I was, and even forgot who I was. The darkness after closing my eyes was so intimate that I could feel my heartbeat. It used its powerful beating to tell me that I was still alive.

"call"

I let out a long breath, poured washing water into my palm, and rubbed my head carefully. At the back of my head, I clearly touched a scar. This is a testimony of my love for Zhang Yao, and it is also a testimony of my love for more.

For her, I can save my life.

However, it seems so ridiculous now that everything has touched me.

I shook my head and even grew bigger and bigger, as if I had just entered a bar with a hot atmosphere, surrounded by young girls twisting their waists.

At this moment, I saw a ray of light.

What followed was a girl rubbing her sleepy eyes

I woke up in shock.

This is not at a certain bar. I took a shower in the bathroom, didn’t turn on the lights, and even the door was not locked!

It was all because of the irritability in my heart just now. It made me forget that there was a woman at home who had not gotten up, and this woman was not so close to me that she could meet honestly.

I looked at her in surprise, forgot to turn off the shower, forgot to cover my body

Similarly, Wang Yuxuan is the same, especially when she just opened her eyes.

I blinked.

"Well"

"ah!!!"

I can be sure that at this time, the highest soprano in the world will not be as loud as hers.

It was also this scream that woke me up and made me realize how I was at this moment. I quickly turned off the shower and put on a bath towel.

"It's pretty early to get up." I said incoherently: "Then all the food is ready, and I'm about to call you."

"You!!! Why don't you lock the door when you take a shower?"

This kind of thing was already very embarrassing, and she said it in person. I wish I could find a crack in the ground to get into it. Usually, I am very thick-skinned, but now at such an extremely embarrassing moment, I can't do it as if nothing had happened.

"Then I thought you wouldn't get up so early."

"rogue."

"Hey, I'm not sincere."

"Then don't you get out and wait to blind my eyes?!!!"

I realized that I was still naked and hurriedly bypassed her and took one step out of the bathroom. It was this step that made me fall to the ground. The real sister serves online and helps you find books to chat with you. Please search/video/select popular online articles or rd4. Wait for you to flirt with~
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