It seems that in everything we do now, we have to find a reason for ourselves, a reason to convince ourselves or even hypnotize ourselves.

For example, at this moment, I need a reason to tell Zhang Xiaolin firmly that no matter what, I will not let Zhang Yao sacrifice the rest of his life for Borui's chance to breathe.

But no matter how hard I searched my heart, I couldn't find a reason to convince him or myself.

“我真他妈的做不到.”

I finally said something, but I was so unwilling to accept it in my words.

"I have seen many people who died at the age of twenty-five, but they would survive until they were in their eighties before entering the grave... You are over twenty-five years old and you are still alive, but can you accept this way of living?"

“我在尝试改变.”

Zhang Xiaolin sneered: "Once upon a time, they said so too, weren't they defeated by reality in the end?"

"I have nothing, will I care about anything else?" I looked at him seriously and said, "Now, in my life, there is only Zhang Yao, such a woman who is willing to believe me... If she asked you to say this today, then I will admit it. Unfortunately, she will not let an outsider tell me these things, so I am really sorry for Second Young Master, I can't let go... because I don't believe that there is no other way except to sacrifice her happiness."

"That's so fucking naive."

Zhang Xiaolin cursed, pointed at my nose, and said strongly: "Be kind to my sister, I will help her find a way here."

"Um?"

"Hmm what huh?"

He patted my shoulder and smiled and said, "I, as a brother-in-law, can't I test my brother-in-law?"

"This is all a test?" I looked at him in disbelief.

"Most of all."

Zhang Xiaolin said truthfully: "Yaoyao loves you very much. She hopes to have a bright future with you. Similarly, she is in a difficult situation now. It can be said that this is the most difficult time since she took over Borui."

"I'm sorry, I can't do anything."

"She has my second uncle and my brother. It's not your turn to carry it when the sky falls. So, boy, just give her love... If I know what you did to be sorry for her, there will be no place for you in Sijiu City."

"Ha, let alone you, I won't allow it."

"Yeah?"

Zhang Xiaolin narrowed his eyes and asked, "What happened to the girl who was in the bar last time?"

"Uh...I've always treated her as my sister."

"real?"

"Yeah, really."

When I think of Wang Meigui, I can't help but feel guilty, and I have indeed been moved by her, but now that she has left, I also chose to hug Zhang Yao again, no matter how many regrets I had or how distressed I felt at that time.

The facts have become facts, and I can't think of her anymore.

It's great to hide her in your heart.

Being responsible for her is also being responsible for Zhang Yao and my own emotions.

I was not very honest at this moment, but I was very calm because I knew my choice clearly... about love and life choices.

After hearing what I said, Zhang Xiaolin nodded, "I hope what you said is true, it is all the big men. You have to recognize what you said."

"I will admit these words at any time."

"Okay, work hard as soon as possible, I hope you can marry her sooner."

Zhang Xiaolin is one of Zhang Yao’s closest people. Being recognized by him is the best thing I have encountered recently.

"Um."

I nodded heavily and looked at him firmly.

"I'll withdraw first, you can go back soon." As he said that, Zhang Xiaolin pointed at our feet again: "A man, if you look at him for a long time, it's not a mistake. Just like you said, you have nothing to be afraid of? The courage to start over is always in mind, and you will succeed sooner or later... I'll wait for you here."

"I hope you won't wait too long."

"No matter how long you are, you are my brother-in-law, aren't you?"

"Thanks."

"Don't be polite."

I smiled and shook my head: "This is what I said for Zhang Yao... It is a good thing that she can have a brother like you to help her. As her lover, I can only express my gratitude in such a useless way."

"It's good to have this kind of heart. For the rest, love my sister very well."

"Um."

After receiving my response, Zhang Xiaolin left here with great strides, leaving me alone standing there.

The wind on the top floor is very strong and the air is much hotter than the ground, but I suddenly realized that I fell in love with the feeling of standing on it, because it allows me to look directly at the tall buildings and buildings within my reach. They are representatives of the prosperity of this city.

As a tiny ant as I am, being able to stand here and look at them equally is a great gift for the vanity in my heart.

I am trying to accept what life brings to me.

What reality brings to me, I have to accept it.

Fortunately, what Zhang Xiaolin told me today is just a situation set by him, his future brother-in-law. If that is true, what should I do?

After thinking for a while, I felt helpless and couldn't do anything except act as a spectator in the play. I could only watch my lover struggle, and I was in a dilemma between me and the company.

It’s nothing wrong with being ordinary, after all, in this world, the majority of ordinary people are. However, we must distinguish the difference between ordinary and mediocre. Fortunately, Zhang Yao’s appearance allowed me to stop the loss in time and stop at the moment when I was on the verge of mediocrity.

Similarly, it was also because of our hug again that I could see clearly that it was a mistake to continue with her for a long time.

At this moment, I must get rid of the ordinary as soon as possible.

The bet between Mu Qing and me is an opportunity!

Thinking of this, I was going to go back to the office and call Lin Jiayi to ask for information. Maybe I had telepathy and said this. When I just returned to the building, my phone rang.

It was Lin Jiayi.

After answering the phone, I asked anxiously: "Is there any news?"

".........You come to his company at noon tomorrow."

"Thanks."

"It's really rare, you still know how to say these two words."

Faced with her teasing, I replied in confusion: "I was going to say this."

"Chen Mo, when did you start to be hypocritical?"

"Why am I hypocritical?"

"It's nothing, maybe I'm thinking too much...or maybe, utilitarianism is human nature."

"Uh, can you listen to my explanation?"

"I'm not blind, I'll watch it myself."

"I asked you to find Xiang Yu, just ask you to help me contact you. There is nothing else...I'm not as unbearable as you think."

"Okay, I get it."
Chapter completed!