"I'm willing to be kidnapped."

A plain and gentle but firm voice came out of Tong Xue's mouth.

At some moments, we are the same people, all of whom are extremely stubborn, as if this is the case now. I looked at her in confusion, and for a moment, I didn't know what to say.

Many pictures flashed through my mind, about the past, about us, about Zhang Yao... Can anyone tell me how I should answer?

Two years ago, in the face of such a situation, I would definitely hold her without hesitation and say some promises about love and life from the bottom of my heart; but now, I can't do it.

I have many concerns, and I don't seem to love that much anymore.

What a familiar scene, what a familiar feeling, I still have to choose that way, don’t you say anything?

No, I can't!

Taking a deep breath, I finally spoke to Tong Xue and asked, "Why?"

"You know."

"Love? Do you think you can still get that illusory emotion in me?"

"How can I know if I don't try it?"

"...To be honest, I'm very surprised that you would say these words. It was also here at the beginning of the year. You told me, let's get together again. Now it's just a different season, so let that scene repeat itself."

I smiled bitterly: "It's ridiculous, isn't it?"

"Chen Mo, we need to settle down." Tong Xue said to me in an extremely serious tone like never before: "In the previous scene, you hesitated and I was stubborn... It was just for that little face that you came with her. The annoyance, regret, and the taste of loss really torture me crazy, do you know?"

Without saying anything, I subconsciously lit a cigarette to hide the storm in my heart.

Even when we were still together, Tong Xue never said these words to me. She was very strong and all her emotions would be hidden behind her neat and white teeth. However, at this moment, Tong Xue revealed her feelings to me without any concealment.

This is not the one I know, but this is the real her again.

"sorry......"

All my words turned into these three words.

This is an apology for the previous misunderstanding, for her contribution over the years, and for her two farewells. Even though I know clearly that Tong Xue doesn't want this sentence full of guilt... What she wants is an accurate answer.

......

It was late at night, and we were still standing here and never left.

The tourists around me changed one after another, and the lights became brighter and brighter. This seemed short, but in fact it was as long as a century, I had not given her an answer.

"Chen Mo, can you face it?"

"I'm very messy, really messy." I sighed and said to her truthfully: "The reason why I left that city is almost the same as you, but I haven't said goodbye to her yet. In this way, you will definitely see that I'm running away... I don't want to do this, but I have to do this. If I choose to be with you now, what's her?"

"It doesn't affect your choice."

Tong Xue is still so rational, hitting the nail on the head.

"You are not objects, and feelings are not equivalent exchanges!"

"But you always have to get married, right?"

Tong Xue frowned slightly and asked me: "Love is not an equivalent exchange, but marriage must involve a good match. No one can deny this. Right?"

Nodded, I didn't say anything.

"We are not the young teenagers we used to be. What we need now is stability. And you, Chen Mo, now faced with this trough, even more warm embrace... She can't give you these, and no woman around you can give you these except me."

Tong Xue took a deep breath and continued, "Some things I have to say, because I don't want to let myself suffer the pain of losing my lover anymore... When you were together, when I saw you restrain yourself from smoking, I knew I had lost. I have advised you to quit smoking countless times, but you used the excuse of pressure to shirk away.

At that time, you were willing to quit for her. At that moment, I felt that I lost in despair! It was also at that time that I understood a truth, do you know what it is?"

"Some things are meaningless to pursue now, right?" I narrowed my eyes in pain, not wanting the breeze to blow the wet corners of my eyes down.

"You have never experienced real loss, so how could you understand this feeling?"

Facing Tong Xue's replies, my heart suddenly tugged. Now I have learned everything from Bai Xiang. How could I not understand the meaning of her words!

"I......"

Open my mouth, and I still swallowed all those words.

Destiny has brought us to this moment, and I must accept its life calmly. I am like this, and naturally Tong Xue is the same.

"At that time, I really didn't know how I could hold on. In that small room of more than 30 square meters, I fell in love with drinking, because only then could I vent all the accumulated emotions, and then, in a hoarse voice, he said to us in the only photo of the city in Beijing, saying I love you."

A hot light flashed in Tong Xue's eyes, and she said confidently: "Chen Mo, I can guarantee that all the women around you do not love you, nor do I understand you! Let's get married."

Let's get married.

This sentence was originally what I was going to propose on the seventh anniversary, but at this moment, when we were separated for two years, Tong Xue was a little excited and trembling.

A woman who once loved her, but still has a shadow in my heart... I stared at her in a daze, with tears sour, and I would never think about what she was thinking again!

I only know that I should do what a man should do the most.

Stepping forward, I finally hugged her.

The familiar and unfamiliar feeling seemed as if everything was yesterday, and another half a century had passed.

"I finally became selfish once, and it felt so good." Tong Xue murmured in my arms: "Do you know what I was thinking when looking back at the milk tea shop?"

Without waiting for my answer, she said directly: "I was wondering, why don't you get up and give me a hug, why don't you say a word to keep me? In that way, I can tell you everything, or be with you regardless of it... Fortunately, it's not too late now, Chen Mo, forgive my selfishness. I really love you very much. I have never changed since the moment I recognized you."

"I'm sorry, I've kept you waiting for a long time."

The breeze on the summer night is very warm, the embraces we hug each other are very warm, and my heart is also very warm, everything is so good.
Chapter completed!