The moment this thought came out, it was like a pouring rain and it was out of control.

Even though it was denied by Tong Xue yesterday, I understand what she meant: She was afraid that I made a decision because she was impulsive, which was very unfair to Zhang Yao, but she also forgot that feelings are not a fair thing.

I know that Zhang Yao is still there in my heart, but I must make this decision, end it as soon as possible, be kind to her, and be kind to me. After that, I will devote myself to my career and use my busyness to forget the pain brought to me by a love that should not have existed.

Whether it is Du Cheng or Xu Nuo, they are all my brothers, and they have said the same thing, "Cherish the person in front of me." And now the girl in front of me, the only woman who is determined to be loyal to me, is Tong Xue!

Taking a deep breath, I finally spoke to Du Cheng, "You are right. People in front of me need to cherish them now. Now I will give her a result."

"Okay, at least I can give myself and her freedom, even if the cost of obtaining freedom is a bit high."

"The price? What's the price?"

After taking a sip of wine on my own, I continued, "It is better to end a love that can torture people until they are unwilling to eat and eat as soon as possible. What's more, I have devoted myself and loved them deeply. It also made me realize that the gap is like the relationship between two worlds. There will be no good ending to learn these things, which is worth it, right?"

It turns out that lying with a smile is like this. At this moment, I finally tasted it.

"How many foolish men and women in the world are, and how many people in the world are happy with it."

Du Cheng has no answer to this question, and I will not look at it from some perspectives. We are the same. We are all losers in love and dare not love the person we truly love.

Reality uses a slap to let us see the essence clearly. When men have nothing, they must cherish the girl who is willing to be by their side, and work hard to become excellent so that they can hold love in their own hands. Unfortunately, when we realize this, the woman who most wants to live with her most forever is gone.

His Chu Li is about to marry a wife, and I will be completely broken up with Zhang Yao.

With a bitter smile, I lifted up my glass, everything was silent, and everything would be in the beer we drank into the stomach.

"What about you, what are you going to do? Just watch Chu Li get married?"

"You can let go, why can't I?"

"Our situation is different. The distance between me and Zhang Yao cannot be made up by trying hard. What's more, there is a Tong Xue sandwiched in the middle. I have to make a choice. In this life, I have always proved myself in one choice. I can't let Tong Xue down anymore, so"

"Ha, to be honest, this is quite irresponsible, but in reality you have to choose this again. I feel a little sympathetic to you brother." Du Cheng smiled slightly, lit a cigarette, and asked me again: "After making this choice, will you get married?"

Nodded, I sighed: "Tong Xue has been waiting for me for too long. Can a woman do these things for me? Isn't it just for a family to start a family?"

"I wish you happiness and wait for your wedding wine."

"Thanks."

After a pause, I continued to advise Du Cheng, "Brother, you can see that you still love Chu Li, and most of your happiness depends on yourself. Anyway, they are not married now, after the Music Festival, you will also show your direction in a better direction. If you can't let it go, go and chase her back."

"Catch it back?" murmured and Du Cheng nodded at me, "I will consider it."

late at night.

Zhang Feng directly took Du Cheng and Xu Nuo to live in the bar. They also need to talk about the music festival. In addition, the resources in these two were another wealth for Du Cheng. As a friend, I should support him, so I finally rejected their proposal to drink until dawn and left the old time.

I walked alone on the streets of the town. The atmosphere was truly quiet at this time. There was no one except me. Only the breeze gave me company. When I just walked out of the bar, I received a text message from Lin Jiayi, as always, only one good night.

She told me in this way that everything was fine in Lhasa. I also replied good night. This is a tacit understanding between us. No one wants to find out what each other is doing. Just know that each other is alive.

However, Wang Yuxuan has been quiet since I sent her to the inn, without any news. Maybe she was tired and stayed there to sleep. Maybe she was still angry with me and didn't want to contact me at all.

No matter what the reason is, this result is what I want to see. Even if I know that this is a bit heartless, I can only do this.

Starting tomorrow, I will devote myself to my career. Now, I will contact Zhang Yao before that and make a break with her. In addition, a three-month appointment, there are already many things that have been accumulated on me. I cannot have any ties with Wang Yuxuan anymore. For her, my heart is the last kindness of my man.

Even if such kindness is shameful.

Instead of returning to the youth hostel, I went straight to the bridge yesterday. Standing on the bridge, feeling the gentle evening breeze unique to the water town in Jiangnan, my drunkenness dissipated a lot, and took out the last cigarette from the cigarette box to light it. I suddenly wanted to jump off the bridge and seek real escape.

I am very tired, really tired. I have never told anyone about this feeling of physical and mental exhaustion, and the root cause of my fatigue is this love affair that is about to end.

"It will be over, even if I still love you."

After taking a deep breath of cigarette, I copied out my phone and pressed the number on the screen that I had already remembered, the number belonging to Zhang Yao.

As midnight approaches, she is very likely to have fallen asleep at this time, but I insist on waking her up at this time. "Just treat it as my first and last time I am childish." I said to myself in my heart.

The prompt sound kept ringing until the end, and no one answered the phone. I gritted my teeth and called out again. This time, after the prompt sounded five times, a somewhat hoarse and tired voice finally came from the receiver.

"Hello, who?"

"I'm Chen Mo. I'm sorry to wake you up, but I have to contact you at this time and some things need to be a result." I apologized, felt distressed, and hid everything. I said my opening remarks without any polite greetings and politeness. They were all direct.
Chapter completed!