Chapter 478: She said, everything has me
Five o'clock in the morning.
After running all the way, I arrived at Xiaoshan Airport in time. After paying the 600 yuan fare discussed before using WeChat, I shook my body and walked out of the car.
My head was a little dizzy and my mouth was thirsty. I was so tired that I couldn't sleep all night.
I wiped my face hard and subconsciously wanted to light a cigarette, but when I took out the cigarette box, it was empty inside. I smiled helplessly and threw the empty cigarette box into the trash can on the roadside.
It's dawn.
The sun has not risen yet.
I think that at this moment, the drunk woman should be on the coast of Beidaihe to welcome the sunrise of the new day? She said that it was one of her favorite sunshines; she said that we would meet today and say goodbye in the end.
Looking up and looking at me, I saw that there was a slight red in the sky... Even if we were in the same time zone in the same country, I had to admit that the red in Hangzhou is different from the sunrise by the sea.
After a long sigh, I walked into the terminal, took out the ticket according to the procedure, looked at the time, and it was still time to board the plane, so I spent another 60 yuan in the rest area and ate a bowl of beef noodles.
"Dear passengers, Air China flight ca17o1 from Hangzhou to Beijing has started ticket checking..."
Hearing this voice, I quickly got up and checked the tickets and boarded the plane with the abortion.
I thought I would go back to Beijing, but I never thought that I would go back in just one month.
Now, what will be waiting for me in that city?
There is nothing.
I'm just a passerby.
......
As the plane took off, I closed my eyes and put myself in a half-dream and half-awake state. I thought a lot about what we might say after meeting: What will she say? Will she cry? Will she feel distressed? Will she really stop completely in the end?
The successive problems made me more annoyed. I wanted to open my eyes, but no matter how hard I tried, my eyelids were like locked windows...
It was not until I landed and was patted by the people around me that I opened my eyes.
"Sorry, thank you." I said to the man apologetically.
The man looked at me unconsciously, nodded, and walked past me.
......
Taking a deep breath of heavy air, I finally realized that I had returned to Beijing. Sijiu City seemed to have not changed much, but it seemed to have changed a lot. On the way to the Beijing Railway Station, I was full of emotion and nostalgia.
As soon as I got off the bus, I was surrounded by a crowded crowd.
This is a corner of Beijing, and it is also a summary of Beijing. Every day, outsiders come here, and every day, outsiders leave here. From the moment you stand here, you will deeply realize how small you are.
Before I could finish more reminiscing, I squeezed into the ticket office and bought the first high-speed train ticket to Beidaihe. I also took advantage of this time to buy a pack of Zhongnanhai and a new lighter.
Standing at the door of the waiting hall, I greedily lit a cigarette, begging in my heart that it can comfort me while bringing me some nostalgia.
Everything that has been born in the four nine cities is worth remembering. This is the meaning I give to this cigarette.
......
At 2:30 p.m., I rushed to Beidaihe. Some humid air reminded me of Wuzhen thousands of miles away. Later, if the people in the bar might not see me, they would contact me.
After we contacted each other, how should we explain to them? Undoubtedly, this is another multiple-choice question that is very troublesome.
I shook my head and comforted myself, letting it go, but when I restarted my steps, the phone in my pocket rang.
Originally, I thought it would be Zhang Yao, but when I saw that the caller ID was Tong Xue, I felt unnatural... that feeling was like I was doing something that I owe her.
Ask yourself, simply saying goodbye to Zhang Yao is not considered a loss, but others will feel that I am responsible.
But thinking is one thing, but when I was born, it was another. Of course, the second situation I am facing now!
I stared at my phone in a daze, not knowing how to face it for a while, so I missed Tong Xue's first call.
How can you not face it if you have a clear conscience?
But I don't know what the reason for my guilt is.
With a sigh, I planned to put away my phone and give Tong Xue another reply when I returned to Wuzhen.
It's a pity that she didn't give me this opportunity.
The ringtone rang again!
"Do you miss me?" I asked her in a relatively relaxed tone as I could.
"Nonsense..." Tong Xue said shyly and asked me back, "Chen Mo, why haven't you come here now?"
"...Oh, I feel a little uncomfortable. I drank a lot of wine yesterday and was lying on the bed."
A lie, even if you don’t want to create misunderstandings, is a lie.
"So, do you want me to see you?"
"Hey, it's okay, I'll take a break, just rest... It's not convenient for me to share the place with others."
"It's really troublesome, okay, you have a good rest. I'll keep an eye on you here today, you don't have to come here."
"Don't......"
I quickly spoke out and stopped it, "How can you stay up late with your physique? Wenbin alone is enough."
"How can that work? This is our studio's first business, so be careful."
Tong Xue still understands the truth.
"What a fucking bastard." After cursing myself in my heart, I hesitated and said, "Please give Wenbin the phone number and I'll tell him."
"I don't need this little thing, don't worry, I can."
"this......"
"Don't let my mother-in-law and mother. The most important thing is, at most you can treat me to soy milk tomorrow."
Soy milk!!!
Yes, I promised Tong Xue that I would send her a cup of soy milk this morning!
"Sorry, Xiaoxue..." I said with some shame.
"Are you uncomfortable? It's okay."
"Um."
"Can I give you some medicine?"
"Guangqi has it here, I ate some."
"Don't eat cephalosporin, you have drunk a lot of alcohol."
When I heard this, I felt more and more sad... I let out a gentle voice, and I joked: "I'm not a fool."
"Silly, then you can rest and don't think about these things! I have everything."
"......Thanks."
"Tell me what to thank you, fool."
Then, Tong Xue took the initiative to end the call.
Her voice just now was something I missed in my dreams countless times, but now when I hear it, I can only stay in place, at a loss, and my whole body is surrounded by ashamed.
"You must make up for it when you go back, and you must confess to her!"
Chapter completed!