Choice or torture?

Standing at this fork in the road, I don’t know how to face it.

At this moment, I was really conflicted. Because the shadows of two women in my heart were constantly overlapping; I had to admit my greed and selfishness, and I had to face love.

This kind of emotion should be pure and dedicated, but I cannot do these two things now.

When facing Tong Xue, I also made a promise. That promise even concerns my whole life... As for Zhang Yao, that fairy tale confession was the most sincere love words I said to her.

Yes, when I faced these two women, the beating heart in my chest was sincere.

It sounds ridiculous and absurd, but as the person involved, I know that everything is so real.

Subconsciously shook my head, I decided not to think about those things. What I should do most now is to take care of Zhang Yao's hospital bed and wait for her to wake up. I think there must be a lot of things in her heart that she wants to say to me.

After all, I have a lot to say to her now... about saying goodbye, about the future, and also about the debt that causes harm to her body.

If the driver who caused the car accident was the most direct criminal, then I must be an accomplice. No matter what, the reason why Zhang Yao rushed to Beidaihe from Beijing was me, and the love that seemed to be over but was still tied to each other's hearts.

I once longed to have it in my dream. After having it, I realized that it did not bring us happiness, but instead made us torture each other... So I made a decision that I thought was very wise.

I thought that after the regretful ending, we would part with each other; what we were waiting for was such a scene in front of us.

The injured woman is not only what I loved deeply, but also what I have no face to face in the future.

"If it were you, how should you choose this problem?...Is it in your heart that I, Chen Mo, is really bad. Isn't it a man worth entrusting?"

I asked Zhang Yao, and even though I knew I couldn't get the answer, I still chose to speak.

"I'm so stupid. If I were a girl, I wouldn't have chosen a man like myself. I'm sensitive inside and I can't do anything except being jealous... Haha, Zhang Yao, wake up quickly, whether you scold me or ignore me, really, if you lie down like this, I will feel that you are very irresponsible...

It’s clearly here to say goodbye, but you don’t say a word. Do you know how tight your time is, buddy? You don’t know yet. I started a business in Wuzhen. Although it is not comparable to your career, it is enough to make me understand how difficult it is for you... I don’t know if it’s too late now, but I still want to say sorry to you... It turns out that I don’t know so much about you."

"The shoulders of the knight are enough to rely on the princess. I said I would be your knight, but my shoulders have never become your support. I will never say such things that cannot be responsible for this kind of irresponsible."

"Wake up, can you scold me? Please!"

Fortunately, there was no one in the ward at this time, so I could completely open my heart when facing her. I needed to tell the story and apologize to her.

I just stared at her like this, using my pretty warm palms to warm her up.

......

It's late at night.

The low battery warning on my phone woke me up. Because I forgot to bring a data cable when I went out, I turned my eyes to Zhang Yao's Prada bag, and the bright red marks on it had been wiped off by me.

With a little complexity, I carefully opened it, some of the cosmetics, wallets, tablets, and these things were placed in a mess.

This should be caused by a car accident, because Zhang Yao, who I know, will never allow his bag to be so messy. If I don’t believe in evil, I poured out all these things, and then I found a data cable.

I took out my own mobile power supply and charged the phone. I should have taken these things back to her, but when I saw the tablet, I was struggling in my heart.

My intuition told me that there would be some secrets about her.

I stretched out my right hand and took it back. I didn't know if I should spy on her privacy. To be precise, I knew it was immoral to have such thoughts, but I couldn't control myself.

That plate seemed to be a fruit hanging on the tree of good and evil, which tempted me a lot.

Buzz..."

At this moment, the phone vibrated and buzzed!

After a long sigh, I suddenly realized that during the period of struggle, I had sweated a lot on my forehead.

Shaking my head and cursing myself ashamed of shamelessness, I turned my eyes to the phone placed on the table.

The caller ID is Lin Jiayi.

Without thinking too much, I answered her call, "Hey, what's wrong?"

"No, ask what you're doing."

"Uh... I feel a little uncomfortable, I'm crawling in the hostel."

"Is that?" Lin Jiayi suddenly laughed, "Then I'll go and tell Miss Xiaoxue now that you're back."

“…”

I forgot that Lin Jiayi and Tong Xue live in the same inn! And after these days of contact, the two have already had a friendship.

"Don't." I hurriedly stopped her, and said with a smirk, "I'm outside and dealing with some things."

"What's the matter?" she asked.

"Go back and tell you."

"Ha...do you think I want to ask?"

"What's the meaning?"

"Don't you know?" Lin Jia asked again and again.

"What I can say now is that I really have something important to deal with... and now I have some accidents."

"Don't tell me these things, I'm not interested." Lin Jiayi interrupted me and continued, "Chen Mo, I'll tell you the truth. You know who I am. If Miss Xiaoxue was not at ease, I wouldn't have called this phone call, understand?"

Hearing this, I smiled bitterly, "I understand."

"So, shouldn't you hang up my phone now and tell the person who cares about you the most?"

"...I don't know how to tell her." After hesitating for a moment, I finally told Lin Jiayi the truth, "Zhang Yao said, there is still a short farewell between us, so we agreed to come to Beidaihe... But she is in a car accident now, and I am guarding her in the hospital..."

"Damn it."

Lin Jiayi shouted exaggeratedly, "Are you sure this is not filming a TV series? My sisters dare not act like this after graduation assignments!"

"Ha, I wish this was a scene so that she wouldn't be really hurt, right?"

"Okay, I won't get involved in this matter." After a pause, Lin Jiayi turned around and said, "But Chen Mo, I still want to ask, what do you think in your heart?... Say love to the woman around you, and make a promise for the rest of your life; and then fucking farewell without saying goodbye to another woman."

"I......"

"Don't let me go, men are really big pig's hooves!"
Chapter completed!