Chapter 52: This is just the beginning
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"What?"
Meng Yang opened his mouth wide in shock, so that the cigarette fell to the ground.
"What international joke?"
He patted his shoulder and joked: "You must not have turned on the computer today, right?" Bada took a breath of cigarette: "The whole Leping may know that I took the case that I shouldn't have taken and was posted online."
He said ambiguously, not wanting to worry about this issue. After I left, Meng Yang would naturally hear from others that I would just say goodbye to him. After all, my friend who has been working together for more than four years has long regarded him as his brother.
"What did Lao Wang say?" Meng Yang said angrily: "That old guy just let you go like that? I'll go find him the fuck!"
"etc."
Seeing him impulse, he blocked the door and stopped him.
"That's my master. Do you think you can stay without keeping it?"
"That's all, why do you want to leave?"
"I was exposed and my reputation has become bad. If I were still in Leping, do you think there is anyone else who can come to our law firm to find a lawyer? More than 20 of you go to drink the Northwest Wind?"
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Meng Yang sighed. Of course, he realized that things were far from as simple as he thought. He seemed unwilling to let go, or reluctant to leave. He asked, "You can turn the scenes behind the scenes and wait until the wind passes before coming out."
This is indeed a good idea. Lao Wang mentioned it to me just now.
But I can't, because I think the whole thing is for me. With the previous unrestrained disaster, God knows what else will happen to me. It's okay once or twice, but over time, and more times?
Leping is Lao Wang's hard work, and he pointed to it to support his family. Putting aside this, there are more than 20 colleagues. If this matter is going to happen, I will be a sinner.
He shook his head: "Forget it, I'm tired recently, so I want to take a good rest."
"Mo'er, is there really no room for anything?"
I really want to tell Meng Yang what I analyzed, and I opened my mouth and gave up. The fewer people were involved, the better. The power of the person behind me was really terrifying. He could make four strong men beat me, and he could bite me back after being arrested. He could also prevent me from appearing in court as scheduled. He could also make a trivial matter exposed online and hype up a certain amount of popularity.
Yes, if the girl who borrowed money had no one behind the back after posting, the incident would not have been so abrupt and had no preparation at all, and would have caused me to be criticized by others.
"Like a girl." Haha laughed: "It's just a different place to work. Our buddy is still a buddy, aren't we?"
"Too."
Meng Yang frowned and said with a little twisted look: "But I can't bear to leave you."
"Get out, I won't be chewing."
"Haha, how could you make fun of a woman who loves you so much?"
Suddenly, my heart hurt.
Meng Yang never knew about me and Tong Xue, so he always envied me for having a beautiful love in his heart, right? Otherwise, how could he mention it often?
I couldn't help but think, if Tong Xue knew that she would feel like this in me? Based on my understanding of her, she would definitely accompany me and comfort me, and even choose to leave Beijing with me, even if she always wanted to live in Beijing.
But all this no longer exists. My so-called understanding is just a year ago.
I smiled and didn't say anything. It would be better for Meng Yang to keep this in the dark. At least I don't have to worry about how he will question him when he can't hide it in the future. Instead of letting him sprinkle salt on my wound, it's better to just pretend that she is still by my side.
"Drink some tonight?" Meng Yang suggested seeing that I had no words.
"What are you drinking? I'm an idle person now. You have to go to work, so if you have time."
I forced a smile. I needed time to digest these things and did not want to bring bad emotions to my friends. Where do those who wander in this city get freedom?
After chatting for a few more words, we returned to our respective seats.
I pack all my personal supplies in kraft paper bags
, If you count it carefully, there are actually not many things. After I leave, sooner or later, someone will sit in this position and do the same job as me.
When the drawer at the bottom of the table was opened, I once thought that this drawer could not be opened again. I didn't expect that it would be so fast that I was familiar with the life without Tong Xue, but life made me meet her again and again, and then I remember her.
Gently blow off the dust on the photo frame, and after wiping, the corners of your eyes will be sore.
Men are strong at any time, but they still have weakness deep in their hearts. Unemployment may not be a big deal in other places, but in Beijing, it is.
Because work is closely related to survival.
It is related to rent, whether you can eat with peace of mind, and more importantly, whether you can stay in this city.
There are a lot of things to say, but there is no one to listen to me. This is probably loneliness
We clasped the framed photo frames in cowhides and carefully wrapped them in cotton cloth. Since we can't forget them, we'll hide them and her.
Time, don’t you always claim to cure all kinds of diseases?
I asked for a resignation application from Zhang Ziqi. When I filled in the reason for the resignation, I paused and couldn't think of how to describe my departure.
"Beijing is too big to accommodate me."
Finally, I wrote this sentence very willfully because I really thought of leaving this city, maybe because of cowardice, maybe because of fatigue, or maybe because of my inability to endure the dilemma brought to me by life. All kinds of situations are different, but no matter what, I may leave Beijing in a mess like an abandoned dog.
"Tomorrow you can help me give this to my master, I will not come tomorrow." I told Zhang Ziqi, "From the bottom of my heart, I was tired of saying goodbye."
"Are you okay?"
Without answering her, in her somewhat complicated gaze, I left Leping with a cowhide bag.
Standing at the door, I couldn't help but look back and saw that four years of youth were gone, I couldn't say what I felt, but it was absolutely uncomfortable.
Crowding in the subway, I feel that everything is so familiar. The original boredom now seems so friendly. Sometimes, only loss can make people understand what cherishing is.
In the days ahead, I will continue to crowd on the subway with the crowd, but I will no longer rush to Leping.
'bite'
The message prompt from my mobile phone pulled me out of my imagination.
Since the phone was newly replaced, many people still had no phone numbers to store. When I clicked on it, I was stunned, so I threw the kraft paper bags on the ground.
"I heard you are unemployed? Congratulations, but it's just beginning."
Chapter completed!