Chapter 540: Irresponsible Man
Zhang Baishan's words are very similar to what those in martial arts movies say, "the loneliness of masters". I am a little person. During the years I spent in Beijing, I saw people who could afford a house on the Second Ring Road, which was enough to become a benchmark for me to strive for.
In front of him, he not only has many houses on the Second Ring Road, but also has several floors of writing rooms in the well-known CBD. This is just his fixed capital, and those flowing waters are definitely something that many people will never see in their lifetimes.
Thinking about it this way, you may understand the mentality of those people. As the chairman of a listed group, he asked others to tell the truth and asked others to comment too much... Who dares?
After all, they are all people who make a living under him.
As for why I dared to say those words, it was probably because when I faced him just now, I only regarded him as a father who owed his daughter to me, an elder who told me his thoughts.
Shaking my head honestly, I finally replied to Zhang Baishan: "Uncle, I don't have this mentality, because I am just an ordinary person. My friend around me will always stop me in time when I am about to float up."
"Actually, I'm a vulgar person."
"What you said is similar to Jack Ma saying that he has no salary."
Upon hearing this, Zhang Baishan was stunned for a moment, and then laughed loudly, "Your metaphor is very appropriate, I like it very much."
"Just tell the truth."
After taking a last puff of cigarette, I snatched the cigarette butts between them and threw them in the trash can, and said to him: "You said you are not a competent father... Then to Zhang Yao, I am also an irresponsible man."
With a light whisper, I took some confession and then said, "When I was together, I didn't think so much. I simply felt that the two of them fell in love. No matter what the difference, no matter whether it was a world or not, they could overcome it! After all, her achievements in Sijiu City are enough to ignore these factors, right? ... By the way, your daughter also said to me a very domineering sentence, she has bread herself, and I just need to give her love."
"Wow, this is like what Yaoyao said."
Zhang Baishan seemed very happy to see me talking to him about Zhang Yao. Perhaps his fundamental purpose was to try to further understand his daughter from me.
"Yes, I believed it at that time and could also face the gap. After all, how many of those who have inherited their industries in their hometown would choose to wander in Beijing? Most of the people who went to that city were passionate and dreaming, and there were opportunities there, no shortage of men, and they would not lack money... Especially at that time, I experienced the first hurdle in my life.
After my friends knew that I was with Zhang Yao, some people sighed and some wished me; they said with emotion that I would struggle for a lifetime, and in just a moment, I would be able to own the house of Zhuquemen and Maybach's car... What I wish was just to seize this opportunity and not to turn into nothing in the end. You said, reality?"
Zhang Baishan nodded in agreement, "It's really realistic."
"One or two said, I can ignore it. When almost everyone around me said that, I couldn't ignore it. It was at that time that I re-examined my feelings with Zhang Yao, and then I suddenly realized that we were not right, whether it was the concept or the level we were in.
This society is divided into different levels. Everyone has their own specific labels. It is really impossible to tear off the labels without causing any damage.
It was also a coincidence that when we broke up for the first time, at RT-Mon, I saw you visiting the market with her...the bloody plot made me feel that you kept her."
“That day was my birthday.”
Zhang Baishan was stunned for a moment, then showed a helpless smile, and continued, "Yaoyao hasn't celebrated my birthday for a long time. That day, I begged her, so she reluctantly accompanied me as her father... No wonder, on the way back, her face was very abnormal."
"Uncle, tell me, is this petty man, match your daughter?"
“Mis match.”
"So, while I still have some dignity and some rationality, I finally decided to stay away from the cold and glitzy city of Beijing. You also watched the opening ceremony yesterday. The last program of the young people in the town was talking about me and many people.
Escape from the town and went to the big city to look for opportunities. You may meet hope or despair. As for me, at the beginning, I was full of hope, especially after experiencing a failed relationship and being with Zhang Yao, I fantasized countless times that I would stay in Sijiu City. Unfortunately, I finally met despair. Fortunately, it was this despair that made me know who is the most suitable person for me; it also allowed me to find the right place to be."
"Arrogant? Or is it self-aware?" Zhang Baishan looked at me like this, "Young man, I didn't expect your heart to be so complicated."
"I think I am self-righteous and always feel that what I think and what I expect is absolutely correct."
"You're also saying it's accurate to yourself."
"uncle."
After hesitating for a while, I finally made up my mind and asked Zhang Baishan: "You are not looking for me to cooperate or to support me, right?"
"Um."
"I'm about to get married," I said.
"Young man, what are you thinking? Do you think I am the kind of person who can use money to buy my daughter's happiness?... What's more, I think you really don't deserve my Yaoyao."
"You are right." I smiled bitterly and asked, "Then why are you looking for me?"
"It's nothing, it's just that as a father, I want to understand my child from many perspectives." Zhang Baishan stretched out his hand and asked me for a cigarette.
After igniting, he suddenly said, "I can only stay with her for two years. I have already owed that child for so long, and I should make up for it."
"you......"
"Lung cancer has begun to metastasis."
I looked at the cigarette between his fingers in confusion, very surprised.
"It's nothing. Life is only a few decades in total. I, Zhang Baishan, have all the things I deserve and what I shouldn't have deserved... There is a saying that in this world, the only fairness between people is that everyone will die. These fifty years are worth it."
"She, do she know?"
"What do you think?"
"How can she bear to hide it from her?"
Chapter completed!