Chapter 565: I'm not worthy of such a woman
"brother......"
Wenbin saw me coming out of the old days, he stood up, patted my shoulder and said, "Okay."
Although he hadn't heard all the conversations between me and Tong Xue, he could guess at what we were just now. I smiled hard and replied to him: "It's no big deal... I guess that grandson will come to compensate you later. Listen to me, and you will be deducted directly from my dividends as soon as you separate them. I want to have some dignity."
Now, this is the only way I can maintain my dignity.
I thought about it and wanted to maintain it and finally form a family love, in the end, it was just a joke, and all of this was revealed by the rivals who came from thousands of miles to expose it. I needed dignity, even if it was lost.
Huang Ze is right.
To be fair, if I were him, I would do this. After all, if I don’t fight for something like happiness, who can fight for it? If I don’t know anything and still do it like before, then I will definitely fight with him to the end. But Tong Xue didn’t give me any possibility, even if... she continued to hide it and cheat.
I don't know if I should be happy or sad, so that's it.
With a long sigh, I walked around him and left the old time without waiting for Wenbin to answer.
He is my friend, and he should understand what I mean.
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Maybe it rained early in the morning, maybe it was because the autumn in the south of the Yangtze River suddenly showed a trend towards the north. I didn't notice the slightest warmth. Instead, when the southwest wind blew, I felt a little cold.
I stood under the bridge, still on the river bank, still under the shade of green trees. In late spring, I decided to leave Beijing and come to Wuzhen? It was early autumn in a blink of an eye.
There was only a summer between me, but I felt like I had lived my whole life.
This should be an illusion, but why is this illusion so real? The root cause is that I regard love too seriously and regard it as a man in the whole life, and I am destined to spend a period of time living a lifetime.
Before, I felt that I had changed, and I felt that I had started to work hard and have a career. I also used two beautiful transcripts to prove that I did not accomplish anything and that I also had some places to realize my own value.
Now it seems that it is just an illusion. Because of reality, I have to do some business; and because I have the intention of marrying Tong Xue as motivation, I started to work hard.
To be precise, it is probably to use the hard work to anesthetize yourself, and then continue to fantasize about the beauty of love and marriage.
Fantasy is fantasy after all. It will be shattered, and it will turn into a slap or a heavy punch, hitting one's face and heart. When it hurts, it will wake up.
I'm awake.
Shaking my head, I squatted directly on the bank of the river, staring at the river flowing eastward in front of me. I couldn't help but wonder, if the water sources on the earth would eventually gather together, then, on the night I left Beijing, would the words I said to Houhai Lake water float here?
It seems to be.
After all, I was there, saying goodbye to everyone, and then in Wuzhen, I saw and heard everyone.
Thinking of this, I consciously lit a cigarette called illusion, sucked and exhaled, and deliberately spit out the smoke rings, watching them rise and dissipate in front of me.
I tried to use these to make myself forget the pain, but the time for a cigarette will not be long.
I'm back to reality.
The raucous flowing water, the crisp birds singing, and occasionally a cruise ship drifted through the river... All of them had nothing to do with me.
The sense of belonging has gradually begun to fade from my heart. I have already integrated myself into this town.
"Hey, you're such a coward. I thought I lost to you at the beginning, that's so ridiculous."
Turning around, I actually saw Huang Ze.
"Why, follow me?" I curled my lips, "Isn't you enough to get beaten?"
"I have no mind anymore, because I suddenly find you don't deserve to be my opponent."
"Damn, why do you deserve a beating?"
As I said that, I stood up from the ground and grabbed his collar, "If you have the guts, say it again."
"Chen Mo, I don't want to make trouble with you now."
Huang Ze pulled my hands away and frowned, "I want to ask you, have you really decided to give up Xiaoxue?"
Hearing the sound, I felt ache in my heart, "It was she who gave up on me. You are right. You are the most suitable one... I know that I was deceived by her, but I was still willing to do so."
"Who made me love her?"
"Yes, I can't be so mean for you, so I made a decision."
"Actually she has her own difficulties."
I raised my eyebrows, "Huang Ze, are you not sick, what? Are you going to tell me about her difficulties and let me compete with you?"
"I have confidence, but I just think you should have the right to know." Huang Ze shook his head with a smile, "Actually, in her heart, the person she has always loved is you. I have been chasing her for so long but she hasn't agreed... As for the deception you mentioned, she really hasn't lied to me."
"Wow, then you are so great."
"If it were you, I think you would do it too. Because we are the same type of people, the only difference is that I am richer than you."
“……”
"You don't look at me with this look. Is this the case? You know in your heart. Xiaoxue and I are indeed going to get married, but the so-called marriage is just a test. Otherwise, why should she let your mother know?"
Huang Ze looked at me like this and continued, "What we said at the beginning was that if you go back to find her, then she will follow you; if you don't go, she will marry me, become my wife, and treat me wholeheartedly."
“…”
Now I can't believe everything about Tong Xue, because I'm afraid that this is still a story. So, I didn't say anything, waiting for Huang Ze to tell me any story.
"Do you have nothing to ask?" he asked with confusion.
"No." I replied truthfully: "God knows if she came to tell the story."
"...It seems you still have a misunderstanding."
"This is not a misunderstanding. No one can accept the people who will hold hands with you for the rest of your life in the future. You will always keep you in a lie."
"That's the case, but I must tell you what I should say...I came to Tong Xue because I wanted to see you. After all, we have never seen you before. I was curious about what a man who made her choose without hesitation would look like. If she is better than me, then I will leave silently. If she is worse than me, why should I give in?"
"Stop it now."
Chapter completed!