Chapter 75: Stubborn Rose Flower
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After I told her about what happened to me for nearly a month, Lin Jiayi had already laughed until she couldn't stand up.
"You can't be a little sympathetic?"
"Compassion is just for those who deserve sympathy, and you" Lin Jia wrapped her arms around her chest, "Do you think you are worth it?"
"What's wrong with me?" looked at her in confusion: "It seems that I have not done anything against my conscience, nor have I done anything that I am sorry for you. Besides, I can't be sorry for you, right? After all, there is no relationship between us."
Without waiting for her to refute, I continued, "This time I came to you, it's really just that the company needs models. We happened to know each other. I think you can be nothing more than that. There is one more thing I have to tell you. Our company is a listed advertising company, and the orders received are all from the brand owners. This time I am preparing to shoot advertisements sold in Givenchy lipstick in China. I think this is an opportunity for you."
"We are not good enough to show our kindness, either a traitor or a thief, right?"
"Okay, our leader wants to save money, so he can find a model with a little reputation, which costs about 100,000 yuan. As a secretary, I, a secretary, cannot help the leader solve his problems?" I explained frankly.
"Do you think I'm short of money? Or do you think I'll be short of resources in that circle in the future?"
Facing her replies, I didn't know how to answer for a while. I really didn't know her. We had only met a few times before, but we just knew the common friendship between each other's names. Maybe it was because I was too naive to think that I came to her suddenly.
I smiled unnaturally, "I thought we were friends, but I didn't realize that I was thinking too much until just now. Sorry, I disturbed you." Inexplicably, a hint of unwillingness appeared in my heart, "But I really think you should give it a try."
"Friend?" Lin Jiayi murmured, "What do you think is a friend?"
“Helping each other?”
"Is there any interest in it, or a friend?"
"Okay, no, then what if I come to invite you from the perspective of the company?"
"That's obvious, I have the right to refuse."
"Don't you be so decisive?"
"Just as I told you, I don't need money. Even after entering the circle that has been criticized, I won't need resources. Why should I go to your company to shoot advertisements? Because that's Givenchy's sales?"
"you"
After a long time, you didn't say a word. She blocked all the ways of retreat about the tasks assigned to me by Zhang Yao. She was anxious and confused. She couldn't figure out what resources and background she could have in the entertainment industry, as a student of the film school, what kind of words she said.
The huge question mark was placed in my mind. I wanted to ask clearly, but I don’t have the qualifications and we are not friends. This is her definition. She has been rejected. What excuses are there to entangle?
"I thank you for your kindness, but I really don't need it."
Lin Jia's eyes flashed under the hazy light, and she slowly spoke: "There is nothing else. I just don't like the meaning of others randomly identifying friends. My real friend is only one, he is still lying in the hospital. One third of his liver was removed. After each dialysis, I saw his pale face. It hurts here."
She pointed to the place where she said, "He said, I want to live a good life and find new friends. He said, "In the days without him, I will be more free and strong than now."
She didn't say anything later because she had already started choking
A girl who cries without sound must be strong and even stubborn.
If flowers are used to define a girl, Lin Jiayi in front of me reminds me of roses, soft, cold-resistant, pure and stubborn. She likes to grow in the corners of the walls, the wind blows and the rain cannot hurt her, just like the one I met this winter.
"I'm sorry." He apologized to her sincerely.
Think about it carefully, when I mentioned her to Zhang Yao, I began to become selfish, and talked about her good deeds. I didn’t think about her feelings at all. I just thought about completing the tasks assigned by the leader and I would be in the company in the future.
The ability to live a little easier in two years can also make Zhang Yao's strong woman look at me differently.
It's quite damn funny, selfish, and such dross words began to appear on me, or they had already appeared, but they were just exposed today.
Lin Jiayi turned his head aside, "You don't have to be sorry, after all, you did nothing wrong."
"If possible, can you take me to see him?" After organizing the language, I said, "It doesn't mean anything else. I just want to be your friend, to be precise, your friend."
Young, free and easy, and with the simplicity that few people lack, in them, I saw my former shadow and lost it, and I should find it back, right?
"Can."
Lin Jiayi was silent for a while and agreed to my request.
"Thanks."
"If he saw your current posture, he would almost be friends with you, and that's all."
"Actually, I didn't look like this." I lit a cigarette, took a sip, and said, "Do you remember the woman you met last time? You are right. She is my ex. In the eyes of anyone who knows us, we are the last companions in each other's lives, but after three years in Beijing, she left me."
There was a smile that was even worse than crying. My thumb and index finger were twisted to the cigarette butts with sparks. The stinging pain made me awake and let me see how cowardly I was.
"In the end, she left, and left with a man who was willing to give her a house on the Third Ring Road." He raised his head, not wanting her to see my beginnings of moist eyes, and sighed: "Money is really awesome. It can change a lot of things. It turns out that I don't have that, but I have the silly woman who is willing to endure hardships with me. I think it can support life. But after that woman left, I realized that young girls will grow up sooner or later, and will lose their original ignorant love, no matter how throbbing it is, sooner or later, they will be contaminated by firewood, rice, oil and salt."
"So, my goal now is to make money, a lot of money, at least when I face this situation again in the future, that person's departure is not because of money."
Throwing the cigarette butt on the ground, stomping on it, taking a deep breath, I stood up from my seat, "I disturbed today. I will come here tomorrow night. Just listen to music and take me to see him when I rest on Saturday. He should have the shadow of my past."
"etc."
Lin Jiayi called me from behind: "You lend me your phone."
Turning around, he glanced at her in confusion, handed her phone to her. She opened the dialing page and entered a string of numbers. She didn't hand it back to me until the phone rang. "Remember to contact me before shooting."
Chapter completed!