Chapter 628 Something scarier than suicide
In fact, he has always regretted his strong decision back then, but he was indeed wrong.
As the pain I have experienced before, why did I let my son experience it?
"Brother..." Mo Tingqian's lips and teeth were scattered, and he read these two words lightly.
Yes, when he found Li Qianxun’s last identity, he was completely confused.
Li Qianxun turned out to be his younger brother.
He looked up, searched, and searched through everything in the past. It turned out that many things were not what he once thought.
It's ridiculous to have a younger brother come out for no reason.
The old man was calm and composed, with a hint of regret, mixed with the corner of his mouth, and his eyes were filled with disappointment and guilt. Perhaps, this was something he didn't want to mention, but in the end, he still said: "Your father, the first person he met was his mother, and he brought people into the house, saying that no one except his mother would marry him. At that time, I disagreed with you. Your mother had a engagement with him. The orders of our parents and the words of the matchmaker have always hoped that they would grow up soon, get married and have children, and follow the life trajectory we set for them. This life should be happy and fulfilling. But at this critical moment, your father disobeyed and protected that
Woman, I compete with me everywhere and force me to break the marriage of your mother and him. How could I agree? It was me who made her mother disappear? A year later, your father agreed to marry your mother. I thought your father had really started over the years and wanted to live a good life with your mother. After giving birth to you, a few years later, when you were six years old, he held the woman's hand and came to the door with pregnancy. I was so angry that he still gave up. It turned out that they had not stopped over the years. It was just the beautiful illusion that we were killing us off guard. I let the woman leave. Your father said, "I only recognize her." I was really angry at that time. In anger, I coaxed them both directly away.
,I didn't expect that he and the woman had the same face to come to the door with a child, which made me so angry that I was back then."
But love is really the most unexpected thing in the world. "Your mother said, she is tired, and it's enough to have you. In those years, I don't know if this daughter-in-law knew that there were someone outside, and she never said that, your mother was not angry or annoyed, but she was as if she was relieved to fulfill them. Later I realized that your mother told me that Li Qianxun's mother was also suffering. At that time, she abolished two children for your father. Later, it was your father who refused to let go. Both women should be innocent after all.
Yes, one loves the wrong one, the other is loved the wrong one, the mistake is ultimately on me." "That's the crash..." Mo Tingqian suddenly remembered something and asked the old man anxiously. The latter straightened his frowning eyebrows and said lightly, "Your mother is weak-hearted. When she gave birth to you, she was already depressed. Your father treated her... Alas, since she learned that she married your father, she knew that his mother had aborted her own flesh and blood for your father, and she was determined to help your mother and your father, and she felt guilty and blamed herself. Tingqian, I lied to you. It was not a plane crash. Your mother, she was studying abroad when you were very young.
She committed suicide by drinking sleeping pills. She is a good wife. I am sorry for her, my son, and I am sorry for her..."
When I said this, I could clearly hear the trembling in the old man's words, a kind of burial in my heart and re-receive the sunshine, and the deep self-blame that was detoured in my chest, and the guilt was enough to shock everyone.
It is the most sincere apology, "I often wonder, if it weren't for us, and we forced them to get married, now, would we be happy and happy, with our knees in pairs, rather than... a white-haired person sends a black-haired person."
Mo Tingqian was dull for a second or two. He recalled the crash of the plane he saw in his childhood, thinking that it was the plane that caused the trouble. At that moment, he really forgot what sadness is.
Separation turned out to be unable to see them again.
Haha, suddenly thinking about it, it was extremely ridiculous.
"Grandpa, I would rather tell me these real things directly and compile a beautiful net for me. I am a man and don't need these." The man said these things with a cold lips and teeth. The man's eyes were bloody and a little wet.
"Tingqian, this is my fault. Grandpa thought about your childhood, so I had to hide these things."
"Is it useful to conceal it? After thinking about this day, will I still know about it?"
His sharp eyes were like a poisonous silver needle, piercing the old man's heart.
"Your mother is the most innocent. I know that it is my fault that I am proud of having a daughter-in-law like her. At the beginning, I shouldn't let those happen."
Mo Tingqian really felt that he didn't want to listen to anything from the past anymore.
This recent incident has made him extremely irritated, and this incident has only increased his mental burden.
Holding my forehead, the man's heart was a little thrilling.
He still preserves the black and white photos of his mother. After thinking about it, he will take them out and take them out to take a look.
It was a family photo of three people. She had a bright smile on it, and there was no such thing as the old man said. "At that time, that was not the first time your mother committed suicide. Long before, there was another time. After learning that your mother committed suicide, your father and that woman came, and the woman kept apologizing to your mother, kneeled on the ground and begging her for forgiveness, saying that she was sorry for her, and your father was the same. Your mother told me at that time that she said she would not blame them. This was an emotional matter. She herself was wrong.
She thought she could melt the land in your father's heart, and thought she could do better and make him forget that woman. She said that if there was another choice, she would never choose to marry your father again. She regretted not seeing herself clearly. She should have understood that your father would never like her. She appeared earlier than that woman, came earlier, and entered his world. Everything is near the water and the moon first, but the crescent moon still shone into the hearts of others as always. She could not enter his world at all. You
My father was loyal and a good man, but when she thought that she could not have him, from the first glance, to the last time she couldn't get sand in her eyes, she said bluntly, thinking that only by death can this knot care about these things.”
Loving someone who doesn’t love you is often more uncomfortable than suicide. It is even more terrible than suicide. So suicide is nothing.
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