From the moment I decided to embark on the road, I was destined to have such an experience. Fortunately, I was just a shallow experience, and was not changed or coerced by that experience.

Prelude

I have trusted so many people, so I still believe in her truth and sincerity. I met the girl who looked kind on a blind date website. After we chatted for a while, I took out the questions and put them on the table. I said, I was for the purpose of blind dates. She also told me that this was her purpose, so we established a common foundation, which laid the foundation for future exhibitions.

I have heard a lot of various scams on the Internet and have experienced them once or twice, so I am very wary of the appearance of this girl. Under the cover of a strong premonition, I still move step by step towards trusting her.

The desire for love and the confusion of the opposite sex made me unable to calm down. She said it was time to meet, and she had specially asked for leave for this meeting. I thought about it over and over again, wanting her to push the time back because I had difficulty taking a vacation. Another important reason was that I was not fully prepared for the meeting. I was worried that this would be a bomb wrapped in sugar, so I hesitated. She continued to show off to me. If I couldn't meet her, she wouldn't be sure how much sincerity I had.

It was a difficult process, and I don’t know how to deal with it. Should I completely dispel any fantasies about beauty? Or should I resolutely take a gamble? In the complex ideological struggle, I decided to take a gamble in the last place!

Day 1

I hurriedly got on the train with an unknown and nervous mood. I was exhausted and had no yearning for beauty. I was thinking about everything that might happen next. The more I thought about it, the more I was confused, so I simply stopped thinking about it and comforted myself again. Maybe it was beautiful! On the way, I received several text messages from the girl, and it seemed that she was caring about me. The guesses and doubts slowly disappeared.

When I was in the car, I had already discussed it with her. She said she wanted to pick me up at the train station, but I didn't refuse. I thought it would be fine. After all, I was unfamiliar with the place, so at least I had time to make a basic judgment on her. However, after I got off the car, she told me that she had slept late and asked me to take a taxi by myself. I was quite disappointed at that moment. If I really took this matter seriously, how could I sleep late? I was in the middle of thinking at the train station. If I made another decision now, it wouldn't be too late. However, I was always a little unwilling to go back the same way.

Her breakup suddenly made my nerves tense. In my opinion, everyone around the train station was a group of liars with various purposes. Every time I took a step, I had to look at everyone here with an extremely careful look. I tried to expose the ugly faces of some of them, but I could not find any strong evidence.

I had no choice but to continue to trust. I took a taxi to the community where she was. After waiting for more than ten minutes at the entrance of the community, a thin girl walked towards me. Her skin was dark and smiling, and she couldn't see anything wrong. From every conversation I had just started, I didn't notice any falsehood. She always patiently talked to me, and my tense nerves slowly dropped. Then, I followed her to a vegetable market and bought a lot of vegetables. In order to be able to have some confidence in the next time, I took the initiative to pay for all the costs of buying vegetables. Along the way, we joked and talked about some related topics. She seemed very enthusiastic, making me feel that she was the person I had been waiting for for a long time.

During dinner, she introduced me to her brother who lived with her and a girl. They also seemed very enthusiastic about my arrival, as close as a friend I hadn't met for a long time.

I couldn't fall asleep for a long time in the hot summer. I blew warm winds from outside the window on the 17th floor. I simply pulled the curtains aside and let the warm wind rag into the room. The warm wind turned into a cool breeze under the action of the airflow, and it felt cool. My thoughts were very long, and I carefully analyzed every detail of my life, trying to distinguish the truth from the false.

The fatigue during the day has made me feel a little overwhelmed and I fell asleep like a floating person.

the next day

Before I went there, I had the desire to walk around. After all, it was the first time I went to this strange city, and I was inevitably full of impulses and curiosity.

She took me to the subway. This first experience of taking the subway made me a little embarrassed, but I still told her calmly that it was my first time. The first time I took the subway, there was no sarcasm in her smile. Instead, she smiled and said, "I became familiar with it while I was sitting." I admired her a little from this subtle episode!

Following her pace, I went to a local snack street and greedily ate two big kebabs. In a shop selling gadgets, she took the initiative to choose gifts for my nephew and mother. I was a little moved. But I didn't want her to spend money, so I accepted her enthusiasm later. The feeling towards her was a little closer...

At night, under her guidance, I saw the ancient Big Wild Goose Pagoda and the fountain that is said to be the largest in Asia.

After satisfying some of my wishes, she returned home. She said that she would let me understand her work next, and I think so, so I have to know what she is doing in this city! I agreed.

Day 3

After getting up in the morning, the sun had already covered the entire city. She held an umbrella and led me to a community. She and I were waiting downstairs, but at this time I had the first question. Could it be that the place where I work in a big city is in a residential community? I also asked her very sincerely. She said that her job is home-style office. I felt that this answer was barely acceptable, so let’s go and see how to work in a home-style office!

After waiting for a long time, I met a beauty with her. I looked around and it was a standard family room. This beautiful woman who looked very dignified first talked to me about a lot of things that seemed useless to me. During this period, the "she" sitting next to me occasionally interrupted and I barely dealt with it.

The beauty said that I was about to fall asleep, maybe because of the hot weather, and my mental state was not very good, which made the beauty opposite a little embarrassed. She seemed to feel some of my impatientness, so she started to talk about the topic, which was to let me understand the "work" they are currently engaged in, which they call business. The beauty kept talking, and I kept staring at her eyes and listening carefully. When I saw what she said, she started sweating, and the person I listened to was also thirsty. During the whole process, the beauty opposite seemed to me as my prisoner, and I was reviewing her.

One morning, after meeting the beauty just now, I met a young man who looked relatively mature. The young man looked calm and calm. Naturally, I pretended to be a little deeper! I used all the nonsense. At this moment, I began to reject them in my heart, but I didn't show it too much.

When I met two "elite" characters, I began to get entangled between emotions and reason. I became popular with her! I was also frank and told her directly that I had already understood her work and didn't want to go deeper. She was very uneasy and questioned me with a threatening attitude. I looked at her with a little disdain, and she finally calmed down. She told me to finish the process. After the process, I would go or stay and follow me. At this time, my second question came, why did I have to finish the process?

I compromised and finished walking.

In the afternoon, I met a man as old as my father, speaking in Shandong dialect. This time I talked with that person for several hours with some sincerity, but most of the words were purely for coping.

After the chat, the uncle insisted on keeping the meal together. He couldn't help but feel good, so he stayed and had a meal of dumplings with their family.

Actually, at this time, I had already fully understood everything. I was just unwilling to leave like this. I was unwilling to accept it and watched her become obsessed with it. I wanted to try to convince her.

Day 4

The third day is still repeated, but the people I meet are different faces. They show the wisdom of ordinary people one by one, as if they are hinting to me that meeting them is my greatest honor in my life.

The more they acted, the more fake I felt. At the end of the fourth day, I had another fight with her. I told her that I just wanted to talk about feelings, everything else, and talk about the relationship clearly. She said, let me stick to it, and I will understand everything soon.

During this period, I also gained some happiness. My getting along with them allowed me to learn something. But helpless, I was not here to study specifically.

Day 5

She said, today I will understand everything.

After an hour's bus, I came to a building park built by the country. She and her brother led me to reveal hidden mysteries in every building to enlighten my stupid mind.

Many stories they deliberately arranged make me feel too real and too fake.

I turned around and was about to leave. She and her brother followed behind. I accelerated my pace and left them behind. I decided to leave like this, but she called me a lot and couldn't bear to leave like this.

There is no smile or warmth. I have become the ruthless person in their world. I take my things and prepare to leave. I look at her back as she walks away, feeling sad. Goodbye! I hope one day you can feel my sincerity and sincerity.

I left with pain, and on the way out, my mood collapsed several times.

I can't believe that this was something that was born to me, and I still doubt all this. Thanks to her kindness, at least she has not caused any harm to me. As for my disappointment, despair, and helplessness, I have slowly endured it myself.

I wonder if she will have a day to wake up? If so, will I become a true memory of her.

Pray sincerely!
Chapter completed!