When you grow up, you become lonely and lonely. In the Internet era, we are confused and follow the trend, and frantically refresh the circle of friends that is always interesting. When you post every moment of life to the outside world, too few comments will make you feel extremely panicked, and too few likes will not be enough to prove your true and sincere presence. What do you get after this self-hype? A more empty heart? Or is it a loss that is difficult to distinguish between true and false?

Time moved forward ten years, and I don’t understand what it feels like to be lonely. In my world, it is either crazy carnival or refreshing and vigorous exercise. All unhappiness comes from the ruthlessness of time. I look at the sun that is about to set on the hill, and I feel infinite sadness in my heart. Why is the sun going home so soon! Look at the day when I hold electronic products all day long, I laugh back and forth in the invisible space, but it brings endless gaps to people’s hearts. Life makes each of us full of anxiety, busy for a while, and busy without time to think about what we really want.

A few days ago, I received a message from a friend of the opposite sex. The message was short. It only said: Let's get married! What a brave confession. However, after reading the message, I just gently put down my phone. This is a swear word. I really want to reply and tell her not to play this kind of word game when I am lonely. Think carefully, it's better not to add fuel to the fire and give others a face. I casually wrote: Don't be impulsive, okay? In my opinion, this friend I am familiar with just wants to use a funny joke to tell me about her existence, because my silence has left her sense of existence, which is a kind of revengeful behavior!

Sometimes I watch my parents chat with their relatives with low-functioning old mobile phones and joke. I envy them. What I envy is their noble quality of being untainted by the mud. In their eyes, the mobile phone is a device used to contact relatives and friends. They are still really happy and sad. Speaking of this, something that Brother Hao told me was ridiculous. Brother Hao said that he usually chatted with his cousins ​​and cousins ​​online very happily, after all, they were all from all over the world. Last year, those cousins ​​and sisters all returned to their old age.

At home, Brother Hao said that out of his enthusiasm for his younger brothers and sisters, he went to their house the day after his younger brothers and sisters returned to their hometown. He walked into the house where his younger brothers and sisters were staying with enthusiasm and earnest thoughts. What he didn't expect was that the younger brothers and sisters just raised their heads indifferently, smiled reluctantly, called "Brother". Then he lowered his head and started chatting online. Brother Hao said that he was very embarrassed and could only take out his cell phone to chat with his younger brothers and sisters online. After listening to this passage that Brother Hao told me, I was extremely embarrassed as a listener.

The world has changed, has feelings really changed? Maybe it has changed. The degree of information transmission has changed the original sincere feelings between us. Many feelings are not something we don’t know how to cherish, but we don’t have time to think seriously. We perfunctorily took the time to drive away the years, but I have not been able to settle the true meaning. I have taken the girl who confessed to me seriously, but when I was serious, she was ignoring and perfunctorily. After a long period of thinking, I felt that staying away from her and staying away from her sea of ​​suffering. I was silent, just wandering in my own world and never entered her world again; it may be because of this inexplicable silence and giving up that she lost her sense of existence in front of me. The message I received may be the product of the sense of existence.

Don’t think of me when I’m lonely. What I need is real care, not a tool to fight the years. What I need is a world, not a universe.

Nowadays, full of suspense, I am equally confused, follow the trend, and be childish. I have fallen, been hurt, and deceived. But no matter what, a heart that pursues sincere friendship and pure love has not changed. Even if I lack some trust and lose some vitality. But when you face such a person who is almost scheming, you should not deliberately fool or take the opportunity to take advantage of it. Over the years, I sincerely thank those kind-hearted people. It was you who left me one hand, at least hurt me, and taught me strength and courage. Or before hurting me, you hesitate, you moved, and you let me go. These kindness cannot be given back in words.

Everyone yearns for being treated sincerely, just as I long for you to love me sincerely. Can it be done?
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