In the third year of junior high school, he faced the first choice: whether to be admitted to F-Level High School or to enter No. 3 Middle School.

In fact, for him, no matter which school he went to in high school, it would not affect his entrance exam for FU. It was just... if he went to FU Affiliated High School, as Su Guo said, they would be "getting together for a few more".

Although he kept screaming that he was annoyed and stuck to him all day long, he even yelled at her when he was most annoyed: If you don’t follow me, I will die, right? Every time he speaks harshly, he is actually more uncomfortable than her. Especially when he saw her holding back her tears and saying back to him: I know! At that moment, he really wanted to slap himself, why should he add the harm others have to him on her?

Hume said: Malicious intention is a desire to harm others for no reason, with the purpose of gaining happiness from comparison.

Young Qin Yao hurt Su Guo with a kind of indignation, "Why can you be so simple and happy, but I have to suffer so much injury."

But what was wrong with her? She should be herself.

Because of the lack of security, instinctive alienation tries to give you warmth. Qin Yao, who has known how to protect himself since childhood, knows that if you want not to be rejected, the best way is to reject others first.

He always relies on her unreserved efforts and liking for him and uses her kindness and sincerity. But not only did he not be grateful for her kindness, he just kept trying to gain something.

Qin Yao sometimes thinks that if she goes to F-Level High School, she will no longer wait downstairs to deliver buns to herself every morning when she goes to school, nor will she wait at the school gate after class and shout at him, "What a coincidence, let's go back together."

Although he knew that these were her usual tricks, no one knew that in his heart, he secretly liked her intention.

"Occasionally" appeared in front of her, deliberately slowing down and waiting for her to follow. Sometimes I would even deliberately stay in the classroom for a while just to be consistent with their class breaking time...

With her neighbor who had been upstairs and downstairs for so many years, she listened to her call "Qin Yao and Qin Yao" over and over again in the corridor, making him famous for free. Although he found it annoying, if he could never hear her call "Qin Yao" again, it seemed like something important was missing in life.

But... how could Qin Yao forget that the man said to him in an extremely proud and proud tone: He was admitted to F-affiliated High School, and he will definitely be the most promising person in our Qin family in the future! The admission to F-affiliated High School means that one foot has already entered F-affiliated University. No one in the Qin family has the ability, let alone those "bad breeders"! When she said the word "bad breeders" fiercely, her eyes were straight at herself without any taboos.

Even if Fang Li moved out of that house for him, everything that had passed was still impossible to erase. She was like a cold poisonous snake hiding in the darkness, following her like a shadow, ready to suddenly jump out and bite him when he was not paying attention.

So, he decided to go to F-affiliated High School.

But when Su Guo came to ask why he had not followed the agreement at that time, he was confused and at a loss. So he told her righteously that it also warned herself: This has nothing to do with you, Su Guo, I don’t need your consent if I go to F High School or not.

He even blamed her: If you hadn't appeared, I could make any decision without hesitation, and would not feel any heartache or reluctance because of this decision. I am still the Qin Yao of the past, happy because of loneliness, and exist in the deep sea of ​​loneliness...

Some people live under the sun all their lives, just like Su Guo; some people can only live in the dark night, like Qin Yao. When people in the dark suddenly feel the favor of a beam of light, they will never want to go back after seeing such dazzling and brightness.

What people are afraid of is that the light that originally shines on their bodies disappears.

Before leaving, the yellow note that Qin Yao received at the door of his house once again made his heart tangle. He didn't know whether the decision he made was correct...

During the training in F Associate Middle School, Qin Yao was always absent-minded.

Until the last day before the training camp, the team leader told him that someone was looking for him and said that it was his relatives. Qin Yao guessed that it was them, those so-called relatives.

He didn't plan to go, but after taking a shower, he sat at the desk, looking at his face in the mirror, and remembered Su Guo's words: Qin Yao, I won't leave you, please rest assured! Yes, no matter what happens, at least she will always be by his side. Even if everyone leaves him, isn't there still this fool?

No matter whether he went to F High School or stayed in Third Middle School, this fool would not leave him, he believed it!

In the reception room, three years later, he met those people again, those who could be called the closest to him by law. He did not say a word of nonsense when he saw him, and even said false greetings, and threw them to him a statement. He glanced at him and said that the content of the statement was nothing more than asking him to give up inheriting his grandfather's property.

He asked them: Does my mom know about this?

Of course they couldn't let Fang Li know, so they came to the door while they were alone.

I don’t know who said badly: Your mother is not from our Qin family, and she has no qualifications or right to decide on this matter.

Qin Yao sneered: Then do I count?

No one expected Qin Yao to ask this question, those people gathered together in silence.

So Qin Yao asked them: Am I a member of the Qin family?

As soon as he finished speaking, Qin Yao's head buzzed, a loud sound of the sky and the earth collapsing and collapsed.

Grandma Qin Yao, who has been silent since the beginning, knocked Qin Yao's head hard with the crutch in her hand.

Blood emerged and flowed down Qin Yao's forehead.

His hands were clenched into fists in his pants pocket, but his face was still expressionless.

Qin Yao finally signed the statement, declaring that he gave up all the Qin family’s property, including everything his grandfather left to his father and him.

After signing the letter, he left the place where those people were staying without looking back. Qin Yao told himself: This is the last time he has another relationship with these people!

Walking back to the dormitory, Qin Yao stroked the wound that had already stopped bleeding, which hurt very much. He had just taken a shower and was wearing thin clothes. He only wore a pair of summer slippers on his feet. The blood that was so cold that the forehead stopped soon.

Blood ceases, tears collapse.

This is how Qin Yao ended and everything in the past, both a loud bang and a whimper.

That night, Qin Yao had those dreams repeatedly, all of which were the past he least wanted to recall in those years.

When he was a child, Qin Yao never understood why no one in the family liked him or his mother except his father. The so-called relatives not only disliked them, but even disliked them. They never shy away from the naked disgust, even in front of him.

Fang Li has always been a straightforward and free-spirited person, but she always has deliberate caution and flattery in front of her father's family. She never fights back on their insults and accusations, and silently bears everything. He wants to ask them, but whenever he sees the unconcealed contempt in their eyes, he can only swallow his words back into his stomach.

Later, he grew up and pieced together his parents' past from many people's mouths.
Chapter completed!