Chapter 376 To seek justice for myself
When Rong Jingqiu heard that Xia Wei had released the Dingbei Marquis Mansion, she breathed a long sigh of relief, but there was another news that the Xia family of Dingbei Marquis Mansion announced that Xia Wei had died of sudden illness, which made her frown.
Zhao Yu couldn't stand her frowning, and reached out to gently smooth out her eyebrows that were still too beautiful even though she was deliberately rough. "What's the difficulty?"
Rong Jingqiu pulled his hand down and then held his big palm tightly, "The Xia family will stimulate Xia Wei's doing this."
If she thinks from the perspective of others, she can't think she can't swallow this. She once had a good impression of Empress Dowager Xia, but now looking at her actions, her perception of her has completely changed. Without her nod, the Xia family would not do this, and they really wouldn't bully people like this.
Zhao Yu felt that Rong Jingqiu was too emotional in this regard. In fact, whether it was the royal family or such a large family, there were unstable factors. The first thing he thought was to eliminate it and prevent this adverse factor from affecting the normal operation of the part.
In Empress Dowager Xia's heart, Xia Wei cannot be compared with the Xia family. She is willing to support this junior without affecting the future of the family. But now that the situation has changed, it is naturally the most rational way to erase the other party's existence.
It’s not that Rong Jingqiu didn’t know that rationality must always be greater than emotion in the face of decision-making, so that she can make the most correct decision. After all, impulse is a devil, but she still said a little angrily, “I don’t want to talk so many big principles at this moment. I am a vulgar person who handles things based on emotions.”
She understood a little why Xia Wei was at the extreme in her previous life. No one could swallow this injustice.
No matter how clear she understands, she will eventually have to return to rationality. Life is so long and there are still decades to live. She should not be blinded by hatred, throw away her future and live out her own happiness.
For example, when she was reborn, the path she had planned for herself was actually not unhappy if she really went on. Seeking benevolence is a kind of happiness.
This is also the relationship between her and Zhao Yu has developed like this. She feels happy, this is happiness.
The reason is very simple, but if you have to cross that obstacle, you will find that there is a vast ocean ahead, which is much better than a blind eye.
After looking at the hourglass, there was still some time before she left to inspect the water conservancy project. She quickly stood up and said, "I'll write a letter to Sister Xia first."
Zhao Yu did not stop her. Although he didn't like her attention to Xia Wei, he would always be the first to support her if she wanted to do anything.
After Xia Wei recuperated for a few days, she knew what the Xia family had done. She was silent for a long time, with an indelible sorrow in her eyes. Finally, with Princess Qinglan's consent, she quietly left the temporarily settled residence in an inconspicuous carriage.
The carriage was walking along the familiar street. She did not lift the curtains to see the familiar street scene. Instead, when the coachman arrived at the destination, she quietly rolled up a corner of the curtains and looked at the entrance of the Xia family. At this time, the door of the Xia family was closed, but the white hanging above showed that the funeral was being held in the mansion.
The white was so thick that it was dazzling. She looked at the whiteness with a steady look. She didn't expect the Xia family to do so ruthlessly. They obviously felt sorry for her. Now they still have to declare her death in this way. This is to force her to the corner, no, they completely erase her existence.
"It's such a pity for this girl from the Xia family. She passed away easily. I heard that she was about to get married..." The passerby saw the white cow hanging in the Xia family and started talking to the people next to her.
"No? I heard that this girl's biological mother fell ill, and it seems she can't live long..."
"What I fear most is that the white-haired person sends black-haired person, how sad it should be!"
“…”
A sigh sounded.
Xia Wei laughed, laughing extremely loudly, mocking the Xia family, mocking the injustice of this world to her, and even mocking the Xia Wang family's own self-inflict.
Look, she "dead" and she will not live long.
Just as she was about to release the rolled-up curtain in the corner, she saw the capable nanny beside Xia Rong sending her out enthusiastically and respectfully. The man was familiar with her. She was the capable nanny beside her aunt, Empress Dowager Xia.
She didn't hear their conversation when she was far away, but from the actions of the trusted nanny, she could see the hypocritical side of her aunt whom she had always respected. She used to think that her aunt was her real relative, but now she could only smile. Her aunt was not her own aunt, nor was she the aunt who only cared about her everywhere. She couldn't even give her justice.
Suddenly, two lines of tears fell from her eyes. She reached out to wipe away the two lines of tears. She swears that this was her last cry. From now on, the Xia family should cry, otherwise God would be unfair.
The moment she let go of the curtains, the former Xia Wei left. At this moment, she said with a blank expression, "Let's go."
The inconspicuous carriage set off again, and no one in the Xia family's residence noticed the coming and going of the carriage.
Xia Wei sat straight and never looked back.
When she returned to the inconspicuous courtyard, it was getting late. Princess Qinglan was waiting for her. Seeing that she was in good spirits, she felt a little relieved. Then she took out Rong Jingqiu's letter and handed it to Xia Wei, "Written by the third sister."
When she heard that it was Rong Jingqiu's letter, Xia Wei eagerly took the letter and opened it and read it.
The words of earnest care healed some of the scars in her heart. Not everyone in this world is false, just like Rong Jingqiu and Princess Qinglan. She is the real person in her world.
Princess Qinglan did not make a sound, but sat aside and gently tea with her.
After a while, Xia Wei gently let out a breath of turbid air in her chest, looked at Princess Qinglan who was accompanying her with gratitude, and then said with a complicated look, "Sister Rong advised me to give Master Sun a chance, but now... how can I be worthy of him?"
When she didn't know the truth about losing her virginity when she was young, she had a dream of having sex with her husband and wife. There was only one protagonist in that dream, Sun Chongxiu. She wanted to be together with him, then have a few children, and finally grow old.
This dream is beautiful, but now, I have to wake up.
Princess Qinglan has always had a hot temper, but she has been holding it up recently. After all, it involves Xia Wei's future, so she cannot deal with it in a rough way.
It was enjoyable to kill the Xia family directly, but after that, Xia Wei ultimately won’t get any benefits.
"Fart!" She suddenly swears. When Xia Wei looked at her, she said seriously, "You are self-deprecating. How can you be worthy of it? These are all the shackles that the world has put on women. Sister Xia, you are self-confidence."
Xia Wei was shocked by the princess's sudden swearing. She didn't expect the other party to say this, but to be honest, she felt much more comfortable, at least she didn't look down on her.
"Thank you, princess." She said sincerely, she let her self-loathing disappear a little.
Princess Qinglan still frowned and was about to persuade Xia Wei, but when she saw the maid coming to report that it was Mr. Sun who asked to see Miss Xia.
She waved her hand and asked the maid to go down, then said, "Do you want to meet again?"
During this period, Xia Wei has been refusing to see Sun Chongxiu. She didn't know what kind of face she should see him, but today, she felt that she had to give this man an explanation, and that he would be worthy of his affection for her.
Seeing Xia Wei nodding, Princess Qinglan immediately ordered someone to invite Sun Chongxiu over, and then she left quietly.
Xia Wei, who had been ecstatic, stood in front of the familiar figure, smiled gently after saluting her, "Miss Xia, are you getting better?"
She hurriedly got up and gave a gift back, "Young Master Sun."
"Miss Xia doesn't need to be polite." Sun Chongxiu smiled. Seeing that the little woman became much haggard, he felt a little sad, feeling sorry for her experience. Although he didn't know everything, it was Xia Wei's privacy after all. No one except her herself would explain it to him. Out of respect, he did not send anyone to investigate.
He was waiting, waiting for her to say everything in person.
Xia Wei pointed to the garden behind, "Although the garden here is small, it is particularly elegant. Let's take a walk, how about it?"
Sun Chongxiu nodded.
Without letting the servants get close, the two of them walked a little distance in this small and exquisite garden. In this colder weather, the flowers in this small garden were blooming particularly well.
"There is a ground heat here, so the flowers bloom well," Xia Wei bent down and caressed a very beautiful flower with envy in her eyes. Suddenly, she stood up and turned to look at him, "Young Master Sun, do you know why the Xia family treats me like this?"
Sun Chongxiu shook her head. The Xia family's operation was very strange. She couldn't catch Xia Wei back and announced her death. Her mother sighed at home and complained to him, "It's great to hear that I had cancelled the marriage earlier. Now that this person has passed away, I'm afraid that others will say that you are defeating your wife's life. Your marriage will be difficult in the future..."
He listened to these words while listening to them, because he knew she was still alive.
"Let me tell you a story." Xia Wei's eyes were a little wet. He didn't know, which means that no one talked about her past everywhere, and it also showed that he respected her. If she could...
She shook her head secretly. She rejected her weakness, and then used a stranger tone to talk about her growth experience, including the misfortunes she encountered in childhood and the injustice she encountered now. Her calm mask gradually could not be maintained. This was her crying in her heart.
Finally, she took a deep breath and deliberately raised a smile to look at Sun Chongxiu, whose eyebrows were tangled together. "The protagonist of this story is me, Mr. Sun. I am not as perfect as you imagined. I... Actually, I can't deserve you. You are a good person and deserve to be worthy of the best woman in the world, not me who has lost my virginity..."
Sun Chongxiu hurriedly stopped her self-deprecating words, and he said seriously, "Miss Xia, don't say you like this, that's not your fault. You are the victim, and the person who is guilty is the person who is inferior to beasts." He paused, "Miss Xia, you will always be pure and white in my heart..."
At this moment, his words were so beautiful that Xia Wei couldn't help but be fascinated by the fact that who doesn't yearn for beautiful things?
"The ninth prince's concubine said she would arrange a new identity for you. Miss Xia, I am willing to marry you..."
Xia Wei really hopes that she is not so rational. It would be great if she could be a little confused.
Rong Jingqiu said that she would give her a new identity, and that she would still be able to discuss marriage with Sun Chongxiu, which would definitely not be inferior. However, this is deceiving herself. What she doesn't want to erase is the name Xia Wei, and she doesn't want to let the bad guys go to Xiaoyao.
Sun Chongxiu is a good person. What he said is extremely sincere at this moment, but she knows even more that people's hearts are changing easily. Today's no regrets do not mean there is no regrets in the future. A person's life is too long. She doesn't want to see him hate her in the future and delay his future.
How many people can her face deceive? After all, she has attended banquets of all sizes in the capital, and there are too many people who recognize her.
There is also the Xia family. If they see her appear in this way, they will definitely try their best to suppress Sun Chongxiu.
If she does not attend any banquet, this will not guarantee that her news will not be revealed. The Sun family is also a big family, with a large family, how long can she avoid people?
She can't be his good wife, and she can't help him to rise to the top in his career, but she will still be the one who will drag him down.
If she selfishly grasps his life-saving straw, this will really harm him.
Sun Chongxiu's voice became lower and lower, because Xia Wei's expression changed from longing to rationality completely fell in her eyes. He took a deep breath and asked, "Don't you believe me?"
"Mr. Sun, life is too long and there are too many changes. I just want to grasp what I can..."
"It's not like that, Miss Xia, you can have other choices..."
Xia Wei shook her head gently and looked at Sun Chongxiu again. Her voice was cold and full of hatred, "They bully me, insult me, kill me, and destroy me. I can't swallow this breath. The way of heaven is unfair, I want to seek justice for myself." She didn't want her twisted soul to show too much, so she tried to press the burning fire of revenge in her heart, trying to say in a calm tone, "Mr. Sun, do you think I can have other choices like this?"
Sun Chongxiu has been cultivating talents according to the Confucian style. Seeing such an unfamiliar Xia Wei, he subconsciously took a step back.
It was the step back that made Xia Wei's smile smell a little desolate.
She turned around resolutely and said, "Mr. Sun, are you scared? Are I still qualified to be your wife like this? I don't even trust myself, so how can I trust others? Mr. Sun, you are one of the most beautiful parts in my memory. I... want to remember it forever." As she stepped away, she said goodbye softly.
Holding back the tears in her eyes, she moved forward without hesitation, and she wanted to walk alone in the future.
Goodbye, her once beautiful youth.
"No, Miss Xia, that's not the case..."
No matter how Sun Chongxiu shouted, Xia Wei never looked back.
After making a final farewell with Sun Chongxiu, she did not let herself fall into self-pity. She didn't have time to do that, and she had to cheer up and avenge her enemies.
One day at dusk, she made a detailed plan, looked at the snowflakes that were about to fall in the sky, and suddenly said to the servant who was serving beside her, "I know you are from the Ninth Prince's Mansion, please go back and pass on a message," she slowly turned her head and looked at the ordinary-looking maid, "I want to make a deal with the Ninth Prince."
Chapter completed!