Shen Qingci touched Lou Xuefei's cold cheeks. She sat up and placed Lou Feixue's thin and thin hand on her face.

"Well..." She nodded vigorously, "Mom, A Ning is not afraid. A Ning will listen to his father and like his elder brothers and sisters. A Ning will remember his mother for the rest of her life. A Ning will remember every word and every sentence she said."

Lou Xuefei's hands trembled and gently stroked his daughter's small face.

"That's right," she smiled, her smile was a little sudden, but it was also comforting. Her A Ning seemed to have grown up, as if she could leave with peace of mind, or even be able to smile with a smile.

"A Ning, I heard from my mother..." She coughed, and then insisted on saying the last words with her daughter. She really felt that her own things were not good. Maybe if she didn't say them, she would never be able to say them.

"A Ning, my mother put something in the clothes of the Bodhisattva at home. A Ning remembers to get it..." Her eyelashes fell, and some grays were shaking out, as if she couldn't see her daughter's little face clearly. Only the daughter's little hand holding her was still warm, and the faint fragrance on her daughter's body was like in the withered season, the never-ending vitality was also entrusted by all her energy.

"A Ning is not afraid."

She kept repeating this sentence, even when she was dying, she could not let go of her young daughter.

"Mom, A Ning is not afraid," Shen Qingci shrank his little body in Lou Xuefei's arms. Lou Xuefei's hands slowly lowered and then placed them on his daughter's face. Shen Qingci didn't even move, but she was sad to find that her mother's hands were getting colder and colder. She grabbed Lou Xuefei's hand and helped her warm from time to time.

"Mom, it's not cold. I'm not cold. I'm not cold, I'm not cold anymore," she blew the heat to Lou Xuefei's hands from time to time, but the hand was getting colder. My mother's body would not be hotter, my mother's eyes would not open again, and my mother would not say that again, A Ning was not afraid.

In this world, there are those who hold her in the palm of your hand as treasures, it is her mother, her mother...

"Mom, mom..."

Shen Qingci cried from time to time, as if he wanted her to wake her up, but she could no longer hear it.

Shen Chun was shrinking his little body into Lou Xuefei's arms anymore. Because he was a mother, he was not afraid, and she was not afraid at all. She just wanted to let her mother hug her again, and she would have no mother in the future and could not call her mother anymore.

She closed her eyes and was also chanting something softly in her mouth, like a Sanskrit sound, word by word...

Namo Amitabha night, dotagata night, dotagata night, dotagata night, dotagata night, dotagata amitabhasavaha...

She swallowed even more, and her voice was almost hoarse in tears, but before she could stop, she recited the mantra of rebirth for her mother, she was reborn for her mother, and she sent her mother to the road to the underworld.

She lived, but her mother died.

She sat up again, held her mother's hand that was no longer warm, and placed it on her little face. It was cold and very sad.

Mother, A Ning is not afraid, A Ning is not afraid, A Ning asks someone to see her off.

She carefully pulled Lou Xuefei's hand and placed it in front of her, and then wiped the tears from her face with her little hands, but she found that the piece of handkerchief on the edge was already covered in blood.

In fact, Shen Qingci knew that his mother should have left long ago. The doctor said that she had left early and suffered a little earlier, but her mother was not willing. She kept holding on to her last breath. She was waiting for someone, but she still didn't wait for the last person. She was also reluctant to let her bear her young daughter. She wanted to take a look at her daughter more. She still had a lot of words to tell her daughter, and there were still many things she wanted to let her know.

Shen Qingci took the handkerchief, and she put the handkerchief bit by bit, put it in her heart, then climbed onto the simple wooden collapse, then pulled the torn quilt and cotton cloth to cover Lou Xuefei's body.

Then she knelt down and kowtowed three times, and then ran out.

There was no one at the entrance of the village, only a dilapidated house, which was her home. There was a small bowl at the door, and half a bowl of rice was still there. Shen Qingci glanced at the bowl of rice, and then ran out.

She slapped the door of a farmer vigorously until the door opened.

She knelt at the door with a thud, and then kowtowed heavily. This was the best family she had treated her in her previous life. After her mother passed away, she had been taking care of her, who was still young. They also helped to bury her mother. But when they passed by, her mother's body had already smelled because no one knew that Lou Xuefei was dead.

She was still a little girl at that time, but she only knew that her mother had fallen asleep and never woke up. Until later, she realized that it would be impossible for her mother to wake up again in her life.

She raised her face and saw a capable woman in her forties walking out of it. When she saw Shen Qingci, she was also shocked.

Isn't this Xiao Qingci from Lady Lou's family? What's wrong? Why did she kneel down? She quickly wanted to help Shen Qingci up, but Shen Qingci knocked her head to the ground heavily. The thud of the thud almost broke the heart of a person.

"Mother-in-law, A Ning's mother is asleep and not awake. Mother-in-law helps A Ning, beg her mother-in-law to help A Ning."

She said while keeping her bowing, and the people in the village avoided their mother and daughter like poisonous snakes and beasts.

Because Lou Feixue was sick, her illness could not be cured for a long time, and I don’t know who spread it. It was said that her illness would be contagious, so everyone in the village was afraid, and the disease would be contagious to herself. So they let the mother and daughter live in the furthest and worst dilapidated house in the village. Even when they had dinner, Lou Xuefei exchanged the items on their bodies. They sent it to the door and left directly. Even if they took one more step, they were afraid and disgusted.

Now she can only ask for this family, and the rest will not open the door to her. She tried it in her previous life. When she was about to die, she picked up the stones on the ground and ate it, she knocked on the door of someone else's house. No one opened the door for her, and no one would give her a bite of food. She was beaten and scolded. She hid alone and cried while crying. She hugged her mother's tombstone and cried so much that she was hungry. Later, this cow woman couldn't stand it and took her home, gave her food, water, and a place to sleep.

Until my father came and my father came to pick her up, she followed her, but she forgot to give her a meal to me...

She wants to let her mother be buried in peace, she wants to survive, she wants to make Huang Andong and Lou Ziyin live worse than death, she wants to protect her lover, and everyone who died tragically around her.
Chapter completed!